Chapter 333: Single

"Different!" Murphy interrupted me and said stubbornly: "Different... Chu Nan, you won't understand that feeling. Sometimes, when you have someone, you feel like you have the whole world, but sometimes, even if you have the whole world, but if you lose that person, you will feel that you have nothing... You don't understand that loneliness at all!"

"Who is your man?" I smiled shamelessly, although I didn't want to laugh at all, I hope Murphy can hit my narcissism, I would rather laugh at myself than be the one who took her world away, "Are your father?"

"Yes," Murphy no longer dodged the topics about her father as she used to, staring into my eyes, and she said in a deep voice: "But when I felt that I had lost the whole world, a man appeared. He was shameless and despicable. He gave me a new world, but when I cheered up and plucked up the courage to embrace this world, he tried to destroy it with his own hands. The most hateful thing was that he cruelly ravaged me while pretending to be innocent and smirked at me!"

My 'silly smile' was frozen on my face in embarrassment, and only the corners of my mouth were twitching unnaturally. What a good guy, I was described by her as the world's devil...

"sorry..."

"I didn't say you, why did you say sorry to me?" Murphy's understanding was even more cruel than her naked resentment. This gentleness moved me. She did not force me to respond to her feelings, but the more this happened, the further the distance between my heart and my mouth was pulled away.

Murphy, a woman who makes me feel guilty about her and about Tassel...

"I mean, you hurt me," I pointed to Murphy's little hand that was pinching my shoulder and smiled bitterly: "I'm sorry, can you let me go and get up?"

Murphy, who suppressed his excitement, even his ears were blushing, "Don't let it go, I haven't said anything about it yet, what are you going to do?"

"I won't go anywhere. You're wearing high heels. Are you tired after standing for a long time? You'd better sit here." I was a little scared. If Chu Yuan suddenly opened the door and came in and saw me sitting in Murphy's seat, I might think what I would...

"I won't sit," Murphy said like a deliberate miserable child, "I like to see you sit here, can't you? Don't be rude. No one else has ever sat on this chair except me. You are the first and only one."

I knew Murphy was concerned about the injury on my legs, but I just couldn't adapt to the ambiguous smell inside and outside her words. Just as I was about to say something, I saw her smiling and said, "If you really feel sorry for me to stand, then let me sit on your legs. Anyway, I won't sit down if you stand up."

What is this? The threat of eroticism?

I didn't dare to be humble anymore, so I coughed and said, "What's the matter if you said you had something to ask me for?"

It seemed as if I had won a war, Murphy was very proud. She did not expect me to be careless, but just wanted me to sit quietly. Hearing this, he smiled at me and said, "Just business - Chu Nan, since you have decided to stay, then you have no reason to refuse, right?"

I said blankly: "What do you reject?"

"Be my assistant," Murphy reiterated the old story. Seeing me showing embarrassment, she hurriedly said, "I admit that I have selfishness, but this is different from work needs. It just overlaps. You think, the company appointed me to discuss cooperation with Miss Three, but the third lady called to talk to you. You can't contact others as a small employee, right? It's not good to Feng Chang's public opinion, and others have to think that Feng Chang is so arrogant... Chu Nan, aren't you the kind of person who doesn't distinguish between public and private, right?"

What Murphy said is reasonable, but the shyness and excitement in her eyes really make me timid. I am not timid, I just love her, and my courage is not big enough...

Murphy is like a drug. She is afraid if she doesn't get involved. If she gets involved, she will become addicted. I can only suppress it, but I can't stop my admiration for her.

"I...I can agree...but I think I should say to Liusu first, otherwise she will definitely misunderstand again..." I always feel that I am a very open-minded and opinionated person, so this last resort made my face hot.

"It's not all the same," Murphy frowned slightly and ate: "Anyway, she's misunderstood...I hope that's not a misunderstanding."

I sweat...

"Okay, it's not difficult for you. Just tell her first. She is not the kind of unreasonable person, that is, she will show us the airs. When you coax her, she will still listen to you in everything." Murphy's disdain was more like a kind of praise, "She just looks smart, but is actually stupider than anyone else. Just look at her slap you that day, you will know that she is so frank about her. She is so stupid that she can hide herself. She is so simple as a piece of white paper. If she is a human being, she can see through her at a glance..."

"What about you?" I asked subconsciously.

"Me?" Murphy smiled and said, "I am a vixen. Only I can see through others. Who can see through me?"

Murphy's words showed too much sadness, and I sighed: "Actually, you are just like Liusu, just wearing a layer of mask than her. Your mystery is just an appearance. Feifei, in my opinion, you are as simple as Liusu, and the same simple as Liusu... even simpler than her."

Murphy was stunned, "I am... simpler than her?"

"Others can't see through you, just because you close yourself and don't give people the chance to see through you," I stood up and smiled at Murphy, "You are not lonely. Open yourself, you will find that in fact, I am not your world. There are many things worth pursuing in the so-called world. I am just a person who can evoke your memories with your father. People create memories for the future, not for the sake of memories... If you have nothing to do, I will go out first. The girl from Yuanyuan is afraid of life. She should be anxious after a long time..."

Chu Yuan may not be anxious. The person who is anxious is me. God knows if there will be someone who doesn’t have a tactile mouth to talk nonsense to him? After all, now I am definitely the hottest figure in the company’s public opinion...

Murphy did not stop me, and he thought deeply about my words in his heart. She stopped me until I went out and said seriously: "Chu Nan, maybe you know Cheng Liusu very well, but you don't understand me. No matter what the reason for like is, people's hearts are the most honest. If you like it, you are like it. Whether you like it, isn't it like this? The person who refuses to open himself is not me, but those who obviously like it but dare not like it."

This time, it was my turn to be stunned...

I obviously like it, but I dare not like it...Isn't that person me?

The atmosphere in the comprehensive group seemed lively because of the extra two little girls. When I came back, I saw Xiao Songjia, Yao Wan'er, Qin Lan and others surrounding Chu Yuan and Kang Kang, talking and laughing. Viagra also came. He was telling Chu Yuan about interesting things in the company, talking and gestured, and his behavior was exaggerated, which made Kang Kang laugh. I don’t know if she understood it. Chu Yuan still maintained her reserve in front of outsiders, politely smiling, without any childlike appearance. His artificial maturity and stability are really not compatible with her.

Seeing me come back, Chu Yuan immediately showed a little joy on her hypocritical smile. She, who doesn't like the excitement, may have been scared by everyone's enthusiasm.

Chu Yuan and Murphy share one common feature, that is, they both wear a layer of masks on their faces, a layer of masks that they will only take off when facing me and my family.

Viagra's mouth was still a little purple. It was the injury left by the fight between me and the marketing department that day on Monday. When he turned around and saw me, the smile on his face was slightly suffocated, and then waved at me and said, "Brother Nan, are your legs well?"

While he was talking, Chu Yuan also happened to speak, "Brother, why didn't you see Sister Cheng? Didn't she come to work today?"

Don’t talk about me, everyone’s faces are more or less unnatural, especially those who know the relationship between Liusu and Liusu. It seems that everyone has guessed why Liusu hasn’t come to work recently...

Viagra has had a little grudge with me recently, which is actually due to my swaying attitude between Tassel and Murphy. Everyone knows what the real reason for me to resign, so the sudden change of attitude and coming back to work itself is a question that is fascinating.

Actually, I know that Sister Liu, Song Jia, and Liu Su’s affairs, I have some opinions about me. But due to Murphy’s relationship, I don’t know how to tell me. Especially Song Jia, she admires and respects Murphy the most. Only Viagra is not afraid of heaven and earth, and she doesn’t mind that I might report to Murphy…

Of course I wouldn't do that, and even felt that he was willing to stand up for Liusu. Whether it was contempt or ridicule, I felt comfortable and happy...

"she..."
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