【195】Precipitation
195 Precipitation
"What are your plans in the future?"
Confirm that Yun Mu had no intention of seeking death, Yuan Ze pulled the topic apart.
Although Yuan Ze did not express comfort to Yun Mu from beginning to end, nor did he express his feelings in sensation, Yun Mu felt that this was already a great comfort. Not everyone could find someone to talk to when they were in a low mood, and it was fortunate that there was such a person around Yun Mu.
As for Yuan Ze’s question, Yun Mu could not answer.
"It seems that I need to give you some advice..." Yuan Ze sat up and said seriously: "You can't do this now. You are pretending to be melancholy and hurt and feel your head to mess with yourself. This is a waste of time. Liu Ya's departure, I think this is a hint given to you by fate, and you should wake up."
Yun Mu: "What did I wake up?"
"Don't you think this is a test that you are destined to be? You are a little conflicted, and you are not sure if you should give up the entire forest for a big tree, and then the test comes. For your own feelings, you don't have an answer now, and others can't give you a standard answer, so you should cheer up and find the answer yourself." Yuan Ze discussed this kind of question in a row, adding: "I think you and Liu Ya are like the movie last year. The male and female protagonists met very early, but being together too early may not be a good thing. The two have been struggling for seven years before they get together again. What's the name of that movie?"
Yun Mu: "Ashton Coochet starring " "Hate Early"?"
"Yes, yes, it's it!" Yuan Ze was very excited and said, "It's a blessing to have lost your horse. It's gone, but you have other girls. Look, you have been having sex with Maizihai Mimi recently. Brother, please be optimistic about you! Don't stare at me like this, maybe you think I'm shameless, then I'll tell you what it means to be truly shameless! The most shameless and boring thing in the world is sadness. You can't bring any benefits to yourself, nor can you contribute to the society. Instead, you will also bring many side effects to those around you who care about you. Do you think that people who have been in love for many years because of a broken heart are great? Anyway, I think it's very stupid. All these years of time have been wasted, and so many girls have been missed."
Speaking of this, Yuan Ze said earnestly: "Young people, cherish your youth. You have to do more while you are young, and you won't regret it even when you are old. You know my motto."
Yun Mu smiled. Unlike many of his peers who were wasting their time, Yuan Ze was a person who "cherished youth". His motto in life is: Take advantage of your youth and hurry up.
After calming down, Yun Mu said, "Don't talk about me for now, talk about yourself. What are your plans in the future?"
Yuan Ze: "What can I have plans?"
Yun Mu: "Stop talking. Every time you talk to me, when did you not discuss your own problems in depth in the end?"
"Hehe, you can see it." Yuan Ze smiled awkwardly, his face a little uneasy: "Actually, recently I think my life should be a different way. I have an impulse to burst out in my body. I can't hold it in my body anymore. I'm ready to do something meaningful."
Yun Mu: "Can you get to the point?"
Yuan Ze: "Tell me this way. Last time I squatted in the toilet and picked up a newspaper. There was a story on it that shocked me. In the West, someone did an experiment and placed a normal person in a closed place and gave him a book every day. This person was idle and had nothing to do, and he was quite happy to read a book every day. After a year, do you know how that person is?"
Yun Mu didn't answer and looked at him asking.
Yuan Ze said with a deep pain: "That man is crazy, schizophrenia!"
Yun Mu was stunned: "Can this kind of story shock you?"
Yuan Ze was very excited: "Damn, you didn't understand the deep meaning. Why can you go crazy when reading books? The analysis behind the newspaper said that this is the impact of thought. When a person reads 365 books of 365 different themes in 365 days and receives various information, his thoughts will be affected by all kinds of impacts, and he cannot go to the outside world to verify these ideas, and it is almost inevitable that he will go crazy in the end."
Yun Mu: "Damn, why are you studying this?"
Yuan Ze was angry: "Your sister, I originally felt that I had a tacit understanding with you, why don't you understand what I mean now? Don't you understand the central idea of this story?"
Yun Mu: "I understand this. It seems that a thinker said that thoughts that have not been precipitated are not considered real thoughts. Perhaps the person's thoughts have not been precipitated, so they fermented and exploded in his mind?"
"Talent!" Yuan Ze looked at Yun Mu in surprise and exclaimed: "It's too profound, that's what it means! Sedimentation, haven't you seen that it's time for me to settle down?"
Yun Mu looked at Yuan Ze carefully and replied, "I really didn't see it."
Yuan Ze stood up and said as lonely as snow in the wind of the river: "Do you still remember my ideal?"
Yun Mu: "Remember, Bai Niu kills it."
Yuan Ze was even more lonely as snow: "Just yesterday, I completed the Ten Girls' Killing!"
Yun Mu couldn't help but make a foreign sentence: "so?"
Yuan Ze spoke in a serious tone: "I need to settle."
Yun Mu: "Why did you suddenly have this idea?"
Yuan Ze's tone was a little sad: "It's not that it happened some time ago. Last night, this feeling was very strong. Last night I was very happy. When I finished the first time with that girl, I was very excited. Finally, Ten Girls were killed. The life of Sajia is worth it! But the second time, I felt a little numb. At that time, I was playing with an old man pushing a cart. I suddenly wanted to cry. I don't understand what I'm doing. Can you understand this feeling?"
Yun Mu thought about it and answered truthfully: "I don't understand..."
"Oh, I've asked you to have more women, so you have to have principles. If you had refused those girls before, you would have understood what I mean!" Yuan Ze was very angry. After resentment, he said in a deep voice: "I knew what I was doing before, but now I don't quite understand what I am doing, so I have to settle down. Do you understand what I am saying?"
"I understand." Yun Mu nodded and asked again: "What are you going to do? To cleanse yourself and become a monk in Shaolin Temple?"
"Is monk that easy to be a monk? Who wants you without a bachelor's degree?" Yuan Ze said, getting to the point: "I mean, I have to think about my life, look back on the past, look forward to the future, and finally be reborn from the ashes. In the words of the book, in the near future, I will become a man with a story!"
Yun Mu: "If you follow this routine, will it be more attractive to women if you become a man with a story?"
Yuan Ze lifted his hair: "That's a must."
Yun Mu laughed and scolded: "You have too many foreplays, right? It's like a mountain road, can't you go straight to the topic? In the final analysis, are you essentially trying to catch more girls?"
Yuan Ze defended himself: "You can't be so arbitrary. My inner world is also confused and hesitant. After the accumulation, my own problem will be solved. At the same time, the girl is also fascinated by me. Isn't this good?"
Yun Mu: "Are you too utilitarian? It is often difficult to succeed if you do something too deliberately."
Yuan Ze: "Sometimes you have to be deliberately. Things that are too deliberate are actually ideals and beliefs. As long as you stick to this belief, I believe that one day you will succeed!"
Yun Mu: "If you settle down, just settle down. What is this meaningful thing? Oh, I understand. When you settle down, you didn't harm the girl. Is it considered accumulating virtue?"
Yuan Ze: "This is related to my happiness for the rest of my life, so why is it meaningless?"
Yun Mu: "Then how do you plan to settle down?"
Yuan Ze: "I plan to write a book."
Yun Mu: "Just what you said last time, Teacher Bai's story?"
Yuan Ze: "No, that story is too superficial. I want to write a profound story that expresses the struggles in my inner world through the experience of the protagonist, and finally achieves the effect of precipitation."
Yun Mu had some expectations and wanted to read Yuan Ze's book.
In fact, Yuan Ze is a very literary person. This talent was revealed in junior high school. At that time, the teacher asked everyone to use "If...I" to make sentences. Yuan Ze's pen was like a dragon and a snake, and his sentence was amazing. He wrote: If I had a thirty centimeter big **, I would have been around Europe, America, Asia, Africa and Latin America every day...
This time, Yuan Ze made a sentence and stood in the office for an afternoon and invited parents, but it did not extinguish the raging flames of the literary youth in his heart. He always followed the postmodern beast-like route and once relied on an essay to hook up with a girl. The essay started with very lyrical: I know who you are waiting for, just like I know Jim kissed Lucy's mouth, just like I know Li Lei was arguing with Han sister...
"Have you thought about the title of the book?"
"Think about it." Faced with Yun Mu's inquiry, Yuan Ze said word by word: "What do you think of "Sunrise Future"?"
Yun Mu was shocked: "Is there a future for the sunrise?"
Yuan Ze focused on it: "That's right."
Yun Mu: "What kind of story is it?"
Yuan Ze: "A long-form cultivation novel about dual cultivation."
"Dual cultivation?" Yun Mu raised his eyebrows, very sensitive to these two words.
Yuan Ze: "Yes, the story is actually very simple. A young man in the mountain village had a crush on Cuihua at the east end of the village. One day, Cuihua was occupied by the landlords from the city. The young man was furious for the beauty and picked up a shoulder pole and rushed into the landlord's house. He was beaten by a large group of evil slaves and threw him in the mass grave. The dying young man in the mass grave realized that only a big fist was the hard truth, and weak people could not survive in this world..."
Yun Mu: "Can you change your mind? Why do every upgraded novel firmly believe that fist is the hard truth?"
Yuan Ze: "Is it not a bad truth to have a big fist?"
Yun Mu: "It's the case in theory, but if someone writes too much, it will be cliché."
Yuan Ze: "I have also considered this issue, and there will be changes in the future. Later, I will slowly tell readers that big fists may not be the hard truth, *** is the hard truth!"
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Chapter completed!