Chapter 139(1/2)
After waking up, my father had a long talk with me, and he talked a lot with me, with a future and a present.
I understand what he means. He no longer wants to stay in the Silver Wolf Palace. He hopes that I can become the palace lord of the Silver Wolf Palace. I listened to him finishing those words in silence.
I was not happy during the period when I was studying in a university abroad because it was not my motherland or a country I was familiar with. Although I also met some friends in college, those friends gradually lost contact after I left school.
Maybe it’s because of a single-parent family, I haven’t really had a relationship yet. I haven’t liked a opposite sex since I was a child. Actually, I think it’s very strange, but I didn’t think about it carefully.
Silver Wolf Palace is a complex organization, with a palace master, that is, my father, and three guardians, plus the twelve posters, Hua Nianqiao's parents, namely Hua Laizhu and Qiao posters.
Perhaps because of my father's influence, I have called them Hualouzhu and Qiao since I was a child. Although I know they are my relatives, my father does not allow me to call them aunts and uncles.
The owner Qiao is my father's elder sister, but she does not have the surname of grandpa, but grandma.
When I was in junior high school, my father held a pretty luxurious dinner in the Silver Wolf Palace, and the people from Jijiazhuang also came. Among those people, I saw a boy of the same age as me, who was Ji Liangyuan.
We walked to a remote corner and chatted casually. When I was in junior high school, I had been living in Silver Wolf Palace. I rarely saw boys about the same age as me, except for school.
At that time, I was very curious about Ji Liangyuan's identity, so I asked a lot.
Ji Liangyuan and I have one thing in common, that is, when he talks to unfamiliar people, he always hides the most real side. That day I left his phone number and we kept in touch.
We are not in the same junior high school, and their home is not in my city.
Maybe this is fate. I can chat with him very much, but I can feel that there is an invisible barrier between us. He is from Jijiazhuang and I am the young master of Silver Wolf Palace.
After my father learned that Ji Liangyuan and I had been in contact, he did not say much, but let me and Ji Liangyuan continue to get along like this.
During the winter vacation of the third year of junior high school, I asked him to play basketball in a stadium. At that time, I liked playing basketball very much and I would also play basketball with male classmates in the same class at school.
To be honest, Ji Liangyuan's football skills are very good. Compared with me, we played basketball in the stadium for a long time that day. Of course, I spent money to clear the stadium that day.
During that winter vacation, Ji Liangyuan and I often went to the stadium to play basketball and bars to drink. I always felt that the male classmates in the school were different from me. I was not from the same world as them, but Ji Liangyuan was different. He was from Jijiazhuang. What do those people in Jijiazhuang do? I know clearly that when I was a child, my father told me what kind of organization was in Jijiazhuang.
My father often sees many spiritual species, but I can't. I think this may be because of my mother. Maybe my mother is just an ordinary human, and I happened to inherit her ordinary life.
Silver Wolf Palace is similar to Jijiazhuang. Jijiazhuang catches ghosts and eliminates monsters for others, or does some strange things. My father failed to have a good childhood. He hopes that I can go to elementary school, junior high school, high school, college like a normal child, and then find a job and experience life. He believes that a man will be complete after experiencing all this.
Although Silver Wolf Palace does not change positions as often as Jijiazhuang, there are many other palaces in Silver Wolf Palace. In fact, I always find it very strange that Jijiazhuang and Silver Wolf Palace have maintained such a friendly relationship for so many years. This is very puzzling. It is logical that there is a competitive relationship between Jijiazhuang and Silver Wolf Palace.
I have mentioned it to Ji Liangyuan before, but when Ji Liangyuan heard me say this, he just smiled and didn't say much.
When I was young, I thought I was actually a sick boy. Of course, this disease was psychological. Since I was sensible, I had never seen my mother. I asked my father many times, but he never told me who my mother was? Where is he? Although he was asked many times by me, she was never angry. I remember the expression when I asked him about his mother. That expression was indifferent. I couldn't find a trace of love in his eyes.
I actually want to ask her, Father, since you don’t care about your mother, why did you ask her to give birth to me? You are so kind to me, I am your only son, why don’t you want to tell me who my biological mother is?
When I was a child, I often imagined my mother. When I didn’t go to school, I would sit on the bed, look at my face in a mirror, and find out the things that were not similar to my father from my face. I think that where I don’t look like my father must be like my mother.
There are so many people in the Silver Wolf Palace. The twelve posters manage many palace servants. My father never lets me have too much contact with those lowly palace servants. Of course, my father still has many hidden guards arranged by me.
The so-called hidden guards are the escorts that can hide them all the time. I have been looking for them once, but at that time, I was young and fragile, but I had no ability to find their shadow.
When I was studying, I always felt that life was like years. I didn’t want to read the knowledge in the book, but I didn’t want my father to be disappointed with my grades. Every father hoped that his children could achieve good grades, and my father was no exception. In fact, I really wanted him to be proud of me, but no matter how hard I made, my grades still did not improve. I knew this was a kind of heart disease, and heart disease still needed to be treated with heart medicine, but my heart medicine might not be found in my life.
I used to think I was a sick person because I like to change my personality. I don’t know if I have schizophrenia, because when I was studying, I always lived in a strange circle. There were other people outside the circle and me inside the circle.
My father has to deal with a lot of things every day and every day, and he rarely teaches and disciplines me, which has led to my personality becoming a little weird. In fact, it is not accurate to say that it is weird. I just like to change my personality very much.
Of course, this situation is not so obvious after I graduated from college. Perhaps my situation is like the second-year disease mentioned on the Internet.
When I was in elementary school, I imagined countless times that my mother would suddenly appear in front of me. He would teach me how to treat people and things, how to get along with friends, and how to learn every lesson well.
Perhaps because of the lack of maternal love, when I was studying, I couldn’t fall in love with a female classmate like a male classmate in the class.
It seemed like a strange plant grew in my heart. It was black. As I grew older, it grew taller and bigger. Its vines entrenched my entire heart, and it had entangled my entire heart.
The so-called friends around me seem so hypocritical to me that I find myself seemingly integrated into their world. In fact, I know better than anyone else that I am different from them.
Gradually, Ji Liangyuan and I were getting better and better. Sometimes I would joke with him and joke with him.
Soon, I graduated from high school and was sent to a foreign university by my father. In a blink of an eye, I graduated from college and returned to Silver Wolf Palace. The palace ladies in Silver Wolf Palace made me feel so strange. I even felt that every face of their faces was exactly the same.
I once thought that after my father died, I would take over the Silver Wolf Palace and become the palace lord of the Silver Wolf Palace. At that time, will I have to be like my father and have no way to believe that everyone in the Silver Wolf Palace should be wary of them at all times, except for my own relatives.
My father and I are pitiful, because there is no way to trust others except our relatives.
One night, my father and I stayed in a separate courtyard in Silver Wolf Palace to drink. The moon was particularly round that day, and I fell asleep while drinking.
My body felt hotter and hotter, and I felt very uncomfortable. Some kind of energy in my body that had been closed was pouring out of my body at that moment. My whole body couldn't help but tremble. I couldn't open my eyes, but I just felt that my body was getting bigger and getting bigger.
I heard my father calling me, but I couldn't answer him.
The moment I opened my eyes, I stood in the clearing ground under the moon, and I saw the round moon. The moon was very bright, and the gentle moonlight shone on my body.
I suddenly realized that I was not wearing clothes. I was not a human. Why did my father never tell me that I was not a human.
I looked at my father in front of me and let out a roar of a beast. After I finished that roar, I was frightened by that sound. I watched my father smile strangely.
He said to me, Achu, you have finally grown up, my Achu.
Silver Wolf Palace, Silver Wolf Palace, I have known the three words for so many years, why didn’t I think that my father is not an ordinary human, but a pitiful wolf, and I am even more pitiful than him. I lived for more than 20 years in vain before I realized that I was like him and was also a wolf.
That night my father talked to me. Everything I never knew before was that my father was a wolf. He turned into a wolf on a full moon night at my age.
For more than 200 years, the palace lord of the Silver Wolf Palace has been changing continuously, but the only thing that remains unchanged is that the palace lord is a wolf. The palace lord of the Silver Wolf Palace has been cursed that there can only be one child, and all the ones born are boys.
I heard my father say that the princess in Silver Wolf Palace was cursed and could only give birth to a boy. I thought something was wrong, so I asked his father, but isn’t Master Qiao your own sister? Is that the curse has been cracked, so my grandparents can give birth to you and Master Qiao?
After hearing my question, my father lowered his eyes and said to me, "Lord Joe is not your grandfather's child, but my half-sister. Although we were not born to the same father, my relationship with her has been pretty good since childhood, so I made her one of the 12th Loft Masters of Silver Wolf Palace.
I was a little shocked when I heard my father say that Master Qiao was not my grandfather's child.
He did not look at me in the eyes, but continued, "The reason why I allow you to call me my parents, grandparents, and not to call you Hua Tower Master Qiao, aunt and uncle is because even though I am so close to you, I did not regard her as my sister. When your grandfather learned about the existence of the Tower Master Qiao, he once wanted to kill her. It was your grandmother's, and he repeatedly asked her to let her go. What was strange about him was that I didn't hate him, his half-sister.
I listened to my father continuing to speak.
He looked at me and said, Tonight you became a wolf like me back then. The palace lords of the Silver Wolf Palace all have a characteristic, that is, they all have light blue eyes. Looking at you, it seems like you saw me back then. You have asked me about your mother many times since you were a child. Tonight I plan to let you know all this.
My eyes were sore, and there were some hot eggs in my eyes. Tears did not fall out of my eyes. My man didn't let tears easily. I was excited inside. I could finally know who my mother was and where was my mother? I waited for my father to speak, and I was anxious to know who my mother was.
My father's voice became very low. He looked at the full moon hanging high in the sky and said that your mother was like your grandmother. She died after giving birth to a child. You have never seen your grandmother since you were a child. Of course, I also took her photos and put them in front of you to teach you to call her grandmother. The reason why I took her photos and taught you to call her grandmother was because your grandfather called me to call her mother like that when I was young. I did not put his photos into your eyes after your mother died.
Before, it was because I didn't want you to bear such a painful fact. I didn't want you to know all this. I wanted you to study in school like an ordinary child, get into college, do an ordinary job, and then you go back to the Silver Wolf Palace and inherit the position I am sitting now. I'm really tired of sitting in this position for so many years. There are no two palace masters in the Silver Wolf Palace. I plan to let you come back and take over everything I have on hand after you experience life.
I couldn't help asking my father: "What did you say? My mother, like my grandmother, died immediately after giving birth to a child. Did he die immediately after giving birth to me, or did he die after a while?"
A trace of grief flashed in my father's eyes. I couldn't tell whether his sadness was because he remembered my mother or my grandmother. He spoke to me, Achu, a long time ago, a princess in the Silver Wolf Palace offended some people, and these people happened to understand the art of cursing. He cursed that every palace lord in the Silver Wolf Palace could only have one child in his life, and the moment the child was squeezed out from the birth canal, the mother would die immediately. For hundreds of years, the palace lord in the Silver Wolf Palace could not see his living mother.
I looked at the ground, sighed, and asked my father, I have been hiding for so many years, and you have been hiding for a long time. I know you are very tired, but I still want to ask you, do you love my mother?
My father looked at me with his light blue eyes and said, "The reason why I know your mother is that after being introduced by your grandfather, we have no love union. Your mother gave birth to you after 10 months of pregnancy. The moment I saw you, he was dead. I don't have too much feelings for him, but you are different. You are my only child. I just hope you will live like an ordinary person before you become a wolf."
I have now become a huge wolf. There is a lake in the back garden of the other courtyard. Perhaps because I have become a wolf, I walked with four claws without any inconvenience. I stood by the lake and looked at myself reflected by the lake. It was a huge wolf. The pair of light blue eyes of the wolf emitted an incredible blue light under the moonlight. Today's moonlight is very dazzling. I saw through the moonlight that the fur on my body was actually silver.
The wolf reflected in the lake is dozens of times bigger than an ordinary wolf.
At this time, all the palace ladies in the Silver Wolf Palace had disappeared, and I didn't want to know where they were hiding, but I clearly knew that the hidden guards arranged by my father did not leave me.
My father soon appeared beside me. She looked at the lake with me and said, "Achu, you may have to get used to your current appearance, because once you become a wolf, in many cases, you may not be able to control yourself and turn from a human body back to a wolf. The palace master of our Silver Wolf Palace will prepare a potion. This potion can suppress our urge to become a wolf. You follow me to the study and I will hand you the paper with this potion. Take it back to the room and take it carefully. This potion and other potion are effective for one year. You must take it on the full moon night. Of course, there is no potion in your hands, but when you are eager to become a human body, you only need to soak your entire body in water and hold your breath. When your entire body is soaked in water, you can become a human body.
I nodded and jumped into the lake.
The water in the lake was very cold, so cold that I wanted to tremble, but I held it back. I walked to the center of the lake, getting deeper and deeper, and I felt like I had changed back to life, but my body was not wearing a piece of clothing, so I slowly swam to the lakeside.
I emerged from the lake and looked at my father standing next to me. He took off his robe and put it on me, walked into his study with me. After I got the paper that night, I returned to the room and studied it carefully. I wanted to know how to configure this medicine, because my father had explained to me before that he did not want anyone else to know how to prepare this medicine.
Three days later, I kept the complicated configuration process in mind, and I walked into a secret room, which was under my father's room.
If you want to come to this secret room, you must obtain the consent of my father. My father believed in me. He told me how to come to the secret room and practiced it in front of me.
I feel lucky to have such a good father, but my mother left the world because of my birth, which somewhat makes me feel a little uncomfortable.
Although I always longed to have a beautiful mother like an ordinary child when I was a child, I had no feelings for the dead woman because I had never been with him. I just stayed in her child/human for ten months. Now I know that the only person who loves me the most in the world is my father.
After a series of very complex techniques, I successfully prepared a tube of transparent potion. This tube of transparent potion was only 30 ml. Half a year ago, my father also configured many of these potions. He taught me about a dozen tubes of this potion and told me to take this tube of potion every other year on the full moon night, preferably before transforming.
I naturally nodded and agreed, because I knew from him that the palace lords of the Silver Wolf Palace in all dynasties have suppressed their desire to become wolves through this method.
My father was proud of me because I had configured such a very successful potion in such a short time. He said to me, Achu, you are worthy of being my son. Just like me back then, I had configured such a tube of potion in the shortest time. It took me four days to prepare a tube of qualified potion.
I looked at the potions he handed me and became silent. Will I have to do this in the future and use these potions to control my desire for transformation?
I finally got it. Like my father, I am not a human, but a wolf demon.
I found my father and told him, you said before that you wanted me to experience life, find a job, and then let me go back to Silver Wolf Palace. I have graduated from university and I want to find an ordinary job.
My father looked at me and nodded and said, "It's good to do this. You should rest here for a day or two first, and then find a job outside. I will give you five years. When you come back here in five years, I will abdicate and give up your current position."
I asked him, where will you go after you abdicate? Will you still stay in the Silver Wolf Palace? Or go out?
He smiled and said, "When I was 15 years old, I had a dream, that was to travel around the world alone, but I gave up this dream because of your grandfather. If you succeed me as the palace lord of Silver Wolf Palace, then I can pick up this dream again and go to the places outside to see the scenery I have never seen before."
After resting in Silver Wolf Palace for a day, I came to my father's room and was about to say goodbye to him, but my father's eyes became very strange when he looked at me. He slowly approached me and said to me, "Achu, my child, my father may have to make you lose your memory for a while, because only if you lose your memory can you not be in danger. If your father is there, you can feel at ease to find a job outside.
Before I could react, my father's light blue eyes became brighter and brighter, and the light blue originally changed from the light blue of He to a bright blue, and then to a dazzling color.
My body became more and more painful, and I felt ten thousand silver needles constantly irritating my skin. I fainted, and then I woke up from the big bed again. Then I realized that I had lost my memory. During the period of my memory, I found a job, and then I became famous and became a very famous star in China.
Stars, stars of the sun, stars are fleeting like meteors.
You are popular today, and I am popular tomorrow. Feng Shui takes turns, and few people have been able to maintain the same popularity for fifty or sixty years.
I don't think I am that kind of king-level figure. Even if I'm really popular now, I know that I can't continue to do this job. I have recovered my memory now. I remember everything. But I don't know what kind of flying shoes the Silver Wolf Palace faced that day? Who wants to kill my father? My father actually used such a method to make me lose my memory, forget everything in the past, find a job like an ordinary man, and live like an ordinary person.
Later, Hua Nianqiao told me that after my father made me lose my memory that day, I was in a coma. I was in a coma for three days. During this period, my father ordered the guard to send me to the villa. During the period when I lost my memory, the guard was following me, but I didn't notice it.
To be continued...