385. I dare not bear
Mo Ran smiled, smiling far-fetchedly, "Wouldn't that be helpless?"
When she was just happy for a while, she told her the truth that it was so heavy?
The ghost doctor refused to admit that he was unhappy when he saw Mo Ran. Bai Hu felt distressed, but he heard the ghost doctor say, "He is fine for the time being. It will take at least half a month for the death row prisoner to grow. I will save him."
Mo Ran nodded.
After that, the ghost doctor went back. He wanted to find a way to get the insect. Bai Wei wanted to stay and look at Mo Ran, but Mo Ran repeatedly told him that she was very good and there was no need to worry, Bai Wei left.
Li Mingzhang was still in a coma, Zhan Yue was healing her wounds, and Mo Ran finally calmed down. She sat on the ring hall, looked back at Li Mingzhang on the bed, and then looked at the gorgeous lights of the Nine-Level Peak. Something in her mind became clearer and clearer, but something was also becoming blurry.
She was finally willing to admit that Li Mingfeng left traces in her heart again and again, but she became more and more uncertain about her feelings. On the day of her wedding, she still heard what she said to the men that there would be no one else, but she was still shaken.
Feelings are really something that is indescribable. When you make a firm promise, you may slap yourself in the face soon.
But today when he found Li Mingfeng, he lay there motionless, with thick blood next to it. She was really afraid at that time. She was afraid that he would have died when Li Mingfeng's vein was found. What if he died?
There will never be a ruthless bell in this world. No one will always pay attention to her with a pair of fierce and gentle eyes. They will not sarcastically in front of her, and then turn around and secretly feel sad. They will not emphasize so firmly that she will definitely be his.
If he died, where would she find him? She had tasted the powerless feeling more than once. On the night when her family died, she felt that she was not even as good as an ant, and she could not change any results.
She got so much, her family, her lover, that she was about to forget, and she also had something she couldn't hold. Once she lost it, she would definitely not be able to bear the second time.
When she saw Li Mingbing, she looked at the corpses of her relatives all over the yard that day, and when she saw Bai Wei in the firelight being swallowed by huge waves, she didn't even have the chance to reach out her hand...
She was really afraid, afraid that Li Ming was killed.
Do you like it? She always noticed the feelings of likeness. She has been very slow to know. She has been accustomed to Jiang Chao’s friends for so many years, and always disliked him for being too particular. But when she was alone, she only asked about his whereabouts. She didn’t know how many young talents in the world were, but when she compared it to Jiang Chao, she always felt that no one could compare to him.
Maybe she was particularly in love with beautiful things, so the moment she opened the coffin of the ghost doctor, she never forgot that beautiful but cold face. The ghost doctor was so distant to anyone and everything, but she had an exception to her. Maybe she liked it a little bit by bit with her closeness.
She could not imagine how terrible it would be if the ghost doctor had forgotten her one day, and one day he talked to her coldly, and stayed in a corner where she could not even find it. She realized that she liked the ghost doctor.
She will never forget the Mojia Village where the snow is everywhere on the east sun. When she was so cold that her whole body was almost stiff, she opened the door of Mr. Mo San’s house and saw Zhang Ke, who was only wearing a white shirt under the sun. At that time, he was very handsome, but far younger than now. The sunlight put a layer of soft light on him, which was a bit too clean. It was the white she yearned for but thought she would never reach.
Zhang Ke accompanied her out of Mojia Village and found hope with her. When he said that he would abide by the Zhang family's ancestral teachings and always protect her, she was unwilling. When she decided to leave the Sumeru Realm, she wanted to leave quietly.
But a bloody bath of the four major families changed him and abandoned him. He took off his youth and picked up the butcher knife... She could accept his peaceful aging in the Sumeru Realm, but could not accept his lonely self-blame and lonely revenge.
She hoped that he would come to find her and that she could be his eternal family. It turned out that she liked it too, but she never dared to think or say it.
Liu Yang is like an angel, and like a scoundrel... A scoundrel angel, his silence and tenderness are only reflected in front of her, but his ferocity and cruelty are never allowed to be seen by her. She is like a child, and she stubbornly thinks that it is not handsome.
Many times she was helpless with the almost childish stubbornness, but she also softened her heart again and again under his entanglement... When she first met, Liu Yang was handsome, careless, and took her for fun all day long. She was able to truly know the strange plane of China. When she felt that the world was full of maliciousness towards her, he proved to her again and again that it was not, and some people were still gentle.
Is it because Liu Yang cannot live without her, or she cannot bear to leave Liu Yang, who likes whom first, but can't explain it clearly if you look closely.
The Ghost King brought endless pressure to her since his appearance. In front of him, she was like a child. She could not control the overall situation with all her strength. Even if she opened her thorns, she could not hurt him at all. For him, Mo Ran was afraid and uncertain, so how could he dare to think about whether he liked it or not.
But he appeared to rescue him again and again, and even the alert people would begin to be grateful and depend on him. He protected her in front of the Destroyed Qilin. In so many cold and desperate nightmares, he hugged her and broke free.
In the battle of returning to the Ghost Realm, she saw the unforgettable battlefield for her life. In an instant, hundreds of thousands and millions of lives were gone. The Nirvana River washed away all traces. She was afraid of him and blamed him for being cruel. But standing on the Hall of Reincarnation, she looked down at the inside and outside of the Nirvana River, there were countless people in the Ghost Realm, and the river of Reincarnation was vast. She realized that the Ghost King was holding the entire ghost realm and the entire reincarnation.
After tens of thousands of years of imprisonment in the turbulent realm, he not only wants to take revenge after returning, but also wants to take back the cycle of reincarnation that should be found in the three realms, the way to life, and the way to death. The hand of the heavenly realm should not be extended to the infinite realm.
Only then did she realize that compared to the Ghost King, she was really a child. She only knew her parents, younger siblings, and could only see countless creatures die, but she didn't know that if the vacancy of reincarnation was not filled, the people who died in the future would be even more immeasurable.
Likes may be because of the deeper understanding and the more you understand, the more you can't refuse. She admires his big picture and admires his slight weight, but what really touched her was that he spread everything about him in front of her eyes. She began to no longer think that he was the flower in the mirror and the moon in the water, but the person who would always be by her side.
When she saw the portrait of Qilin on the blue brick wall of Mojia Village, Mo Ran stopped for a long time and went to see the Crazy Laojiu who was stuck on the stage. It was because of this action that she was able to see the Crazy Laojiu's soul, enter the Mo family ancestral hall, and contract for the demon ban.
She was following the instructions of the Crazy Laojiu, looking for traces of the White Qilin together. The process was so wonderful that she couldn't explain it clearly in one sentence or another. But she was really curious about what the White Qilin looked like because it was rumored to be too holy. But since ancient times, it has been imprisoned in Bagua Fairy Mountain and was called by humans. Is it so holy that it doesn't care about it at all?
It turns out that it is not. It is because it is too holy that I forgot to protect myself, so I forced the unicorn of death, and the soul is divided into two...
She always felt that the reason why Tang Jin escaped from the Bagua Fairy Mountain was because he had no good feelings for the Immortal World and the Four Sects of Immortals. His reincarnation for life would rather taste the death and various aspects of life than expose the traces of the White Qilin, or be disturbed by the Immortal World.
But when he asked her to contract him with the four-string ring of Tibetan music, she was really shocked. He chose to be imprisoned by the things he hated the most again. When he said to her, "Don't let me down", she still felt heavy when she remembered it.
If you like someone, you are willing to imprison yourself, and only belong to her... How could she bear it? You dare not bear it, you cannot bear it, you will not bear it...
Mo Ran was extremely glad that he snatched Bai Yan from Tang Tian. Although Bai Yan used too much of his bitter flesh plan, it did not prevent her from learning the love from him. Love is only hopeful that she will be good.
For Bai Yan, cultivation or life is not as important as Mo Ran. When she insisted on accepting Bai Yan alone, he and those men planned a wedding together. It turned out that he knew better than her that she could not let go of anyone.
Su Yuye didn't know where the quirk came from. She called him uncle and could not stop talking happily. Although he looked really disrespectful, in Mo Ran's eyes, he was a very qualified guide. He used all his foresight on her. Seeing her step by step out of the secular world, he slowly planned his blueprint and filled his feather clothes step by step, just to protect her when she soared into the air one day.
She had never known what the demonic aura of the six clans actually represented to the Mo family, maybe it was loyalty or kindness, but she knew what she meant to Su Yuye, and she was his life.
Perhaps the people who have lost know how to cherish them better, she understands it, so when she learned that she was married, she easily accepted it. If they no longer separate, why not do it?
The people of the Great Qi Dynasty were open, and there were polygamy, and the folk customs of the northern border were even more fierce. Polygamy was everywhere. She never thought about what her husband would be like in the future. No matter what it was, as long as it was liked, but she never thought that there would be so many people she liked...
It turns out that she is really a fickle radish. Her men are worried about it, she has nothing to be wronged...
"Oh..." Mo Ran sighed long, Li Mingfeng, you are about to succeed, shouldn't you wake up happily?
Chapter completed!