Chapter 348 The Dangerous Lamb(1/2)
The afternoon sun is always clear and clear, and inside the Huoling Cave, the girl's exclamations come one after another:
"Wow, Lorraine, you...you are so awesome! So, is this how you have to do this kind of thing? This, does this action need to have so many explanations? It's so complicated..."
In the room, Yan Ye, who was coming to the end of his studies, let out a long breath and looked extremely serious:
"No wonder I can't understand it at all... I didn't expect that the knowledge in this field is so vast and obscure! It seems that it will take twice as long to understand it as it does to practice."
"...That's not necessary. I think it's better to focus on cultivation?"
"No! In my heart, this knowledge is far more important than cultivation! They have troubled me for many years!"
"Is this so..."
After several nights of non-stop, step-by-step teaching, and under the careful guidance of Lorraine, Yan Ye has already gained a first glimpse of the path to service. The rest is just a matter of putting it into practice and accumulating experience.
At this moment, the two women were sitting opposite each other on the bed in the house.
Lorraine gently put her slender hands back on her legs and said softly to her sisters:
"Actually, what I have taught you is just the most basic and correct way to open it. It is the same in any field. If you want to truly become expert, you need to take the initiative to spend more energy to explore and explore talents.
OK."
"I know, don't worry. When the master comes back, I will put forward practical requirements to him as soon as possible. With the reward from the last mission as a trump card, he will definitely not refuse me." Yan Ye was convinced.
"Well... I hope you can gain something."
The girl blessed her, but she didn't know what she was thinking in her heart.
"But having said that, Lin, it's you who can really understand such a profound secret. You have been much smarter than the rest of us since you were a child. I know that no knowledge will be difficult for you."
Yan Ye looked at the horned girl with eyes full of admiration, which actually made the girl a little embarrassed.
"No, I'm just talking on paper...as long as I can help you." Lorraine tilted her cheek, her eyes evasive.
It can be seen that she obviously wants to avoid certain topics, but Xiaoye is not a tactful person, so she just asked:
"That's not right. The feeling you give me is like, well... how should I put it? Yes, like someone who knows more than Jin Yu, an expert-level existence!"
She has always been more straightforward, "If you don't have any practical experience, how can you achieve this by just reading books? Didn't you say that you can't learn the essence of a lot of knowledge just from books?
?”
"..."
Hearing her doubts, Lorraine was speechless and didn't know how to answer for a while.
She knows her sisters' personalities very well.
Ever since she was a child, Xiaoye has been the kind of persistent girl who will always get to the bottom of a problem until she understands it completely.
Perhaps in the eyes of her other sisters, her temperament is a bit simple and honest, but it is this serious and focused characteristic that allows her to master various spiritual methods more efficiently and awaken her innate holy methods earlier.
In other words, she is the "simple but not stupid" type, and can even discover many unreasonable things more easily than ordinary people.
This characteristic is completely in line with her indispensable role as the "Intelligence Envoy" of Jinghua Palace and is one of the shining points that cannot be copied.
Under her curious gaze, Lorraine hesitated in a somewhat unspeakable way:
"Well, this matter..."
Her eyes wandered, trying to deal with it. Yan Ye didn't give her a chance at all:
"Come on, you've already peeked into my 'book collection'! In exchange, you must also tell something shameful about yourself."
"What kind of weird deal is this?...And Xiaoye, I didn't do it on purpose." Lorraine said seriously.
Xiaoye was furious:
"Nonsense! The book won't fly into your hand by itself! Okay, don't explain anymore, just tell me!"
"……All right."
Under the power of her best friend, Lorraine had no choice but to say hesitantly: "Actually... you know, I have been under a lot of pressure over the years..."
"Uh-huh."
"So, occasionally I think about how I should relieve this part of the pressure."
Just listen to Lorraine recall: "During those long days in the Far North, every time after practicing, a huge sense of emptiness would hit my whole body, making me feel confused and lonely...
…At this time, I don’t know what I should do.”
"Because I don't have you, I don't know who to talk to, who to share my worries and anguish with. I don't know how long it will take for these days to come to an end."
She said lowly: "So, I had an idea."
"idea?"
"Well, it's just like human beings, 'taking pleasure in suffering'."
The girl smiled and explained:
"I have read many books about human beings and learned that when the pressure of life reaches its limit, they will actively look for things to do that can make the monotonous life less boring."
"Eh?"
Yan Ye was puzzled: "Can it still be like this?"
"Yeah. Because if we don't change the status quo, life will end in sight, with no hope or fluctuation at all."
Lorraine said seriously: "That kind of life is something that most humans are unwilling to accept and have no choice but to accept.
And a small number of people will take the initiative to try to 'change'."
She paused:
"So, I also came up with the idea of 'should I change myself and find some fun in life?'"
"I see……"
Yan Ye nodded slightly.
"I was particularly envious of the unforgettable love stories in human stories," Lorraine continued:
"Although the people I have seen in the past were all selfish people, the fairy tales or folk tales they wrote that mentioned love were not completely false."
"Later, according to my investigation, I discovered that among the same human race, men and women actually like each other, and even reach a state beyond life and death, regardless of gains and losses...
This is a relationship that I can't imagine at all, I can't understand it, and at the same time, I'm very envious of it."
"..." Yan Ye probably understood what she meant. Unknowingly, he fell into a trance and urged:
"What then? What then?"
Lorraine smiled:
"Then, I also hope that one day I can get a similar relationship.
But you know, we sisters, from the moment we were born, have to shoulder the huge mission of reviving the spiritual energy of the sky... We have no time, no energy, or even the opportunity to pursue our own feelings.
"
"really……"
Yan Ye nodded in agreement.
"So, I can only let myself have fantasies through a lot of reading...
Imagine that you can have it all, imagine that you can get what you want most.”
"fantasy?"
"Well. I long for a relationship, so in order to fantasize about it and make it more real, I have to learn everything related to it. After that, I just need to build a world infinitely close to reality in my mind, and imagine that I have already
Once you get it, you can use it to satisfy the spiritual needs of your body."
Lorraine said seriously.
Yan Ye was a little confused after hearing these words:
"Well, can you increase your proficiency just by fantasizing? And according to you, even if you just fantasize, you need to have a person of the opposite sex to fantasize about, right? But you have never been in contact with outsiders..."
Her sharp question made Lorraine's eyes twitch.
However, for the sake of future plans and the immediate happiness, Lorraine still chose to tell the truth——
"Yes, after we separated, I did not come into contact with anyone of the opposite sex, and I would never be easily or blindly attracted to people I heard about."
She stopped talking and said seriously: "But there is only one exception."
"Who is it?"
Yan Ye subconsciously moved her body closer, and her mind was highly concentrated, waiting for her answer.
After a few breaths of silence, Lorraine finally revealed softly——
"It's none other than Palace Master Lu Lingqiu."
——
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After hearing her answer, Yan Ye was unable to react in the first few seconds.
To be continued...