That night, Xu Yan unexpectedly received a text message from an unknown mobile phone.

‘Is this classmate Xu Yan?’

No need to reply, Xu Yan is the one who sent the text message.

I silently blocked this phone number and pretended nothing happened.

Another month passed and it was almost summer vacation.

The boy finally couldn't hold it in any longer and asked someone to ask Xu Yan out.

The fourth meeting was again at the back of the library, but the time was slightly different.

There are only a few minutes left before evening self-study begins.

"I thought you didn't want to see me. Some time ago, I asked for your mobile phone number and sent you text messages, but you didn't reply."

"Sorry, my phone has been set up to block unknown calls."

Xu Yan was empty-handed this time and hid the gel in her sleeve without taking it out.

She had a hunch that tonight's meeting would be different from the previous ones.

"Time flies so fast. In the blink of an eye, there is only half a year left. Are you free for Christmas?"

"No, I have class on Christmas Day and I have to do my homework."

"Well, indeed, I forgot that I don't have a holiday that day."

"It's a pity that I can only spend the last Christmas of high school alone."

"It's time to go to class, I'm leaving first."

As the bell rang for the evening self-study, Xu Yan turned around and planned to leave.

After taking a few steps, Xu Yan immediately felt the boy behind her move.

Taking advantage of the dark night, the boy opened his arms and wanted to hug her from behind.

But his plan was doomed to fail, Xu Yan turned around and sprayed gel water on his face.

"Why are you still carrying this thing? I've helped you so much. Are you still wary of me, a cold-blooded animal?"

"It was you who rushed over suddenly."

"I just want to hug you."

"I'm sorry, I don't like being hugged. I'm going to class. You'd better hurry up and find someone to take you to the infirmary."

The boy was still covering his eyes. There was no threat for the time being, so Xu Yan could safely turn around and leave.

From then on, the boy never looked for Xu Yan again, and he soon graduated from high school.

In the blink of an eye, Xu Yan also ushered in her senior year of high school.

I still have no friends around me, and I only occasionally talk to my classmates.

It has been two years since Lin Jiajia left, and Xu Yan gradually fell in love with reading in the library.

But in my senior year of high school, homework piled up like a mountain, and my time for leisure reading was constantly being eaten away at.

One day, a boy wearing glasses walked in front of her.

As soon as the man with glasses came up, he talked to Xu Yan about the book in her hand.

But Xu Yan was just confused.

Who is he? Is it bothering him that he is reading here? She knows how to read books by herself. She hates other people making noises next to her.

The man with glasses talked a lot and seemed to think that he and Xu Yan were familiar with each other. He sat next to her and read a book.

Xu Yan didn't object to just sitting next to her and reading. The library belonged to everyone, and it was normal to share tables when there were many people.

"Actually, I have been following you for more than a year. You come to the library to read every day, because you like reading very much."

But it's because she would be bored if she didn't read.

"I also like reading books. Can you be my friend?"

Be friends?

Xu Yan couldn't figure out what the man in glasses meant, but looking at his glowing eyes, she probably understood what he wanted to do.

"I don't like people to disturb me when I'm reading."

Having already declined the other party, Xu Yan thought that the other party would not come again.

But in the next month, the men with glasses came over to share the table with her, reading and doing homework together.

It was as if the two people already knew each other.

Xu Yan didn't quite understand, but the man with glasses looked content every time he sat next to her.

A month later, the man with glasses started writing love letters to her.

Although she was mentally prepared, Xu Yan was still shocked when she received the love letter for the first time.

Inside the love letter is a love poem, which is quite beautifully written.

Xu Yan couldn't help but remember that when the man with glasses was reading next to her, he was reading a collection of poems. While reading, he was peeking at her, as if he was comparing something.

Maybe he started preparing the love letter at that time.

The love letter was beautifully written, reminding Xu Yan of the love novels she had read.

But when she looked at the man with glasses, Xu Yan could be sure that he was not the person she was waiting for.

"The poem is beautiful, thank you for your thoughtfulness."

But I can't accept it.

Xu Yan's meaning was very obvious. At the same time, she also wanted to say that she would not refuse if it was just a chance encounter as a normal friend.

It reminded her of the days when she and Lin Jiajia read romance novels together, and she was very grateful to the man with glasses.

"I won't give up."

The man with glasses was unexpectedly stubborn and left after saying this.

Since then, I have received a love letter almost every week.

The love letters became more and more intense, and almost as long as she got a response, I would die the next moment.

Xu Yan was almost moved by the man with glasses, and her heart was shaken for the first time.

If she liked him, she didn't like the man with glasses, but his thoughts made her sympathize.

If you don't respond a little, you can't live up to his sincerity.

Two months after they met, Xu Yan sorted out the ten love letters from the man with glasses and placed them in her usual place in the library, writing test papers while waiting for the man with glasses.

This time, as usual, the man with glasses held a love letter in his hand, but without even looking at her, he handed the love letter to another girl who was on duty.

Not long after, Xu Yan saw them walking together at school, and she didn't receive any more love letters.

Is this love for boys? The shelf life is really short.

These ten love letters were finally buried under Seo Yeon's suitcase and burned together with the old books on the night of her high school graduation.

On the playground, Xu Yan stood among the crowd, watching the books that had accompanied her throughout high school turn into ashes, and couldn't help but think about a question.

Do the innocent loves described in novels really exist?

Does the person who has been waiting for her in her heart really exist?

It's still like what Jiajia said after being gone for three years.

They were all wrong.

University has always been a word that all students yearn for.

It is also said that if you skip class, you will not be called your parents.

There are many messages from seniors to their junior students on the university website.

Falling in love in college is something that happens quite frequently.

When Xu Yan saw these seniors saying this again, she realized for the first time whether she should take the initiative to pursue a relationship.

If someone is really waiting for him, then he doesn't understand if she doesn't move, and the two of them will never see each other.

But how can we find him?

This problem troubled Xu Yan during her military training for a month.

During military training, some clever boys would take advantage of the break to ask the girls in the team who had a boyfriend.

Many girls have been asked, but she has not.

At the end of the military training, she curiously asked about the girl next to her.

The other party was also surprised.

"You are so beautiful, but you don't even look at the boys. You always look at the sky when you are alone. Everyone thinks you are thinking about your boyfriend."
To be continued...