Chapter seventy-eight, I'm sorry, I can't help myself(2/4)
Perhaps this quiet and beautiful feeling confused her. Mo Xiaoqing almost forgot the heartless words that Ji Muhan had said before. Looking at him who was a little vague outlined by the fire, he was not very real.
He asked casually, "Ji Muhan, can you tell me about your parents?"
"There's nothing to say." Ji Muhan's expression was calm, his eyes were slightly cool, and his eyelashes drooped, covering the flash of expression in his eyes.
"Ah?" Mo Xiaoqing was stunned, not understanding his words very much.
What does nothing to say?
"Diet, one was burned to death, and the other was hit by a car." Ji Muhan looked at her and turned his head.
This glance made Mo Xiaoqing very touched her. She was very cold, but it seemed that there was endless sadness hidden under this coldness.
She was even more shocked than all the eyes she had seen. At this moment, Ji Muhan seemed to be surrounded by a faint indifference. It was obvious that when he just described it, he passed by indifferently.
But for some reason, Mo Xiaoqing just felt that Ji Muhan seemed to be immersed in the sorrow of something wrong with his parents and had never come out.
Even though... he was acting indifferent now, as if he was talking about other people's affairs, with an indifferent expression, but she had such intuition...
Just as Mo Xiaoqing racked her brains and thought about what words to use to remedy it, his voice suddenly sounded in the cave...
"Any harm can be forgiven. At least your life is still there, but you have even taken it away. Can you forgive me?"
The cool voice is quite a bit bleak in autumn wind, which makes people feel a little depressed when they hear it for no reason.
Before Mo Xiaoqing could come back to her senses, she turned her head to look at him, but—
At this glance, Mo Xiaoqing felt a little nervous!
Such a cold and dull look seemed to disappear transparently in front of her in the next second...
"Ji Muhan." She screamed suddenly.
"What's wrong?" Ji Muhan responded weakly, and the fierce and cold momentum just now disappeared in an instant.
"It's okay." Mo Xiaoqing shook her head.
Just seeing Ji Muhan's face, she couldn't continue to say it. The fact that he could say it without any concealment means that he needed not to be sympathetic.
But, she felt sorry!
I feel so distressed that I don’t know how to speak.
"Cough cough cough." Ji Muhan clenched his fists and coughed a few times.
"Hanhan, are you okay?" Mo Xiaoqing saw that he was not coughing loudly, and seemed to deliberately lower her voice, so she hurried forward with concern.
"I'm fine." Ji Muhan suppressed the itchy feeling in his throat and replied lightly.
She couldn't remember when she fell asleep. She only knew that she had slept until midnight. She suddenly woke up for some reason. The light of the torch was already very small, and it seemed that it was about to go out. She hurriedly got up and added some firewood.
Seeing it burning, it returned to Ji Muhan. Under the flames, his brows frowned, as if it was very painful, and his forehead was covered with fine sweat. Mo Xiaoqing was shocked and reached out to see that his forehead was hot.
He had a fever.
"Hanhan, Hanhan." Mo Xiaoqing was a little panicked and tried to wake him up.
His closed eyes seemed to be struggling to open them. Mo Xiaoqing then screamed a few more times before he slowly raised his eyes, his eyes confused and fragile.
"What should you do if you have a fever?" Mo Xiaoqing looked at him like this, and her heart was slightly cramped.
"It's okay, sleep for a while and tomorrow will be fine." His tone was insignificant, but his voice was hoarse, which didn't sound convincing.
Mo Xiaoqing frowned and picked up the bamboo tube standing on the rock wall not far away. This was the fresh water they brought before they came down, "Drink some water."
Ji Muhan sat up and took a few sips with Mo Xiaoqing's hand. Mo Xiaoqing suddenly remembered that when she used his kettle to drink water, she was still such a powerful person at that time, but now she has been so hard for her.
Thinking of it, she took off her shirt, and ignored the fact that she only had a bra left on her body, and reached out to cover the shirt on him.
He raised his eyebrows faintly, and a nearly invisible smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "Why, I want to take advantage of me again?"
What the little girl had done to him before was also considered "shocking".
He actually felt a little used to taking advantage of this from time to time...
From the sound of his pretending relaxed teasing, it was obvious that the slightest difficulty of being difficult, it was conceivable that he did not want her to feel guilty, so he forced to joke with her.
"Yes, it's rare that you can't move. Do you think I'll let go of such a good opportunity?" Mo Xiaoqing smiled twice as he pretended to be awkward, but his heart was a little sad.
How can such a man be so distressing, how can he make people like him so much...
She didn't know if he was so cruel to him when he was in the army, but now she was really worried about her whole heart, just for him to be able to keep a calm and gentle teasing in such a situation.
It hurts...
"You don't have to do this." Ji Muhan glanced at her naked shoulders, looked away at the right time, and said indifferently.
Chen Shaolin and the others were not around. If she fell ill because of this, he would not care about her, which would be really troublesome.
Mo Xiaoqing said silently in her heart:
Why not do this?
No matter how you say it, you are shot because of me.
Of course, Mo Xiaoqing naturally would not say this sentence.
She shook her head, not only did she not wear it, but she also lay down next to him, reaching out to hug him tightly again.
They were close together, tightly fitting.
Mo Xiaoqing has never been a person who blushed easily, but in such a quiet and weird atmosphere, her ears have a fever.
"In that case, if anyone else, I would block bullets for him, not because of you." Ji Muhan was silent for a moment, pursed his lips, and then said calmly.
He knew that the girl's actions at this time were indeed correct, but she was just a little girl after all, and this illusion should not have taken over her brain.
Not to mention that he is not interested in love, his parents clearly told him that if he can't tell whether he is moved or liked, or even got married, it will only cause tragedy.
It’s better to be like this, just be alone in this life.
"But I don't care. You just blocked the bullets for me and saved me. I know you are a soldier. Even if the situation was not like me falling into the water, it was someone else." Even Gao Xiaoxiao, who was a little bored with him.
Mo Xiaoqing's eyes were red, her voice was a little hoarse, "I know you will still jump into the river to save people without hesitation." So, he didn't need to emphasize it deliberately...
Ji Muhan's eyes flashed slightly, and he just pursed his lips and didn't say anything about the deep meaning in her words.
Mo Xiaoqing was used to it. Ben didn't think of his answer, and continued to speak on his own.
"Actually, you could not jump into the water at that time. I was not your mission anyway. If you didn't save me at that time, maybe you had already left the forest now, but what should you do? Hanhan, you saved me!"
More than once.
"I just like you too!"
She wouldn't like anyone else except him.
So that's it...
Ji Muhan's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he lowered his head to cover the complex emotions surging in his eyes.
He said, "I can't remember anyone."
"I know." Mo Xiaoqing lowered her eyes.
She had known this a long time ago that he didn't need to repeat it again and again.
Ji Muhan's eyes were deep and unconsciously choked. He had a fever, but now he was even more heartbreaking.
Mo Xiaoqing felt distressed when she heard this.
The already intimate body is closer to it.
Ji Muhan's cough stopped, but the delicate and stylish girl's body behind her was close to his back. Her already hot body seemed to be rising...
Ji Muhan simply turned over and faced her head, but he didn't want to get closer like this. The little girl's breathing and breathing hit his chest. Such an overly close posture made both of them feel uncomfortable for a moment...
In this case, the two of them didn't have time to be embarrassed.
"Hanhan, I'm a little cold." She was silent for a while, feeling that she should still say something.
The temperature on his body was too hot and too abnormal. She was worried that she had no medicine to cool him down here.
"Yes." Ji Muhan's voice was a little hoarse.
She didn't need to explain deliberately, he knew what she intended...
Mo Xiaoqing raised her lips and felt that this night was really good.
"Tell me, where are you from?" Mo Xiaoqing's voice came from his chest in a muffled manner.
"Are you afraid that I will wake up after falling asleep?" He immediately guessed what she was thinking.
"You are really hot, I guess it will be more than thirty-eight degrees." Mo Xiaoqing said.
"But I can't tell you this." Ji Muhan smiled, his always cold voice stained a hint of soft emotion.
If he turned around, the worry in the little girl's eyes could be seen at a glance.
"Is it because of the troops' regulations?" she said oh and asked again.
"You know a lot." Ji Muhan was a little surprised.
The Special Wars Brigade does have this explicit provision...
To be continued...