Chapter 4 Make Up For Regrets
In essence, Jing Jian is quite proud. How could a first-class hero who has withstood the test of war and an outstanding soldier who was almost admitted to the military academy to tolerate the contempt of others?
But look around you? It’s okay for Zhao Xia. The circle around her is full of teachers, colleagues, classmates, and even students from top universities, who are completely surrounded by elite academic masters. And when these people know Jing Jian’s background, that look...? That sour! It’s conceivable.
At this time, the ending was actually destined. An occasional fuse caused the couple to have the most intense quarrel after marriage. In anger, Jing Jian took away all the savings in the family and left home, and began his own adventure. But unexpectedly, Zhao Xia was pregnant again at this time. She was excited and unfortunately miscarried and there was no possibility of pregnancy again.
Then Jing Jian soared into the sky outside. But it was useless. The relationship broke down and everything was irreversible. Zhao Xia's attitude towards Jing Jian was only left with indifference and distantness. Jing Jian himself, who was so romantic as if he had given up.
They were hurting each other, but the two refused to file for divorce on their own initiative. Over time, they got used to it. Jing Jian built his own business empire outside, and Zhao Xia focused on his academic research and gradually promoted to professor.
Zhao Xia did not ask or interfere with Jing Jian's behavior outside, and even never resisted Jing Jian's occasional brutal demands, and of course, she would never have any enthusiasm. From Zhao Xia's perspective, her personal feelings and family were completely a tragedy.
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Half a bottle of wine, even Zhao Xia accompanied her. Her cheeks were dyed red and her nose was covered with fine beads of sweat. After drinking, Zhao Xia still had dreams and longings at this time. She was a little excited and held Jing Jian's hand: "Little kid! The capital is too lively, and the county is incomparable. Moreover, the policies are open. There are many self-employed people practicing stalls on the street and at the school gate. I heard that 10,000 yuan households are not uncommon. And I also heard from students from the south that they are richer. You are also diligent. After I graduate, we will settle down in the capital together, and life will definitely get better and better."
Seeing Zhao Xia full of confidence, Jing Jian felt a sense of pity in his heart. In fact, when she recalled Zhao Xia's performance, she must have been shaken, but she was bound by moral public opinion and barely maintained this marriage. She may be mainly grateful to herself, and maybe there is some family affection, but when it comes to love? Cough cough, don't be self-indulgent!
Thinking of Zhao Xia's regret at that time and her own performance, Jing Jian helplessly admitted that she was a scumbag! If she was wrong, she was wrong. A man is real man, there is no need to find any reason. If she is wrong, she should admit it.
Suddenly, Jing Jian felt a little distressed. Since he had been reborn, he should make up for his past regrets. Why should such a promising and lively girl drag down her best years of youth? If you care about her, you should break the shackles and let her fly. At least it will not affect her government-sponsored study abroad.
"You have been worried about your days on the front line. Later, I realized that you had made contributions and then I felt relieved. The people of Annan are too bad. Our school has organized speeches of combat heroes. I am proud below. My little kid is like them, and hee hee." Today, Zhao Xia has completely let go, and before she knew it, she is becoming more and more intimate with Jing Jian.
Jing Jian looked at Zhao Xia with love, but thought to himself: There are only two people who came back in this class, and one of them was injured. The military medal was actually covered with blood from his comrades. How could it be so romantic? However, there is no need to explain the truth and destroy the beauty in Zhao Xia's heart.
However, as a former soldier, he also attached great importance to the level of honor: "I am just a first-class merit, and many of them have come to the front line. They are fighting heroes and have made much more contributions than me. Not that powerful."
"It's the same!" Zhao Xia glanced charmingly.
"Okay, hehe, just the same."
"Stop drinking, I'll serve you rice."
"I'm full, I'm full."
"How can a man have a big appetite? Give me a bowl."
"Then...just half a bowl, I'm really full."
He originally wanted to make it clear as soon as possible, but after several interruptions, Jing Jian couldn't bear to ruin Zhao Xia's interest tonight. He quickly finished the meal and cleaned it up, Zhao Xia took the initiative to fetch water and get a towel to wash Jing Jian's feet.
It's interesting. Jing Jian understood that his proactive concession today had already won Zhao Xia's favor. However, he had made up his mind and would definitely not cause any trouble.
Jing Jian went to bed first, Zhao Xia took off her cotton coat and pants and got into the quilt. She leaned against Jing Jian's shoulder for a while and found that Jing Jian was not moving. Her little hand played tricks on Jing Jian's thighs a few times.
Lying down! Jing Jian, who was unprepared, immediately looked up. It was his age of strong energy and could not bear the slightest stimulation: "Don't make trouble! I'll catch a long distance tomorrow morning." Jing Jian forced himself to endure it.
"Hehehe!" Zhao Xia took the initiative, wiped off her underwear and leaned against Jing Jian.
"Ahem!" This is the rhythm of firefighting. Jing Jian did not have the idea of testing his willpower and quickly coaxed him, "I'm tired, go to bed!"
Zhao Xia actually reached into Jing Jian's underwear, grabbed it, and said angrily: "You are not honest!"
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When Zhao Xia took out a condom, Jing Jian's psychological defense immediately collapsed. The smell of spring filled the air and became thicker and thicker. Jing Jian pulled Zhao Xia under him, and gradually, there was a violent gasp.
Zhao Xia closed her eyes tightly and gritted her teeth desperately. She trembled all over, stiffened her body, and she gasped and tilted her head from time to time. It was not until after that, Zhao Xia hugged Jing Jian's sweaty back and vomited: "It's so good, it's so good..." and then fell asleep deeply.
When Jing Jian entered the sage moment, he was smiling bitterly in his heart. Could this be the legendary breakup? He began to hesitate again, whether he decided too early to set up his own decision?
If there were no accidents, Jing Jian could make a fortune quickly and support this family financially, and his identity would not be much worse than Zhao Xia. But...? I don’t want to destroy Zhao Xia’s dream of going abroad!
In this era, the three major killers of the breakdown of marriage were: educated youth returning to the city, getting admitted to college and studying abroad. The two of them accounted for two at once. The depression of long-term separation, the urban-rural gap and the gap between home and abroad are definitely not something that ordinary people can resist. Besides, it is impossible to make a fortune overnight, and there is always a time process. If you drag Zhao Xia by your side, it is easy to repeat the tragedy in your previous life.
Chapter completed!