Chapter 111 The Shepherd's Blessing Snow(1/2)
Shen Gurong stared at Shen Fuzhi blankly for a long time, then suddenly turned around and ran away.
There seemed to be countless evil ghosts chasing him behind him. Shen Gurong panicked and left Fengdu directly, running forward without looking back.
Shen Fuji and Shen Wanglan looked at each other.
Shen Wanglan whispered: "Isn't he going to help?"
Shen Fuji rubbed his little head, but he didn't feel discouraged, but the light in his eyes dimmed a bit. He said softly: "It's love to help others, and it's your duty not to help. You can't be dissatisfied."
Wanglan was also very obedient, nodded, raised her hand to hold her father's finger, and comforted her with a soothing voice: "When Wanglan grows up, help father find his uncle, and he will definitely be found."
Shen Fuji nodded happily, holding his hand and carrying the small lamp, passing by the ghost who was still unable to stand up, and walked home slowly.
Shen Gurong panicked and ran straight into the gray fog.
His mind went blank, and he was running like crazy. In the end, his legs became weaker and weaker, his steps became slower and slower, and finally he staggered and fell in an endless wilderness.
Shen Gurong knelt on the ground with weak knees. He held his hands on the ground and almost dug his five fingers into the ground. He gasped for breath and stared at his own five fingers with distracted eyes. Shen Fuji's words were like beating drums, which almost shook him. of eardrums.
"My brother's name is Shen Gurong, and my sister is Shen Xiwu."
"I have been looking for my brother and sister. They went to Huadeng Street to watch the lanterns."
"Sorry, I don't remember what they look like."
My brother's name is Shen Gurong...
Watch the lanterns at Huadeng Street.
Shen Gurong's pupils trembled violently, and tears rolled down from his eyes, instantly moistening his eyes.
A moist feeling clung to her eyes and cheeks. Shen Gurong shed tears for a long time before slowly reaching out and pulling off the ice ribbon on her eyes and throwing them aside.
Shen Gurong covered his eyes with trembling hands and murmured: "I didn't see anything..."
He covered his eyes and when his vision was completely plunged into darkness, he heard the screams of those ghost towns again as if he had encountered a ghost, as well as the faint gasping in his ears.
"Gu Rong..."
In a trance, it seemed as if someone raised his hand to cover his eyes, his sleeve gently brushed against his cheek, and the faint scent of books and sandalwood brought from nowhere lingered in his breath.
"Don't look."
"You can just take a nap and you'll be fine."
"Don't... look."
Shen Gurong's eyes widened in horror, he screamed and suddenly put down the hand covering his eyes, and then tried his best to cover his ears.
"I didn't hear anything."
It seemed that if he didn't look or listen, he would still be the young master of the Shen family who was looking forward to returning home.
"I just want to go home." He cried softly, as if begging for something, "This is not my world, I, I just want to go home..."
Half asleep and half awake, Shen Gurong suddenly froze, as if he remembered something.
go home?
Shen Fengxue once gave him the key to go home...
That ball of light!
Shen Gurong trembled and searched for the light ball on his body, and finally found the light ball given to him by Shen Fengxue in the chaos.
The light group seemed to be a semicircle, slightly emitting a warm light, slightly illuminating Shen Gurong's sight.
He raised his hand and grasped the ball of light, as if grasping the last glimmer of hope.
As long as he crushes this ball of light, he can go home.
Return to Huilu City.
Return to my parents and brothers.
He would go back to the Lantern Festival, walk around the Lantern Street with his sister, and then return home safely.
The elder brother held a small lamp at the door of the mansion to light the way home for him, and scolded him with a smile not to come home so late in the future.
He will go home.
Shen Gurong believed so firmly.
At this moment, he was like the drug addict who relied on Hanshi Powder back in Lucheng, holding the ball of light tightly, his eyes full of urgency and inexplicable excitement, as if he was looking at the last glimmer of hope for life.
As long as he crushes the ball of light, it will prove that what he saw and heard today is just an absurd drama. No, the more than ten years he has been in this world have been all an illusory world in the storybook.
Only Huilu City is real.
Shen Gurong's knuckles turned white as he held on to the ball of light with all his strength.
The moment he was about to crush it, Shen Fengxue's previous words suddenly rang in his ears.
"Can you give up Mu Ban?"
"Can you give up everything in this world?"
For a moment, Shen Gurong's pupils became clear for a moment, as if in a daze. He knelt on the ground and stared blankly at the ball of light in his hand for a long time, gradually recognizing what the ball of light was.
Shen Gurong suddenly collapsed. He cried bitterly and pressed tightly on his internal organs, which seemed to have been scraped into pieces by a dull knife. The pain made him shed tears.
The ball of light in his hand is not the key to going home at all.
It was the half Yuan Dan in Shen Fengxue's body.
Crushing the Yuan Dan means killing Shen Fengxue.
No wonder Shen Fengxue asked him if he could give up everything when he gave it to him.
If he could give up his priesthood and everything in this world, it would be equivalent to giving up his own life.
Shen Gurong's face was covered with tears, and he was breathing slightly as if he was going to faint from the pain. He wanted to cry loudly, but he could only let out deeper sobs; he wanted to shout, but his throat could only let out a dying sob.
The hand holding Yuan Dan was shaking slightly, and Shen Gurong's knuckles turned white, but he did not dare to use any more strength.
"Shen Fengxue..."
Shen Gurong looked like a dying animal, holding Yuan Dan and bending down deeply, almost pressing his forehead into the dirty soil.
He whispered Shen Fengxue's name like crazy, but couldn't say anything else.
After an unknown amount of time, someone sighed softly in his ear.
Shen Gurong looked up with tears on his face.
Shen Fengxue, dressed in green clothes, stood in front of him, looking at him with lowered eyes and full of pity.
Shen Gurong's face was filled with tears, but he still struggled to get up, rushed to him quickly, stretched out his hand and grabbed Shen Fengxue's neck, and pressed him to the ground.
The two fell into the dirt, and the dust stained their white hair and blue clothes.
Shen Gurong shed tears expressionlessly, her whole body pressed against Shen Fengxue, her fingers pinched Shen Fengxue's neck, but she was trembling and did not dare to exert any force.
He gritted his teeth, his jaw clenched tightly, and said in a cold voice: "You lied to me."
Shen Fengxue's white hair was spread on the ground, and her face was still filled with pity and all-seeing sorrow.
Shen Gurong's voice was trembling, but his face was strangely calm: "You promised me that after saving Yu Xinghe and Mu Ban, you would send me away from this world."
Shen Fengxue suddenly laughed. He didn't feel scared even if his life was strangled. His dull eyes moved slightly and said: "When did I promise you?"
Shen Gurong was stunned.
He thought that everything he did after coming to this world was all due to the dream he had.
In the dream, Shen Fengxue was dressed in blood and said to him: "We must save him."
"Shen Gurong, save... Fengxue."
Shen Gurong stared blankly at the person who looked exactly like him, his mind went blank, and tears fell on Shen Fengxue's pale face one by one.
His lips trembled and he murmured: "I remember, you asked me to save...save someone. Yes, Fengxue, Shen Fengxue, you asked me to save you, I...I saved, I obviously It changed your destiny."
Changing the fate of Mu Ban and Yu Xinghe, Shen Fengxue's fate will also change.
"I...I'm done..." Shen Gurong looked at him almost desperately, "I saved you, look..."
Shen Fengxue looked at him silently.
The strength in Shen Gurong's hand became even looser. He looked confused and shook his head slightly, with a few strands of white hair sticking to his face as pale as paper.
"I'm not you." He tried his best to convince himself, "I am Shen Gurong and you are Shen Fengxue. We are not the same person. I was forcibly brought into this world by you..."
"There..." Shen Gurong raised his hand and pointed in a random direction, saying incoherently, "That's not Huilu City! I saw the words on the plaque, it was Fengdu! Fengdu! How could it be Huilu City? Woolen cloth?"
As he spoke, he became more and more frightened, and finally broke down and sobbed: "Fengdu is not returning to Lucheng, and I am not you either..."
That ghost is not his brother either...
Shen Fengxue raised her hand, gently pushed the tear-soaked white hair on Shen Gurong's face behind her ears, and said softly: "I have said before that you are not taking over, I am always in your heart."
Shen Gurong's face was full of despair. When he heard these words, he suddenly became cruel. He used some strength with his hand again, and said in a cruel and frightened voice: "You are not me, you are Shen Fengxue, Fengxue." Snow, no, is not my name. My parents and husband did not choose a name for me before I was crowned..."
Without taking the name, Shen Fengxue is a completely different person from him.
To be continued...