Chapter Nineteen: True Confession
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Sitting in front of the computer, a crazy idea suddenly surged into my heart...
I remember that in my dream, there was a colleague Jiang Hongfei, who was very close to me in my unit. Now I still clearly remember his QQ. Suddenly, I had an impulse and wanted to contact him now and become friends with him early. I even wanted to go back to my unit during the winter vacation of my senior year. I didn’t know how weird that feeling would be. Those comrades who I was very familiar with didn’t know me at that time, but I was very familiar with them... The more important reason was that after I worked in my dream, I knew from my colleagues that something big happened to our unit in 2005. I wanted to know that I had already known the truth in advance and whether that thing could be avoided.
Since the night I stood guard, I have always wanted to know the living conditions of my comrades after graduation, but I was afraid that it was really a dream, but these people did not exist at all. Later, after gradually confirming the things in the dream, I was afraid that I would contact those friends who should have met two years later in advance, which would change history.
Now, after the lottery event, I knew that my appearance in this era was a change in history. In fact, history has no fixed trajectory. Since I returned to this era, my heart has always been full of strong self-confidence and gradually understood my superpowers. I have established the concept that I am creating history. Therefore, I am really looking forward to interacting with Jiang Hongfei. This expectation has become an impulse today.
I entered Hongfei's QQ number on QQ, pressed Enter, stared at the screen nervously, and felt nervously, afraid that the computer would not show this number or the number would correspond to other people. In fact, the whole process of the computer reaction was only two seconds, but I seemed to have been waiting for a long time.
The screen flashed, and in the search results, I saw a familiar nickname: "Feixiang". Yes, Hongfei has been using this nickname in his dream! After checking the information, I finally confirmed that this is the QQ of my colleague Jiang Hongfei two years later. I clicked to add it as a friend and entered it in the verification information: "I sincerely want to meet you, my friend!". In my impression, Hongfei is a very enthusiastic person and is very happy to make friends, so I guess he will add me as a QQ friend.
Sure enough, Hongfei passed the verification in a while and took the initiative to send a message: "Hello! I'm very happy to know you!"
I felt excited and quickly typing on the keyboard with my fingers: "Hello, I'm very happy to know you too! I think sometimes the encounter between two people is also a kind of fate. I feel that you will be my good friend!"
Hongfei's message came back quickly: "Haha, your speech is very interesting. Do you believe in fatalism?"
I felt a little weird in my heart. I even know how many girlfriends you will have in the future and who you will marry in the end. Isn’t that fate? I replied:
"Anyone who has ever had such an experience in me would have to have the idea of fate. But I will not be bound by the so-called fate. I will rely on my own ability to change my destiny!"
Hongfei's avatar flashed quickly: "Well, I heard what you said, I seem to have experienced some setbacks?" Haha, I knew he would think so, but I didn't explain, just said:
"That's what happened before. Every second of people is different from before. Don't be too persistent!"
"Don't be too persistent, this makes sense! You need to have fun in life. Don't let Jinzun face the moon alone. Whether it is love or career, if you are too persistent to a certain goal, you will be very tired!"
In my dream, I became a close friend of Hongfei, so I knew very well that he was at a low point in his relationship and career during this period. Some things even made him feel depressed, so that he made this feeling.
We just chatted until Xiaoying gently pushed me:
"Changfeng, I'm a little hungry. Let's go for a midnight snack!"
I nodded at her with a smile and sent a message to Hongfei:
"Feixiang, my friend said he was leaving. We'll talk to you next time! I'm so happy to chat with you!"
Hongfei returned to a big smiling face, followed by two numbers: "88!".
(This book is first released)
After having lunch, I walked with Xiaoying on the campus covered by night, looking at the swaying shadows of trees under the street lights, listening to the chanting of insects in the grass and the singing and slogans from afar, Xiaoying and I came to a clearing on the back mountain of the school. This place called "Guangmingding" by the students often comes to visit by couples. Because it is very spacious and the terrain is also very high, there are fences around it, standing next to the fence, you can overlook the beautiful night view of Chongqing city on sunny nights, and occasionally you can hear the whistle of the train at the foot of the mountain, so on, in summer, this place becomes a "holy place for love" for local students and some brave soldiers.
When I saw a pair of lovers snuggling together, Xiaoying seemed a little embarrassed. It was too dark and I couldn't see her face clearly. But it was conceivable that her face must be very red. She walked down with her head, not knowing what she was thinking, and I didn't say anything. Looking at Xiaoying's vague side face beside me, suddenly I felt like I was back in a dream. After Xiaoying and I fell in love, I often met at "Guangmingding". Every time Xiaoying held my hand, her body was tightly pressed against me, her head gently leaned against my shoulder, and her face showed a satisfying and happy smile. Every time, I felt very peaceful, and I just hoped that time would stop at that moment, so that I could sit quietly with my beloved girl and feel the deep love in each other's hearts.
At this moment, Xiaoying happened to walk under a street light. Under the slightly dim light, Xiaoying's face seemed to be full of radiance, and her eyes seemed to be rippling. I couldn't help but sway in my heart, and turned around and held Xiaoying's hand. Xiaoying's face showed a panic look, like a frightened little white rabbit. After returning from the porcelain mouth yesterday, I never took Xiaoying's hand again, and we seemed to be deliberately not talking about that matter.
The little shadow tonight was so beautiful that I couldn't help but hold her hand. At that moment, the theory of "enjoying process" and "a good girl is like a good book" were left behind by me. The only thought in my heart was: I want to make the girl in front of me my girlfriend, I want to take care of her for the rest of my life, and not let her suffer a little grievance...
I put my hands on Xiaoying's shoulders, staring at her bright and beautiful face under the street lights, and said softly:
"Xiaoying, the first time I saw you, I seemed to know you for a long time. I felt that you were very, very kind. I know why I felt this way. It was because our previous life must have been a very loving couple. Maybe it was fate that made you and me meet in this life. Although we haven't known each other for a long time, every day I spend with you, my love for you is stronger. I can't deceive myself. Xiaoying, are you... okay to be my girlfriend? I will use my life to make you happy."
Xiaoying's face suddenly turned red, and her heart was pounding. These days, the moment she had been looking forward to finally came. I had left an indelible mark in her heart. My figure would occasionally penetrate into her mind. My strong and confident image and my cynical image often emerged in her heart alternately. No matter what she did, she couldn't concentrate as much as before, and she was unconsciously distracted to think of me. In her heart, she actually hoped that I could confess to her in person, but she was a little scared. Maybe it was because of her subconscious shyness and reserve that was causing trouble. When this moment of happiness came, she couldn't say a word, so she blushed and lowered her head to study her toes.
I saw Xiaoying not talking and thought she didn't want to! I knew that Xiaoying in my dream was a more traditional and reserved girl. When I first met her, she said when she was chatting that she would not fall in love in college, and of course she became my girlfriend in the end.
I said softly again: "Xiaoying, I really want to know what you think. I really like you. Whether it is your shy expression or your naughty look, they all deeply attracted me. I am not like many people, falling in love in college just to relieve loneliness. I really love you and want to spend a lifetime with you! Xiaoying, be with me, I will definitely make you happy!"
(This book is first released)
At this time, Xiaoying slowly raised her head, and a happy expression appeared on her shy face. She said:
"Changfeng, am I dreaming? Will you really like me?"
Looking at the little bird's leniency, I felt pity and gently hugged her into my arms, saying, "Xiaoying, this is not a dream. I like you very much, but I just don't dare to tell you, I'm afraid you will reject me, I don't know how boring my life would be without you!"
Xiaoying smiled happily. She buried her head deeply into my chest and said softly: "I know this is not a dream, but I think the most beautiful dream is just like this!"
Xiaoying slowly raised her head, looked at me with a shy face, and I gently stroked her back and slowly lowered her head...
Chapter completed!