193 Exploration

Time is like water.

These four words can often scare a group of people, and they will think that time has passed for a long time.

In fact, only two days have passed.

The noise brought by the basketball game on Monday has dissipated, and the entire Lanjiang No. 1 Middle School was held on Tuesday and Wednesday. Yun Mu performed stably, which was what he thought. In the eyes of the marking teacher, this guy probably performed well.

For students who do not have much pressure, half-term exams are equivalent to holidays. The total number of test hours per day is only four hours, and you can rest as much as possible during the rest of the time. Usually, parents will not put too much pressure on their children, but will advise them not to be nervous and pay attention to the combination of work and rest.

Yun Mu is probably the most stress-free person in the entire No. 1 Middle School. Except for the exam, he spent the rest of the time hiding in the Nightmare World. In the two days in reality, nearly twenty days have passed.

During these twenty days, many stories have happened, and each story is related to the girl.

This should have been the lifestyle that many teenagers dream of, but Yun Mu felt more and more boring. For some reason, the more girls there were around him, the more he missed the girl in the white dress.

When he was with the girl in a white dress, he always had a lot to say, and sometimes he wanted to finish the whole year's inventory in one day. When he was with other girls, even in a dream where he could fool him at will, Yun Mu did not have the interest to talk. He usually went straight to the topic after a few words of fooling him: "Can I touch your breasts?"

After this process lasted many times, Yun Mu didn't even want to say a word.

Perhaps because the stock has been said long ago, there is nothing to say.

On Wednesday afternoon, Yun Mu just walked out of the school gate and saw Yuan Ze.

Yuan Ze stood at the gate of the No. 1 Middle School, with a blue face, looking at Yun Mu as if he was looking at a stranger.

"Follow me!"

Yuan Ze ignored the surprised gazes around him and grabbed Yun Mu's collar and stopped a taxi.

Twenty minutes later, the two appeared by the river.

Yun Mu is very familiar with this scene. He and Yuan Ze once fought here.

The two of them didn't decide the winner back then, but now, Yun Mu can let Yuan Ze have both hands and feet.

Yuan Ze, who had never been able to hide his words, was silent in the car for twenty minutes just now. Such an abnormal behavior told Yun Mu that it would be difficult for the two of them to communicate in verbal language today, and they had to use body language.

Walking to the lawn outside the guardrail by the river, Yuan Ze raised his fist, put it down again, and said in a deep voice: "Have you broken up with Liu Ya?"

Yun Mu was very calm: "I have never really dated her."

Yuan Ze: "Don't be tedious with me. Why didn't you tell me about such a big thing?"

Yun Mu: "When you broke up with those girls, you didn't tell me."

"That's different!" Yuan Ze roared angrily and looked at Yun Mu coldly: "I always feel that you are a little weird recently. I can't even recognize you when you become. I am famous for having the opposite sex without humanity, but what about you, you are not like this, why have you become the same as me?"

Yun Mu sat on the grass and said slowly: "Didn't you ask me to learn more from you?"

Yuan Ze also came over and sat down, took out a cigarette box and handed it to Yun Mu.

Yun Mu waved his hand: "I'm quitting."

Yuan Ze: "When?"

Yun Mu: "A few days ago."

Yuan Ze: "Why?"

Yunmu: "Not why."

Yuan Zewei was stunned, then lit a cigarette, spitting out the smoke ring and slowly said, "Do you know, Liu Ya hasn't been to school for three days?"

Yun Mu didn't say anything, his expression was dull.

"It seems you already know." Yuan Ze said to himself, "At first, I thought she had asked for leave. Today I heard from the people in their class that Liu Ya would not come to school again."

"What happened?" Yun Mu finally couldn't help but ask.

"Damn, why are you pretending to be unfathomable to me without knowing it?" Yuan Ze glared at Yun Mu angrily, and then said, "Nothing happened to her, she has gone abroad."

Yun Mu shook his hand, pulled up a weed from the ground, pinched it in his hand and rubbed it repeatedly.

Yuan Ze noticed this detail and said with emotion: "Last time, the mouse told me that you and Liu Ya are really compatible. After a few days of being together, I really thought it was like this. Now I figured it out that you and Liu Ya cannot have conflicts. You are as stubborn as her and will not give in. In the end, both sides will be defeated."

"It's good now. She left on the spot without saying anything. You didn't say anything. You were pretending to be cold here..." Yuan Ze said, snatching the unrecognizable weeds in Yun Mu's hand and asking, "Now your heart is crushed like this grass?"

Yun Mu pulled up another weed and continued to rub it.

Yuan Ze stopped robbing this time and said, "Actually, Liu Ya has passed the IELTS test a long time ago. Many people in their class said that Liu Ya can go abroad at any time, and it is okay to go to Cambridge. Once I asked Liu Ya why she didn't go abroad as soon as possible. She said: It is incomplete without experiencing the college entrance examination, so I will talk about it after the college entrance examination..."

As he said that, Yuan Ze said with a hint of regret: "It seems that I am simple. If I really feel incomplete, why should she leave? I remember this time last year, Yue Xiaomin said that Liu Ya stayed in Lanjiang to wait for someone. Now I believe it, the person she is waiting for disappointed her, so she left."

Yun Mu opened his mouth, his chest was blocked, and he felt a little suffocated.

Yuan Ze continued, "Last Friday, I saw Liu Ya holding a leaflet from Tianfu Normal University and reading it very seriously. I wondered, with her grades, she could go to Tsinghua University and Peking University to stay in China. Why do I see leaflets from Normal University?"

Speaking of this, Yuan Ze put his hand on Yun Mu's shoulder, patted his shoulder, and smiled and said, "I got excited when I saw you today. My buddy, please do it. With your grades, you can probably only take the entrance exam to Normal University."

Yun Mu felt dizzy in his head, so he simply lay down and looked at the blue sky and white clouds in a daze.

"The boss's wife told me about you and Liu Ya." Yuan Ze also lay on the grass and murmured: "I don't know what to say to you. Anyway, my temper is useless to say it. To be honest, I still put myself in my shoes and thought about it for you. If I were you, I would be just a woman in my life, maybe I would feel a little loss, and I always feel regretful. Do you feel like this?"

Even though Yun Mu didn't say a word, Yuan Ze could still understand Yun Mu's feelings, so he continued, "It seems that you don't feel like this anymore. People like you who walk into black will not mind hanging on a tree. Regarding Qian Mengru, I understand what you think. If you don't let out that breath, I feel so nervous. If I change it, I will do it like this... But can't you be more tactful? Just do this secretly without hiding Liu Ya. Why do you have to tell her?"

Yunmu spoke: "This is the difference between me and you."

"Yes, this is the difference between you and me." Yuan Ze smiled, with a self-deprecating feeling in his smile: "I don't know the standard answer for a man at some point, and you don't know, maybe we are all wrong. I don't know when we will make the right choice. From childhood to adulthood, we always pay tuition fees for every decision we make. Sometimes the tuition fees are too fucking expensive. This time your tuition fees are probably the most expensive in your life..."

"But there is no way. Nowadays, if you don't pay tuition, how can you learn something? How can you become the real man in our minds?" Yuan Ze lit another cigarette, his expression suddenly felt sad, and murmured: "You and I don't teach us how to be a man, we can only rely on our own exploration."

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Chapter completed!