Chapter 250-252 Don't Care(1/2)
They rushed home and carefully arranged Mingxuan on the bed. Everyone gathered in front of the bed. They were silent for a long time, but no one knew what to say. After sinking for a long time, Xin Yun sent Yiluoxiang and Yan Qingying away and asked them to return to their respective secret rooms to practice. For a moment, only the unconscious Mingxuan, Lan's mother, and Xin Yun were left in the room.
After seeing off the two girls, Xin Yun turned around and looked. Lan's mother was sitting on the side of the bed with regret. Her fair jade hand stretched out and stroked Mingxuan's forehead lovingly, with reluctance in her eyes.
"Oh" sighed, Xin Yun walked to the chair beside the bed and sat down, and said with a wry smile; "I didn't expect that this would still not be stimulated. It seems that we have no way out."
Hearing Xin Yun's words, Lan's mother's movements suddenly froze, but she quickly recovered and slowly retracted her right hand. Lan's mother straightened her body and said softly: "Is there really no way or is there really only that path left?"
Nodding deeply, Xin Yun said decisively: "Although I'm not sure, I'm sure I will succeed, but now I think about it, there is only one way to go."
"But I really can't, I really can't." Hearing this, Lan's mother frowned in pain, her face full of struggle.
Looking at the appearance of Lan's mother, Xin Yun smiled bitterly and said, "I know I can't, but in fact, you don't need any actual actions. I just want you to say a word. Everything else can still be the same. And I believe that as Ming Xuan grows up, he will always understand everything and your relationship will gradually return to normal."
Looking at Xin Yun contradictoryly, Lan's mother opened her mouth several times, but in the end she still couldn't say a word. Although her outlook on life and values made her unable to accept such things, since it was for her son, many things would probably have to be sacrificed.
She didn't sleep all night. The next morning, Lan's mother showed her eyes slightly red, but she was sleepless. In the end, Xin Yun forced her to return to her room. Even if she couldn't sleep, she had to close her eyes and take care of her. By the way, she also thought about this matter.
It was not until noon that Mingxuan finally woke up, and Lan's mother thought it through. After lunch, Lan's mother washed it clean, then changed into a very beautiful dress, then called Mingxuan out, and stopped in a small pavilion by the pond in the sea of flowers.
The mother and son talked for the whole afternoon, and what they were talking about. Although many things were analyzed by Xin Yun, Xin Yun just pointed out in ambiguous way. What did Lan’s mother think and how the mother and son talked about, even Xin Yun had no way to guess.
In the evening, when the sun was about to set, the mother and son finally ended the conversation. Lan's mother didn't care. She looked calm and had a soft smile on her face. Ming Xuan was very different. She was like a proud little peacock. If she really gave him a tail, she could really go up to the sky.
Although he was very interested in the conversation between Lan's mother and Mingxuan, he would not ask even if Xin Yun was killed. Now Xin Yun is most curious about whether Mingxuan's soul shackles were opened after this conversation.
It seemed that I guessed Xin Yun’s idea. After dinner, Lan’s mother called Xin Yun to the living room and briefly explained what happened in the afternoon.
From Lan's mother, Xin Yun learned about the content of the conversation between the mother and son for an afternoon. The content of this conversation was actually mainly to establish Mingxuan's identity and status. Lan's mother told Mingxuan that Mingxuan's father had been dead for many years, and now she could only rely on Mingxuan, so she hoped that Mingxuan would work hard and become stronger as soon as possible to protect her mother.
In addition, Lan's mother also stood in a female surname without hesitation and praised Mingxuan for his performance in dangerous moments and his admiration for him. With all the praises, it is no wonder Mingxuan performed so much.
Lan's mother is a gentle and virtuous woman. She doesn't talk much in her daily life, but she uses her actions to express her inner thoughts. Therefore, Mingxuan has never heard of such praise before. If Xin Yun hadn't appeared, he would probably not have been able to hear so many praises from his mother's mouth in his whole life.
Speaking of this, Lan's mother paused for a moment, then smiled bitterly, "This is the limit I can achieve at present. I hope it will have some effect. If it really doesn't work, let's think of other solutions, what do you think of?"
When facing Lan's mother's words, can Xin Yun say something bad? Now, the only thing Xin Yun can do is pray. Pray that Lan's mother's method will be effective. Based on Lan's mother's surname and scrutiny, this is already the limit.
The next morning, Xin Yun directly pulled Mingxuan away from Shanhaicheng. Tomorrow is the registration period for the promotion assessment. If possible, Xin Yun would like to enter the second-year stage with Mingxuan, and then one year later, with Yiluoxiang and Yan Qingying, he would be admitted to the third-year stage.
Under the leadership of Xin Yun, the two arrived at yesterday's battle venue again. Looking at the broken scene around, Ming Xuan's face turned pale in an instant. If Xin Yun and the others had not arrived in time yesterday, the consequences would have been
Seeing Ming Xuan's fear, Xin Yun sighed, jumped off Yinglong, landed straight on the ground, then waved to Ming Xuan, signaling him to come down too.
Faced with Xin Yun's invitation, Ming Xuan could not refuse. He jumped down from the peacock dragon and landed on the grass below. After Lan's mother talked to him, Xin Yun obviously had something to say to him.
Accompanied by Ming Xuan, Xin Yun wandered on the grass covered with flowers and didn't say a word for a long time. Faced with this scene, Ming Xuan was not in a hurry. He just followed Xin Yun. He knew that once Xin Yun wanted to say it, he would naturally speak.
After walking for a while, Xin Yun suddenly stopped, turned around, and looked at Mingxuan seriously and said, "I don't want to hide it from you. Actually, I was attracted by those three guys yesterday."
"What" When Ming Xuan heard Xin Yun's words, he screamed in shock and looked at Xin Yun in disbelief, unable to believe his ears.
Looking at Ming Xuan with a shocked face, Xin Yun continued: "In fact, what happened yesterday was originally designed by us. Everything was not accidental, but inevitable."
"Why do you guys do this?" Mingxuan did not get angry when he heard Xin Yun's words, but asked in surprise and suspicion.
Looking at Mingxuan's expression, Xin Yun nodded with satisfaction. No matter what he did, at least Mingxuan's trust in him had not changed at all.
After thinking, Xin Yun said decisively: "There is certainly a reason why we do this. To put it bluntly, we just want to inspire your protection, so that you can burst out the potential of life at the most critical moment, and let your peacock dragon spread its face brilliantly."
"You and I" heard Xin Yun's words, Mingxuan was both grateful and ashamed. He knew that everyone was very anxious about his current situation and hoped that he would release his potential sooner, but in fact, does he really have that potential?
Mingxuan is very grateful to everyone, especially Xin Yun’s trust in him, but Mingxuan doesn’t know what Xin Yun judges, and even he doesn’t trust him, but Xin Yun is always full of confidence and hope for him.
Looking at Ming Xuan's hesitation, Xin Yun shook his head and said, "Brother, although confidence may not be possible, if you don't have confidence, you will definitely fail. Believe in my vision, you definitely have unparalleled potential. The key is when you are going to release this huge potential."
Hearing Xin Yun's words, Ming Xuan opened his mouth, but couldn't say a word. Indeed, his talent and qualifications were about eighty, but his potential was a full value of 100 that surpassed all living beings.
The so-called 100 does not mean that it is one year higher than 99. This 100 is the largest number. No matter how great the potential is, as long as it exceeds one hundred, it can only be expressed by one hundred. Even if it is actually 10,000, it can only be expressed by 100.
If we talk about it from this perspective, Xin Yun's words still make sense, but the biggest problem now is that Ming Xuan has no idea what potential he has, let alone how to release it.
Looking at Ming Xuan's confused expression, Xin Yun hesitated for a moment, then said decisively: "You don't have to be confused. In fact, your biggest problem now is that you cannot let the peacock dragon open its screen. Your most important task now is to overcome all difficulties and successfully let your peacock dragon open its screen. Once the peacock opens its screen, your potential will be fully released."
"But what exactly should we do to let the peacock dragon open its screen?" Ming Xuan shouted in shock when he heard Xin Yun's words.
Facing Mingxuan's inquiry, Xin Yun shook his head and smiled, "The dragon belongs to you. Only you know it best, how can you open the screen? You have to find the answer yourself, and no one can help you."
Speaking of this, Xin Yun raised his head and whistled to the sky. The next moment, Yinglong circled and twisted, and instantly flew to Xin Yun. Xin Yun jumped slightly and stood on the dragon's head.
Standing above the dragon beast, Xin Yun looked at Mingxuan condescendingly and said: "You can stay here for the next time. You don't need to worry about everything else. I will send you food. Your only task now is to carefully explore and successfully let the peacock dragon open its tail."
Speaking of this, Xin Yun nodded with a smile. At the same time, Ying Long twisted, instantly turned his body, soaring towards the air.
Looking at Xin Yun's figure quickly leaving, Ming Xuan couldn't help but stare in a daze. At this moment, Xin Yun suddenly turned the head and turned back to look at Ming Xuan with a high opinion: "By the way, I forgot to tell you that I will replace you tomorrow, but I applied for the second-year promotion assessment, so time is limited, so you have to hurry up." After saying that, Ying Long turned around again and instantly rushed to the distance. This time, Xin Yun did not look back.
After a while of a moment, Ming Xuan gritted his teeth, raised his hand to attract the peacock dragon, jumped up, and then began to exercise wildly over the grass where flowers bloomed.
"Open the Crime Screen for Me" accompanied by Ming Xuan's shouts, the peacock dragon kept making wailing sounds, and its huge tail was shaking and trying to unfold, but every time it moved, there would be intense pain.
With every shout, Mingxuan seemed to be in hell. Every time the peacock dragon's tail tried to open, a needle-like pain suddenly came from all over his body, as if there were thousands of sharp needles, and it was pierced from all over his body. The pain was absolutely unimaginable to those who had never tried it.
The peacock dragon is not the only one with Mingxuan. In fact, although the peacock dragon is not a common dragon, it is definitely not a rare dragon. However, the peacock dragons of other people can open their screens. Only Mingxuan's peacock dragons can never open their screens. Every time they try, they immediately feel pain like needles.
I tried several times in a row, but there was no progress. Once the long tail tried to stand up, the whole body would be stinging. I don’t know if the method was wrong or some other reason. If I continue to persist, I’m afraid the bird’s screen will not be opened and the person will suffer to death.
If it were in the past, Mingxuan would have given up long ago, but now, Mingxuan gritted his teeth and felt pain to death. He must not give up. He really doesn't want to continue like this.
With the repeated forced opening of the Bird Screen, Mingxuan's whole body was completely wet with sweat. While sweating profusely, Mingxuan's consciousness was a little blurred, but even so, Mingxuan still gritted his teeth and forced the Bird Screen again and again.
In a daze, Mingxuan kept flashing the scene of himself being bullied in his mind, remembering the dirty expressions of the three guys yesterday. Supported by the extremely cowardly and depressed feeling, Mingxuan endured the pain and continued to drive.
In a daze, the image of my mother appeared in Mingxuan's mind again, and her mother's voice rang in his ears again: "Xuan'er, you are the only man left in our family. You have to work hard and become stronger quickly. Mom will rely on you in the future."
In a daze, Xin Yun's smile appeared in Mingxuan's mind again: "Brother, work hard, wait for you to become stronger, let's go all the people who bully you back, hehe."
Confused
I don’t know how long it took, but Mingxuan finally fell into a coma. I don’t know how long it took, Mingxuan opened his eyes in a daze and looked around. He was lying flat on the grass. Not far away, the beautiful peacock dragon was lying beside him. Next to the peacock dragon, Xin Yun was looking at him with concern.
Seeing Mingxuan wake up, Xin Yun sighed and said, "How is it better?"
Faced with Xin Yun's concerned inquiry, Mingxuan smiled bitterly and said sadly: "I have really worked hard, but I can't do it, I can't make the peacock dragon open its tail."
"Oh" sighed and shook his head, Xin Yun smiled bitterly. Can't he really go ahead? But he is really unwilling to accept it. If Ming Xuan's peacock dragon could open his tail earlier, his strength would definitely be significantly improved compared to the previous lifetime.
What made Xin Yun most depressed was that he knew the crux of Mingxuan, but he couldn't speak. Lan's mother was like this. She was bound by morality and could not point directly at the lesions. The afternoon conversation was obviously equivalent to tickling through her boots, which was useless.
Looking at Mingxuan's decadent appearance, Xin Yun gritted his teeth and said decisively: "Mingxuan, I will tell you directly. Actually, I know the crux of yours. My opinion may be right or wrong, but no matter what, I hope you don't get angry with me because of this, okay?"
"What do you know why you can't open the screen?" Hearing Xin Yun's words, Ming Xuan's eyes lit up immediately, anxiously stood up, and looked at Xin Yun expectantly.
Facing Mingxuan's inquiry, Xin Yun did not answer directly. He looked at Mingxuan deeply, and Xin Yun said in a deep voice: "Mingxuan, you love your mother very much."
Hearing Xin Yun's words, Ming Xuan was slightly stunned, then grinned unnaturally: "Yes, I love my mother very much. She is the best mother in the world."
Smiling and shook his head, Xin Yun said clearly: "I know you love your mother very much, but is your love for your mother really the kind of love between mother and son?"
As soon as Xin Yun's words fell, Ming Xuan jumped up suddenly, like a monkey poked his butt, shouting loudly: "What do you mean by this? Of course my love for my mother is."
Before Mingxuan could finish his words, Xin Yun interrupted him completely and said loudly: "Mingxuan, can you tell me why the wild peacocks opened their screens?"
"I" heard Xin Yun's words, Ming Xuan's speech was interrupted. In addition, Xin Yun's question was too big, so I didn't know how to answer for a while.
Fortunately, Xin Yun didn't expect him to answer, and continued in a deep voice: "As far as I know, the peacock spreads his tail to court, and your question is here, because the female surname you admire is your mother, so you feel that your love is shameful and cannot be announced to everyone."
Speaking of this, Xin Yun turned his head and looked at the beautiful peacock dragon, and said pity: "The human soul is the dragon soul, two in one. If you let the peacock dragon open its tail, it is like asking you to express your feelings in public. That is an extremely painful thing. No matter how hard you are, no matter how painful it is, you can only endure it and will never say it out loud, right?"
Looking at Xin Yun blankly, Ming Xuan couldn't say a word, his face turned red, red and white. No one knew what he was thinking, but it was certain that he must be shocked inside, and the conflict was very fierce.
Looking at Mingxuan's red and white face, Xin Yun continued: "Although I know that saying this will make you embarrassed and embarrassed, you must be clear that if you continue like this, you will be so cowardly in your life and be bullied for the rest of your life. Is this what you hope?"
Hearing Xin Yun's words, Ming Xuan's expression changed instantly, his face turned pale, and he slowly raised his head. Ming Xuan looked at Xin Yun deeply and said, "Yes, I admit that you are very accurate, but I don't know what to do. What you should understand is that whether it is love or hate, it is not controlled by yourself. Like it is like it, hate is hatred, I can't control it myself, so please help me beg you."
When Xin Yun heard Ming Xuan's words, he breathed a sigh of relief. It was obvious that even at this moment, even if Xin Yun was so embarrassed, Ming Xuan still regarded him as a brother, a friend, and a friend.
What is brother? What is buddy? Yes, good brothers are like bras and hearts that always support you. Like underwear, even if you have ups and downs, it will always contain you. It is like sanitary napkins that you are sad and bleeding, and it will help you dry. It is more like condoms that will help you take care of the big things you have.
Many scandals may have to carry their parents and relatives on their backs, but in front of brothers, everything can be said and talked about. This is called brothers
Although Mingxuan felt very ashamed of his feelings, he did not have much resistance in front of Xin Yun. So what about shame? If you have anything to laugh at for your own brothers, you are a real guy. So let’s come up with ideas and help you to clarify.
While thinking, Xin Yun smiled and said, "Actually, you don't have to feel ashamed. Although there are not many people like you in this world, you are not the only one. It is the so-called Oedipus plot. Many people have this tendency, and the difference is only in the depth of the degree."
Speaking of this, Xin Yun paused for a moment, then continued: "There is no certain rule for the attraction between men and women. Although your relationship is indeed not accepted by the world, it is understandable. After all, you are a man and a woman. You have developed a good impression and love between each other. This is normal. The key lies in how you deal with it."
Listening to Xin Yun's analysis, Mingxuan felt something and nodded slightly. He seemed to feel relieved in his heart in an instant. After carefully observing Ming Xuan's expression, Xin Yun knew whether Ming Xuan could overcome his heartbreak and whether he could successfully open his face. The key was not his feelings for his mother, but his sense of shame for that feeling. If he always thought that feeling was dirty, he might not be able to announce it to the public if he killed him.
The formation of dragons is formed by the creation of dragon stone combined with human souls. It is two-in-one. Mingxuan's psychological condition directly determines the performance of the peacock dragon. When Mingxuan regards his feelings as the dirtiest thing, how can the peacock dragon spread its screen and not forget it. Peacock spreads its screen for courtship. Since this love cannot be announced, how can it be opened.
Looking at Ming Xuan's thoughtful look, Xin Yun continued: "There is no doubt that love is the best thing in the world. This is recognized. Before this definition, there were no notes or explanations. In other words, although your love for your mother is not accepted by everyone, it is also the best. You don't need to blame yourself for it, and don't feel dirty because of this. Love is the purest and most beautiful thing, how can it be dirty?"
"But" Hearing Xin Yun's words, Mingxuan frowned again and said with difficulty: "But although what you said makes sense, it's my mother after all."
Shaking his head, Xin Yun said seriously: "Mingxuan, look at me, and then tell me seriously, isn't Lan's mother a woman worthy of love for men?"
Looking at Xin Yun in surprise, Mingxuan said decisively: "Is this still necessary to ask? Mom is the most perfect and beautiful woman in the world, and she deserves everyone's love."
Shrugging her shoulders, Xin Yun smiled and said, "Isn't that enough? Since she is so perfect and so beautiful, what's the problem with you if you love her? In your words, she deserves everyone's love, including you."
I opened my mouth in surprise. Mingxuan was about to refute, but I couldn't find anything. Yes, my mother is so beautiful, so perfect, and a woman with such a gentle surname. Even if I love her, what's the strangest thing. Although this love should not exist, there is no doubt that it is also love, the purest and most beautiful love. In this regard, Mingxuan definitely has confidence.
Looking at Mingxuan's speechless look, Xin Yun suddenly expressed his serious expression and said in a deep voice: "You shouldn't have regarded this love so dirty. In this way, you not only defiled yourself, but also humiliated Lan's mother. Remember it for me. She is a good woman worthy of any man's love. You are one of them, because you are also a man."
Looking at Xin Yun in a wandering mood, Ming Xuan stuttered: "Yes, this love is not dirty, but this is a love that should not exist after all. We are mother and son after all."
To be continued...