Sister Lan smiled and glared at the fat man with a burning look. You could think of it. He actually used Li Lu as a shield to bully others honestly, right? I was joking and asked someone to prepare a room for you. You and Li Lu still live in the old place, and your brother and apprentice live in the bamboo building. It is convenient for you to meet. Can you be satisfied with this arrangement?"

"Of course I'm satisfied. I'm not used to changing places." Wang Hao quickly surrendered

Li Lu's original residence was also in the bamboo building area. This arrangement was to consider their father-daughter relationship. After settling down, Sister Lan left immediately. Wang Hao said that he was a disciple, and it was not suitable for her to stay. Li Lu was originally going to leave, but was forcibly stayed by the fat man.

"Li Lu, tell me what happened back then." On the first night, Wang Hao was not going to teach the practice method, but explained the misunderstanding between the father and daughter, but the father and daughter could not recognize each other. This was the most painful thing. Although Xingyu recognized his father on the surface, the knot in his heart was not untied, and it was just a form.

"I don't want this anymore." Li Lu hesitated. The thorn was pierced too deeply in his heart. It was destined to hurt and bleed. He would rather let the thorn stay in his heart, rot, break, or simply take it to the coffin

Wang Hao smiled and said, "Li Lu, do you think it's okay if you don't say it? No matter what the reason is, for any reason, Xingyu doesn't recognize you, it's unfilial. I didn't accept her as my disciple at the beginning. It was also because of this reason. Who would accept a disciple who didn't even recognize his father? He didn't even recognize his father, would Jiaoya still recognize me as a master? It was because of human concealment that Xingyu ran away from home and wandered outside for so many years before he was willing to recognize you.

You think your daughter is weak and afraid that she will be hurt again, so you buried everything in your heart. However, in fact, Xingyu is not weak and very strong. Do you continue to hide it? I remind you that your father and daughter refuse to recognize each other, which is also a knot for Xingyu. The knot in the heart has an impact on cultivation. The talent of being easily misled by the demon star is very excellent. There is no need to worry about not being able to reach the Nascent Soul stage. However, the danger of being possessed by the demon is very high. It is better to solve the hidden danger first.

Chen Xuan learned about the fat man's painstaking efforts and proved: "The knot of the heart is indeed the great enemy of the cultivator. The cultivator who died young is second only to the tribulation. Because the mind cannot be settled, the knot of the heart will also affect the degree of cultivation."

Although it was a bit alarmist, it was said that Li Lu's lips moved and finally nodded with difficulty. "So many years have passed. I didn't want to mention it again, but for my daughter, I can only tell you that I was born in a medical family. From the moment I was born, I was destined to be a doctor and a miracle doctor. You can't understand the helplessness of the world. Even if I bear the name of a miracle doctor, I am not happy to die in my hands far more than I have saved. In my world, there are only black or white, life or death. Do you know that I promised the patient to cure him. I tried my best but still had to watch the patient die. What does that feel like? I am not the wind that others think.

The light is endless. I drink and gamble. Just to anesthetize myself, my life is just day by day. People are still dying in my hands. I am still a miracle doctor. The patients were originally terminally ill. They found me with their last hope. Death seemed to be a matter of course. No one would care or take off his anger. But as long as I save one of the patients, even if they let the patients live for a few more years, they will be full of gratitude and continue to call me a miracle doctor. So, despite my very decadent and depressed, my reputation is still getting louder and louder and I gradually become numb. I don’t feel anything when I see the patient die. One day, a woman suddenly appeared in my house.

Getting to the point, Wang Hao handed a cup of Pu'er tea, let Li Lu moisten his throat first and stabilize his mood, because his voice sounded a little sobbing

Li Lu raised her head, maybe it was a memory, maybe it was a reluctance to let the backbone see tears, "She is as beautiful as an angel, gentle and kind as her smile can bring me warmth. When I first met, I was deeply fascinated by her and could not extricate herself, but she, like other patients, suffered from terminal illness."

There is no doubt that the woman is Li Lu's wife. Xingyu's mother's description of her appearance is very credible. According to common sense in genetics, you can tell by looking at Xingyu that her mother is not much different.

"Although I knew she was suffering from a terminal illness and the chance of curing was slim, I still fell in love with her like crazy. I bought the whole car of flowers to give to him, proposed to her in the square, and vowed to cure her illness. Although everyone opposed it, we will still get married in two months." Li Lu smiled with a happy expression.

"Have you cured her?" Chen Xuan also had a personal experience, so he asked anxiously. If it was not cured, where would Xingyu come from? His speculation is reasonable.

Li Lu shook his head in pain, "We are like all happy couples, love each other. The honeymoon was the happiest time of my life. I turned down some patients, closed the clinic, and went all out to treat my wife. My wife cooperated very well. Although it was very painful, she still insisted on cooperating with my treatment. She said that she would live for the sake of her daughter and me."

Li Lu turned his eyes to Xingyu and said, "Xiaoyu, do you still remember it? When you were young, you often told your father that our house was haunted and that you could hear terrible sounds at night. That was not haunted. It was your mother receiving treatment. She was in pain, so she made a moaning sound. Although she tried her best to hold it up, you still heard it. The pain was not something that ordinary people could tolerate. Your mother's illness was getting worse and worse. I tried all the methods, and in the end I was still trying my best to do it. Everything was

It becomes meaningless. Although your mother is in pain, your mother is in pain, she will not say anything. As long as there is a glimmer of opportunity, she will accompany me. Even if there is no hope, as long as you look at your daughter and husband for one more day, no matter how much pain you endure, she will be willing to increase the tube inserted into her body from one to two, three, four, and five, until I dare not count. Your mother is a beauty-loving woman and doesn't like to let others see her unbeautiful appearance, especially in yours

In front of you, every time I see you, she always asks me to unplug all the tubes and hide them. It is basically negligible. So when you meet your mother since you were nine, she always lie on the bed. At that time, she no longer has the ability to walk around. Doesn’t it sound stupid? Your mother is just a stupid woman, so she will marry me willingly and believe in my childish oath. She has been with me for more than ten years and we have been hiding it until you were fifteen years old. I can no longer bear to see her accept it.

In pain, I secretly made the decision to give up for her. I not only ended the treatment of her, but also made some small moves, just to make her walk more comfortable and beautiful. Your mother is a beauty-loving person. I don’t want her to frown because of the pain when she left. Although I did everything secretly, I still let you notice it. You have indeed learned the true teachings of the Li family’s medical skills. So, you think I killed your mother and have been resentful to me until now. You can’t blame you.”

Li Lu sighed and continued, "I originally wanted to wait for you to grow up and tell you the things. Who knew that you were so stubborn and ran away from home alone. He also said that he would not live with the murderer who killed his mother. This matter was like a thorn left in my heart. As time passed, it gradually became numb. I don't want to mention the old things again. It's a cruel thing for you or me. But I don't want the past to affect you. Now I can only tell you it was the original truth. In fact, I did kill your mother. I didn't get her consent in advance. I know she would definitely not agree. She is so kind and loves us so deeply. How can I bear to leave? But I really can't let her continue in pain. I'm sorry Xiaoyu. My father is incompetent and can't save your mother."

"I don't believe it." Xingyu walked out of the room in a daze. Her voice was as calm as it was, but anyone could understand that she was not calm inside.

For a twenty-year-old girl, this fact is indeed too cruel. Maybe Li Lu's previous silence was right, who knows? But if you don't say it out, Xingyu's heart will always be a knot, and Li Lu will always be misunderstood by her daughter.

Pa Chen Xuan patted Li Lu's shoulder hard, "It's a man, I didn't expect that there is someone infatuated with me in the world. You deliberately did not tell the truth about that year. In addition to being afraid that your daughter would be hurt, you were also punishing yourself. You hated your weakness, and finally gave up your persistence. You did not persist with your wife until the last moment, so you thought you had let her down because she did not give up on your hatred for your incompetence and had no ability to save your wife, so you asked your daughter to continue to hate you, trying to numb yourself with pain. You are breaking

Torture yourself is also torture Xingyu, but you can't blame you. I have thought of giving up before. Forget it, what can happen if humans and ghosts have different paths? Yuxia is a proud person. Living so hard that she is too unfair to her. As long as she does a ritual, she can reincarnate her. Starting from scratch, but Yuxia refuses. She said, if you must forget me, forget what we have experienced, and forget our feelings, she would rather never reincarnate. At that time, my pain was no less than you. We have lived three hundred years like this."
Chapter completed!