Chapter twenty-two
The next day, Song Yu's health improved a lot. She wanted to go to school, but Cui Hong was worried that her body would let her rest for another day. She pretended not to know about He Fei's eyes that looked like a resentful woman, and forced He Fei to go to school.
On this day, He Fei was also in a daze at school. After school, he rushed back home quickly. Song Yu and Cui Hong were cooking there. Song Yu even said to He Fei sweetly: "He Fei, you are back, you can have a meal later."
He Fei smiled and nodded, saying, "I am so energetic today. It seems that you are really good and you can go to school tomorrow." However, he glanced at Cui Hong, but Cui Hong didn't even look at him, which made He Fei a little depressed.
"Yes! I'm much better. I can go to school with you tomorrow. I've lost a lot of my homework these two days."
Looking at the affection in Song Yu's eyes, He Fei couldn't help but be confused. Even if Song Yu liked her in the past, she didn't dare to show it to herself easily. But now Cui Hong is here, but she is really surprised that she shows such intimacy.
"I went to cook, and Teacher Cui taught me to make braised pork ribs again, saying that you like this dish the most, and you can try my skills later." After that, he walked into the kitchen happily.
Song Yu came over and said so much to He Fei, but Cui Hong didn't say a word and just cut the dishes in her hand seriously.
He Fei always felt that they were both strange today, but they didn't know what happened for a while, but they couldn't ask now, so they should wait and ask Cui Hong separately.
During the meal, Cui Hong didn't say a lot. She just occasionally talked about the taste of these vegetables to Song Yu, but Song Yu couldn't tell the story today. She asked He Fei how the dish tasted and whether that dish was delicious.
He Fei also answered a few perfunctorily and finished the meal with a stomach full of questions.
After dinner, Song Yu asked what he had learned in the school these two days. He Fei could not ignore her and had to patiently tell her. However, Cui Hong was watching TV there and did not disturb them.
When He Fei wanted to find an opportunity to ask Cui Hong that night, she actually rested early, which made He Fei full of questions.
Thinking that Song Yu would go to school tomorrow, he could take the opportunity to run back and ask for a clear idea. In addition, he could also have a long-cherished wish. He Fei fell asleep with anticipation.
Song Yu was also very happy when he went to school with He Fei. He had a shy nature from time to time. As soon as he left the house, he walked obediently beside He Fei, but he secretly looked at He Fei from time to time.
He Fei was not in high spirits at this time. Before he came out in the morning, he saw Cui Hong's eyes a little strange, as if he had something to do, which made him feel a little inappropriate, but he couldn't guess what was wrong.
After finally staying up to lunch, He Fei hurried back home and opened the door, but found that the room was quiet and there was no sound at all. This made him panic and shouted: "Sister Hong! Sister Hong! Where are you?"
But after looking around, there was no sign of Cui Hong at all.
He Fei was very anxious and quickly called Cui Hong again. A cold voice came from the phone: "Your phone number has been turned off."
Cui Hong promised him to wait for Song Yu to go to Wushan with him after he went to school, but now she is missing. Is she embarrassed?
But it is unlikely. When Cui Hong was intimate with her these few times, she obviously had less and less resistance to him, and this proposal was also proposed by her, so why did she disappear?
I jumped up and arrived at Song Yu's room, but found that Cui Hong's bag and clothes were gone.
He Fei sat on the bed dejectedly. He had already discovered that Cui Hong had been wrong these two days, but now he was leaving without relying on it.
He Fei was not feeling uncomfortable because Cui Hong left and had no chance to Wushan*. However, he had a very bad idea in his heart, that is, Cui Hong would not come back after leaving. This feeling was extremely strong. He didn't know why, and it was just like a big stone in his heart. He was almost breathless.
"No! Sister Hong won't go." He Fei murmured a few times, suddenly stood up, ran back to his room, and found a piece of paper on the bed, which was Cui Hong's handwriting.
"He Fei, forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye. In the past two days at your home, I have seen Song Yu's deep affection and attachment to you, which makes me feel what true love is. In addition to being happy with two people, I also have to share the sorrows and pains of each other. Song Yu can be happy with your joy and worry with your sorrows. This is the manifestation of true love for you, and I... have to admit that I still... can't do this.
I know you must not admit this, but I have to face it. I admit that when I was with you, you gave me a strong sense of security. After you protected me these few times, I felt that I was very safe by your side, so we were together. But now when I think about it, I can't tell whether it was a kind of... gratitude or a kind of... love.
You are only eighteen years old now, and I am already twenty-three. We are five years apart. The age gap also makes me feel very unconfident. Moreover, when you are more impulsive when you think about things at your age, I cannot be sure that you will continue to love me like this in the future.
I don't want to deny the relationship between us, but we all need to be calm and time to test the relationship between us. If we can withstand any storm, it means that we are real. If we can't withstand the test, it only means... we are not true love.
Maybe you think that Song Yu said something to me, you are wrong. Some things needless to say, you can see clearly even with just one look. She is a poor girl, and I don’t want you to take your anger on her because of me, as that will only make me really doubt whether you are really good to me.
He Fei, I know you must be very sad now, and I must want to come to me and ask me clearly, but I beg you. Don’t come to me, let us all live according to our own lifestyle for a while. If we still miss each other a year later, I will definitely go to you again."
The handwriting of this passage is very chaotic. The meaning of the expression is also a bit confusing, which is very abnormal at Cui Hong's level. It can be seen that Cui Hong was upset at that time.
But now He Fei was even more confused. Cui Hong's sudden decision made such a decision really hard for He Fei to accept. Why did Cui Hong suddenly doubt their relationship? It would definitely not be the thought that arises from her suddenly. Something must have caused her to think so. She has been with Song Yu for the past two days. It is absolutely impossible to say that it has nothing to do with Song Yu. Another thing is that Song Yu's attitude has changed a lot in the past two days. Cui Hong specifically mentioned in the letter not to take his anger on Song Yu. It would be strange if Song Yu had nothing to do with this matter.
Cui Hong's departure made He Fei lose control for a moment, and immediately called Song Yu and asked her to come home.
After only ten minutes, Song Yu rushed back anxiously. Seeing He Fei's angry look, he couldn't help but rush: "What's wrong with you, He Fei? Why are you so angry?"
He Fei wanted to scold Song Yu, but the waiting period made his mood stabilize. He was no longer the same as before. He Fei suppressed the anger in his heart and said a little stiffly: "Song Yu, what have Teacher Cui told you these two days?"
"What do you say?" Thinking of what he said with Teacher Cui these two days, Song Yu's face suddenly flushed. However, when he saw He Fei's bad expression just now, he was shocked. That was the words he said to Teacher Cui, and He Fei would not know too. Although it was all his true words, he never dared to say them to He Fei in person. It was just because Cui Hong had always treated her well, so he told her little daughter's concern. If He Fei knew about it, wouldn't he be so embarrassed and his expression suddenly became panicked.
Looking at Song Yudi's expression, He Fei knew that his guess was true. The anger suppressed in his heart suddenly erupted and said angrily: "What did you say, tell me quickly."
Even if He Fei knew about his little secret between him and Cui Hong, He Feidi should not be angry. Song Yu was even more frightened at this time and said aiqi: "He Fei, we...we... young Song Yu is not good at lying, and when he saw He Fei so angry, he couldn't speak.
He Fei also wanted to follow what Cui Hong said in his letter that it was not difficult for Song Yu, but Cui Hong was the girl she always liked. He already felt that the relationship with Cui Hong was natural and there would be no more twists and turns, but he came up with such a fork when he was about to integrate. Even if He Fei was so cunning, he couldn't help but say angrily: "What did you say to her?"
This sound was almost a roar, and Song Yu was even more scared and couldn't say a word. She just looked at He Fei with her horrified eyes, her eyes were covered with tears.
After being with He Fei for so long, He Fei has always been gentle and smiling to her. When she was in the worst mood, she was always someone she could rely on. She had never seen He Fei get angry, which made Song Yu silly. She wanted to explain, but her voice felt as uncomfortable as if she was blocked from a piece of cotton. She couldn't say a word, and the sound made turned into a cry.
Seeing Song Yu's tears, He Fei couldn't bear it. He sighed and sat down on the sofa dejectedly. When he thought that having been with Cui Hong for so long was just a dream, his heart was even more painful. The tears were flowing down involuntarily. He had always had Cui Hong, a woman. Even if Song Yu lived with her for so long, although she occasionally had a fantasy, she had always controlled herself well. But now Cui Hong actually had a doubt about the relationship between them, which made him unable to accept it no matter what.
Seeing that He Fei was no longer angry with her, Song Yu was even more frightened and hesitated for a while before wiping her tears and sitting next to He Fei, and shouted softly: "He Fei!"
He Fei glanced at her, but didn't say anything. Two tears had already dripped from his cheeks.
Song Yu hadn't seen He Fei crying at first, and was even more scared at this time. She had seen He Fei crying. At this time, she panickedly pulled one of He Fei's arm and said, "He Fei, if Yu Yu did something wrong, just hit me and scold me, Yu Yu wouldn't mind. Please don't cry!" But her tears seemed to have flowed more than He Fei.
"Forget it, it's too late to say anything." He Fei really felt as if he was dead at this time.
"You didn't ask me what I said to Teacher Cui, I'll tell you now that as long as you don't scare Yu Yu like this, Yu Yu is really scared." Song Yu looked sad at this time, and said to He Fei again with tears in his eyes, but the little girl blushed and her voice became lower and lower.
Cui Hong came to take care of Song Yu during these two most painful times, which made Song Yu feel that besides He Fei, Cui Hong was the closest person she was. Although the age difference between the two was a few years, they were both girls, so there were naturally more topics, and He Fei was naturally their favorite topic to talk about.
How old is Cui Hong? From Song Yu's expression and voice, she realized that Song Yu's expression and voice were not the kind of relationship that she had just loved each other and was vague, but the kind of true and unforgettable feeling that she had thought before.
"Song Yu, do you really like He Fei very much?" Cui Hong finally asked after hesitating for a long time.
If Cui Hong taught her now, Song Yu would never admit it, but she is no longer the head teacher. In addition, Cui Hong is so kind to her, so she said her thoughts on He Fei's little daughter in an ancient way.
After Song Yu said this, she lowered her head and didn't dare to look at He Fei. Although she had always liked He Fei very much and had boldly let He Fei play with her little feet, she still felt ashamed of her shame when she really expressed her feelings. At the same time, she was also looking forward to He Fei's reaction.
Chapter completed!