The concept of self does not actually exist.

Humans do not have themselves.

From the moment we humans are born, we know ourselves through others.

"He is a good boy and has never cried since he was a child."

"He has an artist's temperament and has long hair."

"He loves studying very much and always wins first."

"He's just a gangster."

We cannot see ourselves, we cannot know ourselves, and we live in the eyes of others throughout our lives.

At the moment when the concept of "others" no longer exists, you will never be able to find your "self".

Because all labels lose their meaning. You can be a passionate, firm, lustful, wise, lazy person, but in essence, you are just a beast that has been tamed by yourself.

Have you ever thought about these things?

If not, you're going crazy soon.

Zhang Sirui—

You have made a sincere and meticulous plan for yourself. You plan to spend eight hours every day going downstairs to explore the city, say hello to Josie, look for supplies, and walk your dog by the way.

But you only lasted for two days.

Because the entire city of Gangzhou began to smell. Every residential building, every restaurant, every milk tea shop, every place with traces of human life, the food was rotting rapidly. Rats began to roam the streets in broad daylight, and occasionally skinny stray dogs would rush over the trash cans and stare at you with alert and malicious eyes. You can see that they were all hungry. Every time they took dozens of steps on Sunday, they would arch their bodies and burst into their throats.

You and it both smelled dangerous signals. So you gave up on the plan to continue looking for supplies on the streets and search for humans.

You and you returned to Junjue Hotel on Sunday, locking yourself in your room and staying in your door. The hotel cleaner's door card has a fixed time to use and will expire after 7 o'clock every night. Fortunately, you have found the central control room and found the universal master card from the drawer inside. You plan to stay here until the smell of rotten food dissipates, you know that the food will not smell all the time. When the mold breaks them down, the odor will disappear - in a better way, it is to starve the stray cats and dogs in the city to death. You have no pity for stray dogs, because with your knowledge reserves, it is difficult to determine whether these dogs have been suffering from rabies.

You spend time doing all kinds of things in the hotel, and at some point, you even feel like you're crazy. At first you'll spend some time making a fire on the rooftop, but cleaning and cleaning makes you tired, and you only use the barbecue rack twice.

Then, you start searching for videos related to bartending on Douyin. You learn to make Long Island iced tea, and you have no mint and can't make mojitos. You drink many different styles of cocktails, and soon, you get tired of bartending.

Later, you just play games day and night. When your eyes dry, you will open the live broadcast software to see if the panda called Cool is dead. Your schedule is very chaotic. Sometimes, you will watch movies and TV shows that Qiao Qianzi participated all night and sleep soundly during the day.

You get into some quirks. You start chatting about Sunday, treating it as a human, and even trying to teach it to speak. You run to the locker room of the Jungjue Hotel and steal all the black and white uniforms, put them in the shape of Mickey rats on the rooftop like the Art Creation I watched as a kid, and pray that Disney's legal department will send a helicopter to arrest you in court after seeing your work through Google Satellite, suing you for infringement.

You also said to Sunday: I will not only be infringed, but Disney can send snipers to kill me directly. You have developed the habit of taking a bath and teach you Sunday swimming in a bathtub. Although it is unwilling to learn, and will on-demand "Conan" when taking a bath. Until one day you suddenly remember that Conan is not finished yet and you will never see its ending again in your lifetime, you inexplicably collapse and cry, which scares Sunday.

You covered all the mirrors in the hotel with bath towels. The people in the mirror were too strange and frightened every time you saw them. You grew bearded and overeated, and you were hungover every day. Later, you started smoking.

You often stare at the countdown floating in the air in front of the floor-to-ceiling window. You forget for a long time and find that the countdown will take 36 years to reach the last second, and you don’t even know if you can live until the 36th year.

Every day you swipe your card in the Junjue Hotel to enter a new room to see if there were any guests in the room. When they disappeared, the guests would leave their phones. You have collected dozens of mobile phones, and if there are locks, try to crack the password three times a day. If there are locks, open other people's albums, Weibo, WeChat, and peek at other people's lives. Then use their mobile phones to download Tantan, and click like everyone nearby. You even use your own mobile phone to add these people's WeChat to try to become friends with them.

You live a decadent and luxurious life. You are afraid that you will never see humans again, and you are afraid that you will not survive if you leave this house that doesn’t have to worry about food and accommodation. You pretend that you are a social fear, just want to stay at home and play games and wait for death, and you have become such a person without realizing it. You are often nervous and start to suffer from insomnia intermittently, and feel physically discomfort. You search for your symptoms on Baidu, and once thought you were suffering from manic depression.

Something called "I" is coming from "you"

It gradually disappeared inside.

Until one week later.

That day you woke up from the big bed in the master bedroom. The Tmall Elf said good morning to you. The double-open floor-to-ceiling curtains and screens slowly opened. You looked at the time: 2:28 pm.

Sunday did not jump onto the bed and lick your face as usual. You called twice, and you couldn't hear the response. After a while, you heard the barking of dogs from the rooftop.

I never go upstairs on Sundays. But this time, it screamed quickly.

You came to the rooftop and saw Sunday barking in the direction of the countdown in the sky. You were puzzled, and when you turned your head, your heart beat a beat.

What I saw on Sunday was not the countdown.

What it sees is an airplane.

Under the blue sky, the red and blue light spots that appear from time to time are visible to the naked eye and gradually become clear.

A space airliner flying towards you.

The majestic emotions exploded in your chest. You pulled over the clothes on the ground, climbed onto the roof of the bar, shaking the clothes constantly, and calling out loudly.

"I'm here!!! Hello!!! I'm here!"

The plane is getting closer and closer, obviously rushing straight towards where you are.

You are getting more and more excited, and you can even see the porthole on the plane. Then, the words "South China Southern Airlines" on the fuselage are clearly visible.

Later, your excitement gradually turns into doubt and then into fear.

The plane did not slow down at all.

It is like a moth flying into your face desperately!

You felt something was wrong, and you didn't even have time to climb down the roof, and you jumped down the stairs. A sharp pain came from your ankles, and stars appeared in your eyes. The next moment you felt the strong wind blowing towards you robe and the next moment you heard a loud noise piercing the eardrum, and the next moment your eyes were dark.

July 31.

A trial-type solar passenger aircraft originally planned to take off from Hainan and manufactured by Swiss emerging technology solar     Impurse (Solar Power Plan) 2 hours after takeoff, it entered forced autonomous driving due to long yaw. After hovering in the eastern Guangdong area for a full ten days, it broke the existing Guinness flight record without landing or refueling. Finally, it lost all kinetic energy on August 10 and fell in Hetian District, Gangzhou City. After crashing into the bar on the roof of the Junjue Hotel, the third tallest building in Gangzhou City, it directly crashed into the distribution station opposite.
Chapter completed!