【】Chapter 11 【Part 52】
The past is covered with dust, pressed not to mention it:
[Look at the train here again. The girl woke up and couldn't see the younger generation was anxious. When she came back to her seat, her spiritual sense had just settled. Many Chinese compatriots near her were inconvenient to speak loudly. She signaled her to go over her ears and muttered in a low voice. Even in the girl's hometown, she could always see sickness. What? Opium lovers]
Come and bite your ears:
[The relatives of Haitang family who were in a corner had a good time. They were engaged in business in the north and south, but were urged to learn opium. In the end, their wife and children were separated and their families collapsed. The house was sold long ago and they died of illness in the wild. The family and clans came forward and probably buried him (incited: cuānduo. Instigate, encourage and instigate others. For example, they would come up with various evil deeds and lure honest people to smoke cigarettes)]
When exchanging eyes, the girl described it as dim:
[Bit your ear quietly. The general idea is: 60 years ago. The older generation of the girl's family worked in the "Royal Summer Summer Garden". Countless national treasures were robbed. The fire lasted for days and nights, and the cultural legend was burned. The entire garden area was about 5 Forbidden City (from 1920 to 60 years. If calculated based on the 21st century, there are about 500 football fields)]
There are hundreds of Chinese guarding the summer resort:
[All the heroic death of the country. The older generation in the girl's family, an ordinary craftsman. He was buried in the sea of fire]
There was a survivor who fled back to his hometown after a long time:
[Tell me about the situation at that time: I know that I will die. All Chinese people, even young palace maids, wait quietly. They do not beg, kneel down, or beg for mercy, all come from ordinary Chinese families]
There was a little older palace maid who kept shouting loudly:
[It's the same thing as death, I'll follow you here! Don't even think about destroying my China]
Hundreds of Chinese people, their voices shook the sky:
【There is a difference when you die≈ Just follow this≈ Don’t want to destroy my China≈】
The descendants of our dragon have been loyal for thousands of years:
[(she) they come from poor families.(she) they have no prominent status.(she) they are unknown and hardworking.(she) they have no chance to leave their names. The world is mourning. We Chinese have the emotions passed down from thousands of years. Deep and restrained, simple and unpretentious]
After a few scenes of dust, pressed not to mention:
[Look at the car here again, the train. 1920. Listen quietly to the past, tears slid across the face. I don’t want to be shocked, and I don’t meet anyone else’s eyes. I squinted my eyes, and seemed to be asleep]
This scene is like a blade slashing the five internal organs:
[The grief cannot be said. After all, the girl is only 17 years old. Looking at herself, all her family members have passed away. She is alone in the world, as if she is injured and left behind. Apart from the constant whine, she only relies on the last bit of spirit. There is a young man for the time being. What about the relatives? (Tear: tòng, 4 sounds. Sorrow from the soul)]
Hold it tight, after all, public places:
[Emotions may burst at any time, and your eyes will turn red. Tell me about the dusty past, thinking that it can cover up the current situation. Originally, I hope to remember the bitterness and sweetness, and I have set up a steel bone in order to make me think. Unexpectedly, I became more and more sad. The father who died in the end did not even know where to bury him]
Close your eyes and take a deep breath. Inhale every mouthful:
[Full walk around the deepest part of the internal organs. Tears are salty and bitter, swallowed horizontally. There is nothing jade grains and golden watermelon choking the throat, just ordinary people. There is no earth-shaking heroic sentiment, and my daughter is just seeking survival. She wants to embrace the light and no longer worry about food and clothing]
Time can dilute everything, in theory, maybe:
[The family you belong to has a little blood left. It is completely covered with haze. When will it be? The wound that cannot be deliberately diluted even time will lead to extremely profound memories (haze: haze mái, 2 sounds)]
Must live, try not to think much:
[The more this is, the less it cannot be done. The old voice, appearance and smile appear in my mind at all times. It is clearer and lingering. It is completely 1 invisible iron saw, grabbing my torso without any gaps. Tear every 1 square millimeter of flesh and blood, fear and pain from the soul]
In the future? Where to rely on:
[You can get over it by deceiving yourself? Who can you deceive? Subconsciously raise your sleeves and sweat. The more you think about it, the more you become more afraid. Every tragic scene seems to have experienced it. It is so terrifying that it is really creepy. It hits the deepest and most fragile point in your heart. Everything that is not worthy is completely soaked in the bone marrow. I worry all the time, and I will be able to get over it in the next hour... Can I get over it?
The more you want to show calmness, the harder you breathe:
[For no reason, the back is chilled, and I even dared not get up to go to the toilet. Holding urine brings great pain. The legs are tightly clamped and rubbing each other constantly. The pants are rubbing, making a slight "sand, sand" sound]
Immerse yourself in the illusion, and you can't extricate yourself:
[Sadness and inferiority are like hell demons. They struggle to the death, but the eggs touch the stone. One fragment, another... The bladder becomes more and more swollen and painful, and it will spit out urine at any time. It basically reaches the critical point]
Tears have dried, dreams have broken, heart has died:
【Only memory pierces the liver and intestines】
The so-called erasing is probably not possible for the rest of your life:
[Memories, grief! Recall again, grief! Repeat and repeat, without words]
This is a terrible, yet bleak cycle:
【Mental endurance is limited, pain is unlimited】
This injury is destined to remain for decades:
【Accompanies a lifetime, affects a lifetime】
Close your eyes and take a short rest, open your eyes and take a look:
【The intuition is not right. The young man spoke immediately: What's wrong... Haitang]
I felt relieved in an instant and hurriedly told me:
[Can't hold it in... I want to be convenient. I can't explain this feeling at all. If the younger generation does not give me some courage, or even dare not take steps]
There are a lot of waste paper in the bag, pull a few pieces:
[The young man is not convenient to follow, probably described it. The girl is eye-catching and thought about it for a moment (Haitang takes the train for the first time, and there is no modern toilet in her hometown. We must tell you))]
Not much effort, return:
[The face is much easier. I sat down and glanced around. I pretended to be leisurely and bit my ears: Look at that guy, I was frivolous and frivolous... I didn't have much trouble... I was so harmful to people (frivolous and frivolous: I was talking nonsense, but I didn't tell the truth. I pointed to the ointment dealer bragging about drugs, thinking why the magic pills)]
Hearing this, he became more and more gritted:
[2 young people, discuss quietly. The voice pressure is extremely low, and others cannot hear it]
The girl's careful advice:
[This guy is a mate, but you haven't run away from the underworld. Just keep an eye on it, don't talk... It's convenient to think of you. If you don't say it, what are the brothers there? I'm secretly figuring out who is his boss? I'm going to find a meal tram, and I have an appetite (I haven't run away: Erhuayun. I'll definitely encounter it, and I'll never avoid it. Find a meal tram: doing business, looking for customers, and working people, looking for job opportunities. There is also a meaning: survival is difficult, and I'm trying to survive. Having an appetite: refers to the greed of the ointment dealer and being in every way)]
The young man looked up and looked at the connection of the carriage:
[The plaster dealer talks sweetly, and escorts two passengers. They are heading towards the dining car (the dialect.huǎng, 3 tones. The meaning is very wide. Fraud, harming people, talking nonsense, deliberately misleading, deliberately turning black and white, sweet words coaxing into traps, pretending to be good people to deceive everyone, and doing bad things to pretend to be innocent. For example: escort him, escort them, escort the whole village. Who should I? Dare to escort me? Don't escort here)]
A station in the middle of the way, and the train was delayed:
[I can't ask if I can't ask, patience is the most practical. The platform is noisy, and I often wear shoes and socks. I carry various shoulders, and even sacks as luggage bags. Women are just carrying children, and even children wear bamboo baskets. Why? The mother carried her shoulders and shouted, regardless of men, women, and young people. There were staff members who even checked out the packages and loaded them with the car. I was afraid that I wouldn't see myself, and I was so angry that I could not hear me. No matter where the train station, it was almost the same]
Hurry up and go to the platform:
[Many vendors sell all kinds of food. A man in his 20s, he has a bald head, a grey cloth sleeveless double-ribbed sweatshirt. Dark cloth pants rolled over his knees, barefoot and tied ankle straw sandals]
Carry a short, thick wooden shoulder pole and hold a few short hemp ropes at one end:
[The end of the hemp rope is similar to a fishing hook, full-hook roast duck (not the roast duck in northern China, with different tastes. It is made by people nearby and is still popular)]
It is clear to give food to others first:
[I was afraid of starving the girl Haitang, Su Pingduo hurriedly stopped him. Buy one, 70 cents and 1 cent. Look at the size of it, and I was full of joy (head first: Yuyu lie in Nan'an Railway Station)]
A girl jumped up immediately:
【13≈≈≈15, braided and combed bangs. The face is very simple, with a big nose and thick lips. It looks very cute and pitying】
Plain coarse cloth double-breasted, obvious dark trousers for adult men:
[Even if you pull your knees over and your thighs, you can still be fat, and you have to tie a rope tightly. At that time, the people were in trouble, and old clothes were good. If you didn't get it thoroughly, you should change it and continue wearing it. Or to save costs, you can ding Ding Ding Hang. Barefoot, tie your ankle straw sandals ( ding Ding Ding Hang: clothes, pants, shoes, too large in size. There is also a layer of meaning: when the elderly are poor, children pick up old clothes for adults)]
The girl carried a basket and made of reeds:
[Wrapped in full clay paper, neatly placed. The belt is off the scale]
He spoke very urgently, but he was very polite:
【It’s very simple: the sauce meat made at home is sold at the train station. Even if the beginning of autumn is still hot. Where can I dare to keep it? Please help me]
Of course, I understand the sufferings of the people, and I have no nonsense:
[Take 1 bag and weigh it, 7 cents and 1 minute. Su Ping gives 1 silver dollar: give more, 1 yuan]
Two cooked foods, silver dollars 1.7 cents:
[Only two people had a meal, it was called "good life" at that time. Don't joke]
Return to the carriage, dry food is:
[Tell the girl that she must be full. She is thinking about the ointment dealer in her heart, but she doesn't know how many more she has? The more she thinks about it, the more angry she becomes, and she hates her teeth itch. It's not that there are any reasons, the relatives of the Su family were destroyed. Opium]
The girl ate happily and said in a low voice:
[So, you hate the drug seller (the drug seller: generally refers to all opium drug dealers, regardless of gender, nationality)]
The young man wanted to go to the dining car but was stopped by the girl:
【It’s very simple: Why do you ask? I realized that the train opens a restaurant. I hurriedly asked if I could eat at any time? The answer was no. I hurriedly asked those who understood and asked about the time. According to the habits of the catering industry, after the peak of lunch, I reminded the younger generation: There are few people, and the nose is conspicuous. Don’t go over and wait for the person selling cream. He will follow this place]
The young man lowered his voice and bit his ears:
[In the hometown, for this... the Jung family was destroyed... Gongzhou more, the small island mansion urged Tian'er. These grandsons (see Tian'er urged: Gongzhou area, the opium hall in the island mansion. For various sinister purposes, they instigated Chinese people to take drugs)]
The girl whispered:
[I can endure hatred, broad daylight...what do I think]
The young man can listen to advice and nodded:
【Soon eating and continue whispering】
Haitang is very smart, so I carefully observe it early:
Chapter completed!