Chapter 37 Mutual Complaints and Consolations
Yang Rui was in a depressed mood, and a careful re-speak was equivalent to letting him choose again. Of course, it was not very good to bear it. But when he heard Su Yufei's words, he still couldn't smile bitterly.
"Please, I'm sad about killing people. You actually made me get used to killing more!"
"Isn't it?" Su Yufei leaned against him and then told her situation. "After I learned the art of reciting the head, I realized that in today's society, this is not only a technique that can make a living, but also a magic that is discriminated against. But what can I do? The master of reciting the head also needs to make a living. Since I cannot find a legal job and a job that can create profits through the art of reciting the head, I can only go on other paths."
You can learn accounting, management, etc., and you can find a suitable job if you have a skill... Yang Rui wanted to say this, but he didn't say it out because he thought of Su Yufei's life experience. She probably lived a very bad life in Thailand. Even if her father would give her mother money in the past, some things cannot be solved by money. In many places, children without fathers will be considered wild children by their peers, and even cursed by bastards.
Su Yufei's father had long passed away. Before his father passed away, his son Su De and daughter Su Yufen's children were as old as Su Yufei. He was already a grandfather. He was not that rich. The Su family was able to reach its current scale by Su De and his cousin Su Deqi working hard and starting a business. In other words, Su Yufei's father did not have the ability to leave his daughter to a foreign lover and how much money he had. After his death, her mother also died soon. Su Yufei in such an environment cannot be considered as a good environment, and learning the art of absurd should be an opportunity.
"The first time I made money by slashing my head skills, I felt like you in my heart, but I couldn't be considered a killer at that time. The business I took on was not going to take any life, and I mainly wanted to tie my husband's heart and seize property. So, it's not as deep as your feelings."
Su Yufei said lightly about her past. This was a few years ago. She has returned to China to settle down, and it sounds like telling stories. Her eyes are a little confused. "Really, many things are like this. When you try it for the first time, you will feel that it is grand or serious. When you try too much, you will feel that it is just like that."
"Hey. Maybe, but you won't be distorted and suggest me kill a few more people, right?" Yang Rui saw that her mood became so heavy that she was implicated by herself, and hurriedly used a relaxed tone to stimulate her emotions.
Su Yufei smiled bitterly: "I didn't say that. I just want to tell you that everyone will take this step, but not everyone kills people, and it may be that similar situations occur in other aspects. My life experience is much richer than yours, but my life is incomplete. So my suggestions may be extreme. Moreover, you are cunning than me, and I believe you can find a balance."
Her words made Yang Rui ponder. It was impossible for ordinary people to experience murder, but the first time they betray friends, abandon lovers, deceive others for the first time, and embezzle bribes and embezzle public funds for the first time... There should be such a process; if there are too many times, they will become a liar, a prodigal son in love, a corrupt official... If there are too many times, they will become a cold-blooded murderer?
Su Yufei drank the wine in one sip and poured another glass for the two of them. Then she looked at him and said, "It's not necessary to kill many people to get used to it, but you have now reached a different position in the past. Sometimes you have to be tough and cold-blooded. Otherwise, the person who dies may be you. I'm not just talking about killers now. Someone asks killers to kill you, but naturally there are holidays with you and conflicts of interest. In other words, the people behind the scenes who want to kill you are not those killers, but those around you, or even your artificial friends!
As for guessing, hehe, who can be a killer? Although it is just a butcher knife and a tool for killing people, if you kill a murderer, you don’t need to receive moral responsibilities in your heart if you kill him. For example, if I am killed one day, I will deserve it because I am not an innocent good person, and I have also done a lot of things that hurt others for the sake of interests."
Yang Rui clinked glasses with her and drank, and her eyes couldn't hide her appreciation. "Sophie, I used to think you were very extreme and held a special revenge. I didn't expect that you are calmly analyzing problems and are also very skillful."
Su Yufei gave him a blank look, "Are you praising or scolding people?"
"I haven't finished speaking yet. In addition to holding revenge, you also like to doubt people, o(n_n)o... Haha, come on, toast to your wonderful analysis, which has given me a lot of inspiration. I feel much better now!"
"Then how do you thank me?" Su Yufei smiled and sipped the wine.
"The incident happened suddenly, and we were not prepared. Why not...what should I agree with my body?" Yang Rui looked at her with a smile.
After drinking, his body heated up, and the two of them were chatting enthusiastically, almost leaning against each other. Su Yufei didn't pay attention to her skirt. The big slit directly exposed her fair legs that were almost at the base of her thighs, which made Yang Rui feel a little hot.
"Go to you! Who cares about you?" Su Yufei said coquettishly, and then said in a very pleasant way, "Hey! The problem I just mentioned is on the other hand, and it can also be well reflected."
"What?"
"You are intimate with a girl for the first time. Do you feel very grand and excited? Wait until you have the second time, the third time... with the second, the third time... you feel normal now, right?" Su Yufei said mockingly.
Yang Rui was a little embarrassed, "Not it. This will lead to feelings. It's better to talk about you, if I didn't at the beginning
I did that to you, and I won’t care about you very much after that. Anyway, this is different from killing people.”
He felt that the more he would describe this topic, he would become darker, so his clever approach was to cut it off decisively and stop talking about it.
Su Yufei was stunned for a moment. Unexpectedly, Yang Rui would say this. She always thought that Yang Rui was deliberately revenge and venting her, and she had no guilt at all. "Hmph, is it? It's true that he cared about me very much. It's special to treat me as a thief!"
"Damn, don't always mention that time. Didn't you apologize to you any time?"
Su Yufei opened her mouth and didn't say anything again. Indeed, he had apologized because of a wrong mistake. This time he met again, he was indeed good to him, but... it's only two days now. Who knows if he was just made a temporary costume?
"Okay, you have a lot of girlfriends anyway. Your business is not my business. Today I just came here to help you. I'm paying it back now, right?"
"Are you going back?" Yang Rui smiled bitterly, "I feel good now with you, but after you left, I am the only one again. I don't know if I still feel stressed."
Su Yufei gave him a blank look, "I'm going back? You think beautifully. If I go back now, I'll open the floor room. Wouldn't it be for you to enjoy it? Well, you might call your girlfriend over here right away, right? Humph, I'll work hard for nothing and have to go back and forth, so how can there be such a cheap thing?"
"Then don't want to drive me away. I've told my family that I won't go back. I'll wish you a place tonight. Now that you want to check in with me, of course I won't leave."
"Who checked a room with you? It was so ambiguous. Forget it, continue to drink with you. After drinking, it will be fine. Let's make a statement first. The bedroom is mine, you can just sleep on the sofa here." Su Yufei first marked the territory clearly before talking.
"No, right? There are two beds! Why do you want me to sleep here? I was going to your place, but if I was late, I would definitely live in your place. There is only one bed there. Do you want me to sleep outside? You... aren't you guilty?" It doesn't matter who Yang Rui took it, but he just jokingly argued with him.
"What's wrong with me? I'm afraid you have a ghost! You must not be aware of others."
"So I'm afraid of me. I'm also worried that you will come over in the middle of the night to lower my head."
The two of them were drinking while fighting. Although they were still watching TV, they didn't care about anything on TV.
"Sophie. Have you ever thought about... recognizing your half-brother and sister?" Yang Rui regarded her as his own person, and of course he was concerned about her situation. She had no relatives and no friends. Living like this was really lonely. Su De and the others said that they were relatives with him.
Seeing Su Yufei's face change, he knew she had misunderstood and hurriedly continued: "I don't mean to let you defect to them, but just simply recognize each other and make sure there is such a relationship and not rely on them in other aspects."
"Stop talking, I don't have brothers and sisters! I only have one person." Su Yufei said coldly. She drank the wine in the quilt in one gulp, and then filled it with wine.
"But no matter how they say they are all your relatives, this is something that cannot be changed. I know you don't like them, and they may not like you either, but from your father's perspective, if he is still alive, he will definitely hope to see such a result..."
Before Yang Rui finished speaking, Su Yufei had already interrupted him: "First of all, my father has not fulfilled any responsibility to me. He is him, I am me, and I don't have to be filial to him. Second, I will not admit the rest of their family, nor will their family members recognize me. This is an irreplaceable fact. In fact, it is not that serious, but I just provided a sperm with the same person."
Yang Rui didn't expect that she would understand so strongly, but for children, men only provide sperm, and ten months of pregnancy and initial breastfeeding are all done by the mother. Other people's families, parents are together, and face the responsibilities of the family together. Su Yufei's father rarely stays with them. She has never enjoyed fatherly love, has never felt the responsibilities of her father, and it is normal for her to have no feelings for him.
"It makes sense for you to say it. But from your father's perspective, if your mother wants to stay in Thailand, the time he can spend with you is limited. If you live nearby, I believe he can better fulfill his father's responsibilities..."
"Hmph! Since he can't abandon his original family, why should he be with my mother? Why should he have it? You men are the same, they just talk and talk happily, but they don't want to be responsible!" Su Yufei was a little excited. When someone scolded him, she would get rid of her father, but she even scolded her father.
Yang Rui smiled bitterly. He also thought of himself, and Ling Xue and Yang Lin were thinking of the situation similarly. He once again secretly vowed that he would not let them suffer. Otherwise, they would live in an incomplete environment.
"Maybe you're right. But you haven't thought about it from your father's perspective. You are his child, and other children are also children, but I believe that your mother will definitely not be stubborn."
Su Yufei was speechless. She was just drinking. Yang Rui was right. In her impression, her mother had never blamed her father for being able to come and visit her for a long time, she could look forward to it for a long time, and she could be happy for a long time, and she could continue to live with satisfaction with just one phone call. It was precisely because of her mother's love and longing for her father that she followed her soon after her father passed away.
Chapter completed!