Chapter 794 Chu Yuan’s super fans

Real, but still novels rather than diaries...

She faces writing with the same attitude as she values ​​learning, and regards it as a professional...

The novel is planned to be published one day in the future, and that is the moment when she decides to confess...

The incident before the confession time caught her off guard and confused, just because everything happened too passively and too suddenly...

She just didn't notice it yet, but in fact she never thought of giving up...

Su Gege's words turned my heart into a balloon, and she was blown up and swelled in one breath. Under the squeeze of her chest and back, it seemed that she could no longer beat. It was a suffocation, but it was transparent and clear. It kept enlarging the hidden things in the inflated heart, several times, or even dozens of times, not only for others to see, but also for myself to see - Chu Yuan's biggest hobby is to create novels. Of course, I know how much she hopes others will appreciate her story. Not long ago, she stuck with Xiao Yike as a guide and started to create her new novel. Isn't it just to publish it one day and be popular with readers? And isn't her novel with brother-sister love as the main line? Isn't her novel discovered by Shu Tong?

Yes, maybe, Chu Yuan never thought of hiding her feelings, just like, she never thought of giving up now...

Princess' poetic feelings made my fragile heart tremble again.

"Fellowship is like a race. Successful feelings have two results. Either conquer the person you like or be conquered by the person you like; failed feelings are nothing more than two results. Being hurt by the person you like, or being hurt by the opponent on the other track. In the race of feelings, there will be no harm to yourself, because only those who are aware of the results will stand on the starting line. Then, taking the initiative to give up is not what she is pursuing. However, the competition has not yet begun, who can know whether to succeed or fail?

What reason is there to give up easily without running hard or pursuing? Xiao Yuanyuan, the silence now is probably just brewing or thinking about the starting moment. Maybe she is already running and silently catching up with those opponents. She knows her own disadvantages, but she is more clear about her own advantages, that is, she is closer to the person she likes than anyone else. The disadvantage is that this sense of intimacy is too strong, and it may be difficult to step closer, but the advantage is that such distance will never become farther

, because the person she likes will not let her fall alone, the distance between them will always be he holding her hand and not letting go... There are two consequences for successful relationships. Either conquer the person she likes or being conquered by the person she likes. From the beginning, she knew that she would not fail because she knew the man she liked too much, and he would not hurt her, nor would she let her be hurt by others. Why did she give up in a game that would not lose? She has no opponent, and if there is one, she would only

It was her, either conquering or being conquered. She had already known the result - it was because of Xiao Yuanyuan's confidence in you that Brother Xin wanted to be friends with you. He said that Xiao Yuanyuan, who is a little bit dark-bellied, is simple, infatuated and cute in terms of feelings. If he misjudged the result, there was only one possibility, that is, Xiao Yuanyuan believed in you wrongly. Therefore, he hoped that at that time, he could have a status other than a doctor to beat you hard on Xiao Yuanyuan without being deliberately hurt by you."

It turned out that Xin Quji not only analyzed me, but also analyzed Chu Yuan...

I don't know if his analysis is accurate, because my head and heart are in a mess, but I admit that his analysis makes me unable to argue. I know the stinky girl with a weird temper better than him. So I took a lot of effort to shake the tongue that was stiff with my body and asked, "Why?"

"Because, after Sister Shu Tong's oral account, Brother Xin has become a hardcore book fan of Xiao Yuanyuan and a super fan," Gege playfully pushed up the sunglasses on his nose, blinking his charming big eyes, but said extremely seriously: "Of course, so too, so if she gave up this unwritten novel because of someone and stopped writing from now on, I also need a status other than Dr. Xin's prospective wife to catch someone with a full face without being deliberately hurt by him."

In the scorching sun, I sweated like rain, but it was because of the coldness of Princess' long nails that made me feel cold inside. It is worthy of being a guest psychologist who is not doing his job. Is this the reason why you are willing to be friends with a little person like me? Suddenly, I felt that the bags given to me by the two Princess in my hand became extremely heavy...

In the past moment, I thought I had some special charm that attracted them. Now, I was ashamed of the narcissism of that moment, looking for a gap on the hard ground that could stuff my face into...

I decided to read Chu Yuan's novels again after I went home. This time, I must read them seriously, objectively, bravely, and read them word by word - is that novel really that good? Half of it was written, it was enough to make all those who have read her novels become her crazy book fans, Shu Tong, Xin Quji, Su Gege, I am afraid that Dongfang Xiaoniang and Xiao Yaojing are also...

...

About five minutes later, Shu Tong appeared downstairs, which was a bit amazing. I thought acupuncture would take longer than reminiscing.

The princess exchanged a few greetings with Shu Tong, and then hurried to rush to get her notice. In five minutes, her phone rang four times.

There was no special car to pick her up, and she left by herself. From this we can see that her relationship with Xin Quji was indeed very careful, and even the agent or personal assistant who had the closest relationship with the artist was also on guard against it.

I was very curious. What Xin Quji had told Shu Tong in such a short time. She had motion sickness and her face was always pale, but after going downstairs, her face was extremely rosy. I asked her the reason, and she only said that it was probably the effect of acupuncture. Xin Quji had a few injections behind her ears, and then she stopped talking. I was skeptical because this girl was keeping her eyes away.

At four o'clock, the train was originally going to buy some gifts to bring back, but because Shu Tong became strange again, I had to kill this proposal in my stomach and wait with her at the train station. This girl bought a box of ice cream. After a while, she finished eating it and bought another box...

"If you don't want to talk, you can't say anything, if you don't want to pay attention, I can ignore me, there is no need to feel that silence will become an embarrassment," I finally couldn't help but speak, "It's still an hour and a half before I get on the train. If I can't eat, don't eat it. I'm not blind or stupid. I've long seen that you don't let your mouth be idle, and you don't want to talk to me, but your method... is really not very clever and will hurt your stomach..."

Teacher Xiao Shu finally recovered from her usual colored face, and in an instant, she turned into the blood-red before. She glared at me for a long time before she argued: "I am smart. I am afraid of moving back and running sick. If there is nothing in my stomach, it will be more comfortable than dry retching. If you still vomit, it will be more comfortable than dry retching... You just say whatever you want, ask what you want, I didn't stop you, I was afraid that you would be embarrassed, so I didn't take the initiative to speak. I was hiding a lot of things for you, but that's all for your good things and your sister, and I'm afraid that you will settle the score with me? But I have to make one point clear, you are the patient's result, and I only knew about it after seeing Xin Quji with you. Silence is also because I am similar to you, and it is also difficult to digest this unexpected result..."

"I have to make it clear," the buddy said embarrassedly, "What he said is that I may become a patient in the future, but I didn't say that I am a patient now..."

"Is there any difference?" Shu Tong asked back, "Why didn't he say that Chu Yuan might become a patient in the future? Or is it because she has no psychological problems, so you have psychological problems!"

You are so straightforward. Just now, I was embarrassed to say that I didn’t take the initiative to pay attention to me because I was afraid that I would be embarrassed?

In fact, until now, I am not willing to admit that there is any psychological problem. What people are thinking. After all, only I know the most. I dare not think about it. It does not mean that I have never thought about it or have never admitted it to myself. I am far more certain than Xin Quji. I have some feelings other than brothers and sisters for Chu Yuan. To be more precise, it is a kind of complexity and incomprehensible relationship with brothers and sisters. That kind of feelings have existed from the first sight when I met Chu Yuan. It gradually matures and changes with the time I spent together, and it has become deep, from strangeness to disgust, from hatred to pity, from love and spoiling that cannot distinguish between true and false, to the pure love and spoiling now...

If facing "pure love and spoiling" calmly proves that I am not mentally ill, I don't mind being calm from now on, just because I hate the four super ugly words "psychologically ill". Moreover, if I don't admit that "love and spoiling" are harms to Chu Yuan, then I will not do that even if I die.

I had known what to do is right, I was just not sure, and then I was waiting for someone to tell me, say, go do it, there is nothing wrong with doing that...
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