Chapter 491: Dust-covered memories

"Nan Nan, are you crazy?! You can't fight for the fate!"

"Xiao Chuzi, Yuanyuan is young, don't be serious with her!"

Liusu hugged Chu Yuan in his arms, Dong Xiaoye held my shoulders from behind, took a few steps, and separated me from Chu Yuan. Fortunately, I wouldn't have come down the steps. I understand more than anyone else that Chu Yuan did nothing wrong.

Seeing that I was going to beat her, Chu Yuan bit her lips blue, and her aggrieved look made my heart cut like a knife. She finally cried, "Why do you have to endure it? I'm sorry to her and not you!"

What I was most worried about happened. Chu Yuan yelled hysterically at Zi Yuan: "My brother doesn't owe you! You were wrong five years ago! You left without saying goodbye and suddenly disappeared. Do you know how uncomfortable my brother feels?! I didn't eat or drink for several days, and all I waited for was your letter! I don't know what you said in the letter, but I could see that my brother was unhappy and unhappy! It's not that he doesn't want to contact you, but he can't contact you because... I tore the letter! The address you wrote on the envelope is gone! You left silently, and you never considered my brother's feelings at all! You are a ruthless person like you, I don't want my brother to be with you!"

Zi Yuan was stunned, stunned, and turned to prove, looking at me. I had no time to consider Zi Yuan's feelings. I was even more worried about Chu Yuan. With this girl's strong attitude, she was filled with guilt and self-blame for five years! That was a scar in her heart, and she uncovered the scar by herself...

"Why are you back? Why did you help the third lady bully my brother? Why are there so many secrets hidden from him and deceive him? Don't you just want to take revenge?! Revenge him for not replying to you in the past five years, revenge him for not being concerned about you in the past five years! But what about you? You have just written that letter! You have no right to blame him for hating him! Yes, I hurt you, but you have also hurt my brother!"

Chu Yuan, who had always been shy and shy, became angry, which made people strange and tremble. Liusu, Dong Xiaoye and Xiao Dongfang were all stunned by her anger, as if Chu Yuan in front of her was a stranger. I shouted, "Chu Yuan!"

"What are you doing?!" Chu Yuan cried at me, "Why don't you let me say it? You always do this, take everything into yourself, and you will not say it if you suffer grievances. Tolerate, tolerate, tolerate, tolerate, no matter how others bully you, you always tolerate it! If you don't say it, can I say it?! I know that you haven't mentioned her in the past five years because you are afraid that I will blame myself. I know that you have never forgotten her, but do you still have to remain silent when she treats you like this?! I don't want you! I don't want you because I am cowardly!"

When Chu Yuan said, "You have never forgotten her," the expressions of several girls changed slightly, especially Liusu. She has always been very sensitive to my problems with men and women...

I can't explain it because I can't even explain it clearly, "Yuanyuan, you don't understand some things..."

Chu Yuan glared at me and shouted, "I understand! I understand everything, but you think I don't understand! Because you always treat me as a child! It's you who understand nothing!"

Do I understand nothing? No, I understand, but there are some things that I have to pretend not to understand...

Chu Yuan felt sorry for Zi Yuan, but she hated Zi Yuan the same. After tearing the letter apart, she knew that I actually wanted to contact Zi Yuan, so she blamed herself very much. She was like me and hoped that Zi Yuan could send another letter back, but Zi Yuan did not. Until today, I don’t know why Zi Yuan didn’t send me another letter. It was because she asked me for the reply she did not give, so she was disappointed with me. There were some other reasons... At that time, I was depressed by this and completely ignored Chu Yuan’s feelings, and even blamed her, blamed her, and hated her...

That was the past I didn't want to recall. Whenever I dreamed of the scene at that time, I would wake up from my sleep. It was a cold night, and I came outside the Ziyuan's house as usual, naively fantasizing that she would suddenly appear. My parents were helpless with my depression, so I could only let me figure it out and give up. That night, it snowed, and the community where Ziyuan's home seemed particularly cold, with almost no one coming and going. I leaned under Ziyuan's favorite weeping willow, recalling the little bits left here, and felt a little bitter in my heart. At this time, I received a call from Chu Yuan asking me to go home. It was her first threatening me: I'll wait for you outside the door, and until you come back, I will wait for you if you don't come back.

Actually, I knew very well that she spoke in an unreasonable tone because she was worried about me, but she was extremely resistant at that time and insisted on conspiring with a young girl who was only eleven years old. Thinking that if you hadn't tearing up Zi Yuan's letter, how could I wait here every day? Taking into account the feelings of my stepmother, I didn't scold you or beat you. I hid all my dissatisfaction and grievances in my heart. You actually threatened me in turn? Okay, wait, I won't go back! So I called my parents and told them that they would stay at their classmates' house in the evening. After hanging up the phone, I went into an Internet cafe...

The next morning, when I walked out of the Internet cafe, I opened my phone and received a text message from my parents. I still clearly remembered the feeling of lightning strike when I saw the text message. My mind was like the snow scene in front of me, white - Chu Yuan really waited for me outside the door for a night! She locked the door of her room, and her parents just thought she was already asleep. No one knew that she had sneaked out and sat in the snow for the whole night. When someone was discovered at dawn, she was already unconscious...

The doctor said that if you find out one hour later, Chu Yuan's life might not be saved. I will never forget the first thing this girl said to the old man after waking up from a coma, "Dad, is your brother back?"... The man doesn't cry easily. That time, I burst into tears and sweared that I would never go to Ziyuan's house again, and I would never mention the word "Xue Ziyuan" in front of Chu Yuan. I would completely forget Ziyuan...

Perhaps, Chu Yuan’s stubborn personality today was gradually spoiled by me since then...

"Five years...Five years..." Ziyuan murmured with tears in her eyes: "In the past five years, I have thought about all kinds of reasons why you won't reply to me, but I didn't expect that the answer was like this...I...I..." Ziyuan couldn't continue to say it choked up.

I was speechless. I, Chu Yuan, and Zi Yuan, all have their own grievances and guilt in my heart. Maybe I am the most wronged, but I have the responsibility to bear Chu Yuan's fault. I don't want to use Chu Yuan's fault as an excuse to seek Zi Yuan's understanding. In this way, it will only make Zi Yuan, who has not written a second letter, feel even more guilty...

"Stop talking!" Liusu suddenly shouted loudly, shocking everyone. She gently wiped off the tears on Chu Yuan's face, looked at me, then looked at Zi Yuan, and said lightly: "I don't understand what you are talking about, nor do I know what happened before, but I know that Zi Yuan, you are responsible for what happened last night."

Zi Yuan looked at Chu Yuan without refuting.

"But--" Liusu changed his tone and said, "Nan Nan said it well. After five years of separation, you finally came back. It was the first time to come to your house for dinner. We shouldn't mention what happened yesterday. Maybe your concealment and shelter really have your difficulties... No matter what, everyone has the responsibility to make the mess like this now. I'm sorry to you. If Yuanyuan really did something that made you unhappy or sad before, I'm willing to apologize to you on behalf of her. Yuanyuan is only sixteen years old this year. Five years ago, she was just a child. No matter what she did missed, I believe you have reasons to forgive her, right?"

"I..." Ziyuan bit her lips tightly. No one among the people present could understand her mood at this moment. Five years, how many days and nights were there? She had been waiting for my reply, thinking about why I didn't reply to her... Ziyuan did not defend herself, and she nodded gently.

Liusu glanced at the embarrassing dining table, sighed, and said, "I'm afraid I can't eat this meal at home today. Nannan, you and Ziyuan go out to eat."

I had a tacit understanding with Liusu, and immediately understood what she meant from her eyes: Zi Yuan and Chu Yuan should be separated for the time being, both of them need to be calm...
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