Because I don’t know how many chapters I can catch up on today.

So I wrote the end of the year (written at 17:29 on December 31, 2019)

There are a lot of things that I don’t want to say (it seems you are more accepting of this title) because they are too negative and will affect everyone’s bad mood after work and school.

But if I don’t explain some things clearly, everyone will think I’m being lazy.

(The following content is true and reliable, but there must be something hidden, laugh)

I majored in mechanical engineering, and my grades in science were pretty good, but I couldn't say enough about Chinese.

I often failed in Chinese. I almost got a perfect score in Chemistry, but one point was deducted because of a typo (in the words of the teacher, he just didn’t want me to be proud. Thoughts.jpg)

Before he broke his hand in the college entrance examination (don’t think too much about the fracture), he was in the top ten of the key classes in the city’s key schools and branches, and after he broke his hand, he was in the top ten

I was very irritable at the time, and I recognized the result blankly, but I never thought that my subsequent mentality would affect my future life.

Because of his hands and grades, his mentality changed, and later Gao Fu only attended a junior college.

I was a little conceited back then, thinking that school was not important and that I was capable enough.

Facts have proved that the school is still very important (geniuses can ignore it.) The school provides first-class scholarships every year (just 7,800, but once there was a third-party scholarship for 1,200).

But what's the use? The internship assigned is still a garbage factory, and the salary in 2014 is only 1,400.

For schools with good social resources, the university may be very beautiful, but for schools without resources, the social atmosphere will be extremely rich. This time, I really realized it.

Looking back, I realize that the best youth I spent in a key high school branch was the one I spent in it.

Later, I learned some things and started working on them. I didn’t notice the shortcomings that were exposed before, but it was still my mentality.

But in fact, it’s just a story that Daimu had when he was a child and was world-weary.

As long as there is a slight lack of progress, I will become irritated and give up on myself, giving up one good job after another, which will also lay the foundation for future troubles.

After three years of wandering around, I can’t say that I haven’t made any progress. At least I have gained some experience. Then I want to think about going to a big city.

As a result, within a year, I was admitted to the hospital for the second time, and my salary was reimbursed to the hospital. I couldn't find out the cause of the disease, and I didn't tell you what the disease was. Even if I deleted it here, there would be pirated copies, which might affect my stupid life.

In short, after a period of time, my hand speed dropped by more than half, and my head was not as flooded with thoughts as before.

At this time, Dai Mu had to admit that he was a mediocre person who worked very hard but failed to achieve anything.

I have been blind and autistic, and depressed (not pathologically high), but I have come out and seen things differently. Whether you are happy in life or not is just a matter of your different views and perspectives on things.

I'm a little off topic, but I'll bring it back.

So staying up late has a big impact on me, even more than the average person, but I can't write anything until night.

I often can't write for several hours during the day and spend two hours at night to finish it.

But after staying up late, I felt all sorts of uncomfortable, and the coding time was delayed again and again. When the state was not good, it formed a bad cycle, so the amount of updates was unstable.

emmm...it still feels like it's not on topic, it's more like an excuse to postpone the update.

In short, 2019 is coming to an end. I wish you all a Happy New Year in advance. I hope this book can play a positive role in everyone facing life positively.
Chapter completed!