"It's you?"

I came back to my senses and brewed, and brewed two words with questions.

My reaction was a bit exaggerated when I spoke, and I had already reached the point where I could not control myself.

This exaggeration is not only because of the excitement of reunion, but also has a deeper meaning.

It can be said that compared to excitement, I should have been greatly touched at this moment.

I was thinking, if I hadn't stared at her just now, I would have missed it with her without any suspense, and in the end I would have liked what I wrote in the elementary school composition: I have never seen her again since...

I was very confused. Looking at Ji Jing, I was thinking, is this fate?

After a while, I thought again, is this a miracle?

No matter what, she made me believe in one thing: as long as you dare to do it, there will be miracles.

This conclusion is enough to excite me.

Many people who think they know me think that I am always expressing something very lewd, but I always believe that I am spreading something very inspiring. As for how inspiring it is, people have different opinions.

Not everyone has the opportunity to experience moments of witnessing miracles. I am very glad that there have been several such moments in my life.

And these miracles ultimately need to be fought for by yourself.

If you don't take the first step, there will never be a miracle.

"I'm not me or someone, I'm so angry that you didn't recognize me after watching it for a long time?" Ji Jing said angrily, then said to himself with his fingers: "I'll do it, it's been sixteen years since 1997 to 2013."

"Fifteen years and nine months." I corrected.

"You still love being serious." As she said that, she laughed. I was very glad that she only put on light makeup, not the kind of tough character who smiled off a layer of pink. She said again: "You have gained weight and grown taller, and almost didn't recognize you."

I decisively ignored the issue of weight and was proud of my height.

Actually, I am not tall, and what I am really proud of is that I am finally taller than Ji Jing.

You know, at the age of 12-15, girls are often taller and more powerful than boys of the same age because of their development problems during adolescence. Just when I was in the second year of junior high school, I had an unbearable past.

That year, Ji Jing tested her height and was 1.68 meters tall.

I was behind her and went to the test with awesomeness, and the result was 1.67 meters.

You can't imagine the laughter of your classmates around you at that time. Anyway, I remember I wanted to die.

The story is not over. On the second day after the physical examination, I kicked her revenge several times, and she held back. After class, I became more and more arrogant and provoked her anus with my toes. She finally couldn't bear it anymore. She turned around and slapped my table and cursed: "You are so short, no wonder Xiaofang doesn't like you!"

This is probably the fundamental reason why I never thought about hooking up with Ji Jing in junior high school. I can't accept being with a girl taller than me, let alone being with a girl who despises my height.

As for Xiaofang, it is the girl who makes me want to wake up from my dream.

When I was a child, I lived with my grandmother and was deeply influenced by her. My grandmother was not Yi Zhongtian, but she also appreciated the Three Kingdoms. My grandmother often told me the story of Liu Guan Zhang. At that time, I liked Guan Yunchang the most to cross five passes and kill six generals across the Yellow River across Cai Yang. But my grandmother always said that Liu Bei was amazing. She said that before Liu Bei invited Kong Ming, she had never won many battles at all. The big-eared thief was definitely a character. He fought repeatedly and defeated repeatedly, and finally conquered a country.

The central idea I realized from this story is that I have fought repeatedly and failed repeatedly. I have confessed to Xiaofang eight times and wrote fifteen love letters, but I have never succeeded. Later I thought, maybe it was because of Ji Jing's words that hit me to the height that I had given me the courage to confess my ninth time in the auditorium.

At that time, I was very simple and thought that Xiaofang would be moved once she played with a big one.

But the result is still a sentence when you wake up from a dream: If you had known that it was always inevitable, why would you be deeply in love with me?

"Strange, why don't you like to talk anymore?" Ji Jing's curious words pulled me back to reality.

She said nothing wrong, but I don't know how to answer her.

More than ten years ago, basically I said, she listened.

And today, it was basically her who said, I listened.

This is related to my living conditions in the past four years. In the past four years, I have never left a twenty-kilometer away from home. Until I came to ** a month ago. I don’t deal with people other than my old friends, because many people look at me as a comedian. To put it more ugly, it is as if the attitude of watching clowns, as if the meaning of my life is to make them laugh.

I used to do some exaggerated things in public without any shame, but I was not happy. One day, I suddenly realized how I should live was my own business, so I simply stopped talking.

Some abilities will not deteriorate if they don’t use them for many years, such as riding a bicycle. You could ride a bicycle ten years ago, and you would also do it ten years later. Some abilities will not deteriorate if they don’t use them for many years, such as playing basketball ten years ago, and you would probably not be able to get involved if you don’t use them for ten years. I didn’t expect that social skills will deteriorate if they don’t use them for a long time. Now I actually have a certain degree of social disorder.

Let me put it this way, I used to be a talker, but now I am more like a listener.

"I'm sorry, did I disturb you?"

Ji Jing took a step back and looked at me hesitantly.

I understand what her sentence means. In 2007, I met a classmate in elementary school. He was very busy and I was very busy. We were perfunctory and didn't even exchange phone numbers. We just politely said a few days later and went their own way. In fact, more than ten years ago, I used to play marbles with him.

"It's not what you thought..."

I wanted to explain, but unfortunately I didn't think about how to explain it in detail.

At this time, the airport radio rang: "Please note, all passengers, please note that Flight XXX from Lhasa to Chengdu is about to take off, please board the plane quickly."

"I have to get on the plane, goodbye."

She was much more decisive than me and left after that.

My thinking was divided into two halves again, forming two views.

One view is that because of my incommunicative attitude, she misunderstood.

Another point of view is that she didn't take me seriously from beginning to end. The excitement or surprise I just saw her just now was my illusion.

No matter what view it is, in short, I and she have no contact information exchanged.

Without contact information, my appointment with her today is equivalent to not meeting her.
Chapter completed!