Hello everyone, I am Ram.

The second volume has been written so far, and I have a lot of emotions at the same time.

Although I really want to talk about the plot, but now it seems that I can only talk about the results.

——

Because, [this book is about to be eaten to death by you].

I can tell you clearly that due to the delay in ordering piracy and genuine copies,

The average subscription (average subscription) of this book has been declining every day since last month.

Renewal subscriptions (subscriptions added every day) have been less than average subscriptions since last month.

This resulted in my fee for this month being directly reduced by half compared to last month.

Next month it will be less than 1,000.

Friends, if it is less than 1,000, not to mention the water, electricity, internet and rent (the rent is several thousand a month, and I am losing money like crazy now), this means that I can’t even afford to eat.

I was originally a 2nd update before it was launched. Why did it become a 1st update after it was launched? It was because the first order was 250, and the subscription-to-subscription ratio was nearly 40:1. So I immediately found a part-time job, and I worked hard while making money to pay rent, utilities, and electricity.

Code words, otherwise I would have been so hungry that I would have died long ago, friends.

Someone asked, why don’t you update more?

People who have never registered a writer account must not know that every time a chapter is updated, the average subscription will continue to drop a few more. Because everyone's follow-up subscriptions are lower than the average subscription, so adding more updates = accelerating the drop of results, and the distance

500 each for further bookings.

And if the average order is less than 500, it means that you cannot get full attendance. In other words, it is meaningless to update more than two chapters a day. Not only do you have to stay up all night under the high pressure of working part-time, but you also don’t get a penny, and the more you update, the more you update.

miserable.

Now, my friends, I have more than 20,000 collections, but all orders are less than 450. What does it mean? It means that only one genuine reader out of every 45 people supports me.

There are quite a few new readers, but the subscription ratio is getting lower and lower.

And those genuine family members who have spent money to support me are my only motivation to continue writing.

But people always have limits.

I don't know how much longer I can hold on.

real.

The pressure of life, the disdain of my parents, the contempt of my friends, the rapid rise of other peers, and even the fact that others can earn n times as much as me just by taking a serious class, make me nearly thirty years old and yet to start a family and start a career, even in order to write a book.

I have never had a girlfriend, and I really feel pain and depression like never before.

Many readers may have discovered that during the creation process of the second volume, the tone and atmosphere seemed to be darker than those of the first volume. This is actually directly related to my state of mind when writing.

Watching my scores and scores drop every day is like countless needles piercing my flesh again and again. Every time I look at the data, I feel uncomfortable all day long, forming an infinite vicious circle.

This has even resulted in me not being in the mood to complete new outlines or detailed outlines, nor to think of new plots, so I put all my attention into creation.

From the day it was put on the shelves, the nightmare has continued to this day. It was okay at first, and it was going uphill. The average order was +1 or not increasing or decreasing every day. But starting from these two months, big data gave me the answer——

During the streaking period (there was no recommendation after it was released), various genuine copies were skipped and pirated, causing the performance of "Spirit Envoy" to decline indefinitely. I could no longer see hope, only despair.

In fact, I didn't even need the editor to tell me, I could realize that this book was already very difficult to turn around.

I know that some of the true fans of "The Envoy" will be puzzled or disagree with this, but the fact is that, if you compare it horizontally, you will know that this book has been a favorite for a long time, and it is still a success.

Perhaps as a new author who has written less than 1 million words in total, my psychological quality and ability to withstand stress still need to be improved. But the problem is, people really will starve to death!

In a living environment where there is always a meal but no meal, if you want to concentrate on immersing yourself in the plot, have wild and creative ideas, and write quickly and skillfully, it is basically equivalent to dreaming.

"Spirit Envoy" is like a frail and sick child, which has been hanging on in a state of malnutrition since birth, and now, it is finally about to leave completely.

I really can’t count the energy and effort I put into this book, the hair I lost to design these characters, the nights I stayed up, and the nights I passed.

The only feeling I feel now is that I feel distressed.

I feel sorry for these vivid children in the book, I feel sorry for them.

It hurts so much that it feels like the keyboard is pricking my hands now. It feels very uncomfortable, indescribably uncomfortable.

——

In fact, my recent results have made me want to give up several times.

But every time I think of the genuine readers who have been silently supporting me,

Every day I see the dozen or twenty True Love Party members who still insist on voting for recommendations and monthly votes.

Every time after falling asleep, I dream that the characters in the book come to life and talk to me.

I still can't let go.

I feel so sad.

well.

I understand. In fact, I understand everything.

The Rams have tried their best.

The ram can only say,

On the premise of surviving, continue to do more,

Until the day reality doesn’t allow it.

So, so,

Here, for the second and last time, I am asking for a subscription to this book.

I hope that everyone who jumped on the subscription can use the free coins to make up for the chapters that have not been subscribed.

I hope that the pirated readers who have the conditions and are still pursuing the book can realize with conscience that they can really support a full subscription with the price of a cup of milk tea.

I hope that the really unqualified student party can come to vote for this book every day and help publicize it. Even if it attracts one more genuine reader, it will be a super qualitative change for "The Spirit Envoy".

Don’t think that your strength alone is not enough to support this book. One subscription can bring me one-fiftieth closer to 500.

There are more than 21,000 collections. As long as 50 people subscribe, I can survive. As long as the average subscription exceeds 1,000, I will quit my job and write books full-time.

【At that time, I will restore the second update and double the update.】

However, the current situation is that the average order will be reduced by about 3 to 4 chapters every time it is updated.

If I update, I will lose my grades, which makes me even afraid to update. My grades make me afraid of updating, afraid of updating, and resistant to updating.

Everyone, this is a fairy tale harem with multiple female protagonists who are not studs. To be honest, there are not many similar books.

[The promise I made to show you 20 wives with different personalities is about to come true], and the characters are all ready.

However, not subscribing means not having everything. I will be unable to continue due to hunger, unable to write exciting plots, unable to write exciting extras, and you will not be able to read new chapters.

【The Spirit Envoy will stop updating at that time.】

Maybe after many years when I go to work, have money, and starve to death, I will come back to make up for it. Or maybe when I pick up the pen, it will no longer have the charm it had before, and I can't code anything.

So, whether it can be rescued and how many people can be converted from piracy to regular, I can only say that it is up to fate.

I will do my best to persist until the last moment.

So be it.
Chapter completed!