Although this process will be painful, everyone will be grateful to me. I will be like the stars on TV, and many people like me and remember me.

2017,03,05.

I met a nurse sister who is a good person like a doctor. She will not hate me or be afraid of me.

The nurse sister said, I can try to make some requests with the doctor.

For example, if you have any stories you want to eat, play, or read, you can tell the doctor about it.

But my sister looked a little sad.

2017,03,06.

The doctor was surprised why I made these requests, but I remembered my sister's advice and did not respond to him.

The doctor was in a good mood because my sister told me that the hospital has a high reputation recently and has treated many people with organ damage.

I was very happy to hear this, but my sister was still unhappy because the doctor refused my request.

2017,04,21.

For many days, I was lying on the operating bed, and the doctor's face looked a little ugly because my growth rate seemed to be too slow.

He complained that the demand for orders was getting bigger and bigger, and so many people were waiting for my treatment, but I resisted it selfishly.

I feel sad and guilty, but I am not selfish... I am already working hard to grow.

If only I could...if I could recover faster.

I don't want the doctor to be angry.

2017,06,04.

I'm a little weak.

I told the doctor a little hungry... I didn't want to lie on the operating bed. The doctor's expression was very strict. He asked me that there were so many people who wanted to save him. If he delayed, they would die soon.

I know that death means falling into deep sleep and never wake up again.

That's so lonely, I don't want them to die.

2017,07,07.

I have a break today, but I really want to leave here. I miss my sister so much and want to talk to her.

But my teeth and tongue were pulled out, and my eyes were taken off. These days I was too weak and it would take some time to grow my eyes and teeth again.

2018,05,09.

People wearing doctor's clothes talked to me for a while today. They told me that life is fragile, and the greatest thing in the world is to sacrifice themselves to redeem others.

Although this process will be painful, everyone will be grateful to me.

I won't be hated by people like those monsters.

2018,05,10.

I met a nurse sister who is a good person like a doctor. She will not hate me or be afraid of me.

The nurse sister said, I can try to make some requests with the doctor.

For example, if you have any stories you want to eat, play, or read, you can tell the doctor about it.

But my sister looked a little sad, and she said to me, you have to remember, you have to remember.

2018,05,11.

I felt like I had really forgotten something. I asked the doctor and I seemed to have forgotten something.

The doctor's face looked ugly and he left in a hurry.

I must have said the wrong thing, but what did I... forget?

I should have asked the doctor for some things, toys, books, and food, but now the doctor seems to be angry and I can't ask him for it anymore.

I'm really sorry, I did something wrong again...

2018, 05.14.

The doctor is in a good mood recently and occasionally says a few words to me. He told me that I have saved many people and everyone loves me very much.

Although this sentence is always the case, I am still very happy.

The nurse also told me that the hospital's experimental project has achieved great success. On the Lancet, many senior doctors believe that my existence has solved many medical problems.

It’s just that the doctor is very happy, but the nurse sister looks so sad.

2018,07,05.

For many days, I was lying on the operating bed, and the doctor's face looked a little ugly because my growth rate seemed to be too slow.

He complained that the demand for orders was getting bigger and bigger, and so many people were waiting for my treatment, but I was not very proud every time.

I feel sad and guilty, but I am not selfish... I am already working hard to grow.

If only I could...if I could recover faster.

I don’t want the doctor to be angry. It’s just why the doctor says it every time?

2019,01,10.

My sister told me that she really wanted to celebrate the New Year with me and wanted to take me to eat. She said that I saved so many people and should not be locked in this cold experimental cabin.

But I don’t think it’s cold here. I asked my sister, do you still remember me by those I saved?

My sister's expression was very strange. She was obviously very happy, but she nodded crying.

I'm so happy that they all remember me and they all love me.

2019,01,11.

My sister said goodbye to me. It’s strange that I will see you again. I just went for a surgery.

2019,01,12.

I still asked the doctor the same as before: Will they like me?

The doctor did not respond to me. This time the scalpel fell on my forehead, which was different from before. It was not the organs I took away, but the brain I took away.

I hope the operation ends soon because my sister is very sad and I want to comfort her.

2019,01,13.

People wearing doctor's clothes talked to me for a while today. They told me that life is fragile, and the greatest thing in the world is to sacrifice themselves to redeem others.

Although this process will be painful, everyone will be grateful to me. I will be like the stars on TV, and many people like me and remember me.
Chapter completed!