[305], this is a good thing(1/2)
They should have made it clear that she didn't understand what he was thinking before, but now she already knew, so she could no longer pretend to be nothing and continue talking to Fang Qian'an!
Fang Qianan smiled bitterly, his heart full of bitterness, "Momo, why do you have to be so cruel?"
"I know, I can't escape for a lifetime." So he just wanted to delay for a few days, and it would be a day to delay...
Mo Xiaoqing no longer seemed to have an innocent expression on her face, but instead remained silent without saying a word.
Seeing her appearance, her heart was bleeding, "If possible, I hope I can stay in the same state as yesterday, or time can stay in yesterday forever,"
In this way, he could also deceive himself and say that in Momo's heart, he did not have his status at all!
"I'm sorry to move in peace." The big eyes blinked, and the colorful lighted eyes flashed with grievances, making people feel distressed and pity instantly.
If it were normal, someone would definitely question whether she was pretending to be wronged and pitiful, but when her eyes moved down and she saw the solemnity on her face and Chen Mo's expression.
No one will question her that she is pretending.
Just one sentence, Haku Changan already knew that he had completely lost hope. He still had a glimmer of hope, but his heart completely sank, and it was so cold that he was in an ice cellar.
"I'm really sorry about what happened yesterday! If you didn't help me block that stick, I would be the one who was injured, so I really thank you!"
In fact, she would rather be injured than carry such a heavy burden of guilt. "Can you not say sorry or thank you? If it weren't for me to listen, could you not say it?" There was a hint of imperceptible prayer in Qiao Qian'an's voice.
Perhaps, he had already understood the answer in his heart. From the moment he saw Ji Muhan in Yunnan, he had already understood that he had lost and lost a lot.
Even if it wasn't Ji Muhan, that person would never be him...
"The truth may be difficult to accept, but it is not false." Mo Xiaoqing said apologetically.
Housewarming lowered his eyes and smiled bitterly, "Momo, do you know? In front of you, I will continue to drink the poison of arsenic when you drink it. However, the truth is too cruel, I want to hear lies." Even if it is not true.
"I'm sorry, I can't lie to you." Mo Xiaoqing was silent for a moment and said sincerely.
If he really listened to him and lied to him, it would be really unfair to him.
Fang Huan'an smiled self-deprecatingly, and tears at the corners of his eyes burst out, "Ha, you can't lie to me..."
I don’t even want to lie to him. Momo, how much do you like me?
Mo Xiaoqing lowered her eyes and said again, "I'm sorry."
At this moment, in such an occasion, she didn't know what else she could say except saying these three words repeatedly?
Fang Huan'an's eyes flashed slightly and he said to himself, "Momo, I don't ask you to fall in love with me, but I don't want you to be so heartless, and I don't even give me a chance."
Although Mo Xiaoqing knew that this might be a bit cruel and hurt him, she still chose to say what she said in her heart, "Although I have always been quarrel with you, in my heart, you and the third brother are the same."
It’s the same brother, an indispensable existence, but it will never replace Hanhan’s existence.
"Brother?" Qiao Qian'an's voice was extremely light, and his illusory tone seemed to be just Mo Xiaoqing's auditory hallucination.
But she also knew very well that it was not her auditory hallucinations, that these were real, and she never even thought that he would fall in love with her. After all, the two of them always competed against each other every time they met...
Mo Xiaoqing didn't know what she could say, but she knew that she couldn't make him feel hopeful, so she could only repeat, "I'm sorry."
"I'm tired, you go." Qiao Qian'an said with a tired voice, not going to see her.
Every time he heard a sentence, his heart felt like he was stabbed by Lingchi, in great pain, but he did not die. He just kept hurting and swallowed the bitterness in his mouth.
He would rather she leave now than hear anything in her mouth he doesn't want to hear...
Mo Xiaoqing's eyes flashed slightly, and she paused, and finally said that sentence, "I will not come to you again in the future, and I hope you will not come to me again."
Although she herself felt that this was too cruel, this was the real good to him. Since she couldn't accept it, how could she go back to the beginning?
Fang Qianan was almost suffocated when he felt dull pain in his heart, but he could only bear it. Looking at Mo Xiaoqing, who was expressionless not far away, his eyes were full of struggle and pain, "Momo, I like you have nothing to do with you, so accepting or not accepting is your choice. As for whether to give is my freedom, you have no right to deprive me of freedom."
Just like the pain he had when he was sick yesterday, the heart-wrenching pain came, but he was powerless and could only endure such pain as a knife!
Mo Xiaoqing's eyes were firm, no longer as cunning as usual, with curved eyebrows and eyes, and only a solemn expression, "Brother Qiao, this is the last time I called you that. In my heart, you have always been my brother's existence. In this kind of thing, I will not lie, nor do I want to lie. I only like Hanhan. No one can replace him in this life, so we... shouldn't contact you again."
If you can't forget it, then she will help him forget it.
She couldn't respond to the feelings and didn't want to delay him. Just do this. She won't meet again in the future and minimize the possibility of them meeting. This is the best for him.
Time is the best medicine. She wanted to wait for the past few years and let go of the idea that she could not get by with such a desire.
"Momo...must I have to do this?" Fang Qianan closed his eyes and said it was very difficult to finish every word.
Do you have to be so heartless?
Is there no other solution between them?
He never threatened her?
"Yes." Mo Xiaoqing lowered her eyes, her slender eyelashes trembled slightly, and she drew a shadow in her eyes, making it difficult to see the emotions in her eyes.
Mo Xiaoqing opened the door and finally said, "I'm sorry, thank you too."
Sorry for him, she can't respond to his feelings!
Thank him for protecting her with her life when she is in danger...
Qiao Qianan watched Mo Xiaoqing leave without looking back, wanting to get out of bed to chase her, but he could only cover his chest to breathe. Such a strong and unyielding man, facing a man who had never surrendered to the pain, cried as helpless as a child for the first time.
It seems like I want to cry all my tears in this life.
"Momo...Momo."
He never needs thanks or sorry...
He didn't ask for much, but he just wanted to be by her side. It would be better if he didn't love her, as long as he could see her every day.
But why don’t I even want to give him such an opportunity...
It turns out that the saddest thing in this world is not that I stand in front of you and you don’t know that I love you, but that I stand in front of you for so many years and dare not say that I love you, and even... I was inevitably rejected in the end!
Momo, you only know that you like him, but you don’t know that I love you to the core and never see you again... This is not about tearing his heart!
He never dared to ask her to fall in love with him, but he didn't dare to think that she was so heartless?
Momo, Momo, what should she do if she wants him?
In the future, there will be no one in this sea of people like her, which will make him unable to let go and cannot forget it, or even himself!
A blue-blue shirt and a pair of black suits and pants, she rested her back on the wall with her hands in her chest waiting for Mo Xiaoqing.
"Are you finished?"
Mo Xiaoqing nodded, "Well, I've finished everything I should say at once."
Now we just need to wait for Aunt Qiao and the others to come back before they leave.
Ji Muhan curled his lips indifferently, obviously very satisfied with her words.
"Because I know you're very stingy, haven't you been there for the past two days, are you worried about these things? If I don't finish these things quickly, I'm afraid you will run away."
Ji Muhan lit up her forehead with amusedness, "Where can I run?"
With her heart in her, where else can she go?
It was such a bad-hearted and a little clever little fox who held his heart firmly in his hands. He had questioned and thought about it... he made up his mind to forget her!
However, the final result is not satisfactory. Since this is the case, why not take a gamble?
If he wins, everyone will naturally be happy. If he loses, he will not blame others.
Even if Shen Shaolin said that not everyone would be like his parents, he wanted to take a gamble because he would not be his father, and Momo would not be his mother.
They didn't understand each other well enough.
But he would not do this. If any step is wrong, he will guide Momo. He is nine years older than her. He must be responsible for this relationship!
"How did I know that you didn't have a quarrel with me yesterday because of Shen Shaolin's incident?"
Although Ji Muhan had a look of suspected flushing on his face, he coughed lightly.
"Hanhan, why are you so cute!"
Mo Xiaoqing hugged him in love and rubbed his cheek unconsciously against his chest, as if she wanted to bury her face.
"Do you feel uncomfortable?"
"I don't know, there are five brothers in my family. My dear brother is the one you met last time. The third brother is my cousin. You have never seen the other three cousins yet!"
Although Ji Muhan didn't know why Mo Xiaoqing suddenly talked to him, he still listened to what she said with a gentle face.
"When I was young, my brothers were a little tired of my temperament. You don't know. When I was young, I was a little weak. At that time, I was not like this at all. My parents strictly prohibited me from going out to play, but I always liked my third brother at that time, and my cousin took me out to play."
"later…"
"Actually, these things are not important. Uncle Qiao and Aunt Qiao are good friends of my parents. The two families are not only neighbors, but also family friends."
In fact, he is not stupid. She was able to understand what adults were thinking when she was young, but she didn't take it seriously at that time and didn't care.
Especially afterwards, Fang Huaian's attitude towards her became worse and worse, so she became more and more relieved.
"But in my heart, Fang Huaian and his brother have the same weight."
Who can be ruthless without plants and trees?
No matter she and Hou Qian'an have been arguing for nearly ten years, she is not a ruthless person after all.
"Hanhan, can you hug me?"
To be continued...