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&nXia Zichen is not used to having the laptop battery installed in the dormitory and home, so when the power is pulled out, the computer screen suddenly dimmed. ˋˊ Maybe he could choose to exit the game or turn off the phone in other ways, but at that moment, he just wanted to get out of that state quickly, and unplugging the power has become his instinctive choice.

He didn't know what attitude he should use to treat this game now and to treat people in the game. These were real and a bit illusory to him, making him unable to grasp the source and felt confused.

When he was chatting with Baicaozhe, he also faintly felt Can Mo Wuhen's meaning, so he used the excuse to alienate him. But when the previous guess was broken by the real and straightforwardness, the impact was still too strong for Xia Zichen. His previous distant attitude did not even play any role in buffering. Can Mo Wuhen broke in directly and told him an idea, an attitude, or a fact with his actions.

When he felt that he needed to be alienated, Xia Zichen could still pretend to be stupid about the relationship between the two. Anyway, Can Mo Wuhen didn't say it, and he just thought he didn't know. He also comforted himself because he thought too much, and maybe he was just being self-indulgent. After all, the other party has never made a clear statement. Everything may be just a misunderstanding caused by his careful care.

But now, Can Mo Wuhen has clearly expressed his intentions, and Xia Zichen has nowhere to hide and can only face them. And an invisible pressure has also come with it, as if on this emotional road, he has seen the gloomy at the end...

In the game, Xia Zichen has never stated his gender. This is his biggest disguise and the biggest deception in the game. ˋˊIf Can Mo Wuhen knew that he was a man, he would probably not be able to play this game anymore. It would be fine if he didn't scold him.

After Can Mo Wuhen interrupted his intention to make his gender clear last time, Xia Zichen also guessed whether the other party had realized that he was a man, but judging from today's incident, Can Mo Wuhen seemed to have no idea that he was a shemale, otherwise he would not have been so high-profile.

There are not many homosexual relationships in the game, but almost everyone is very low-key. Even if you want to use this kind of fireworks for confession, you will not choose to be in full view of the public. After all, homosexual-love is still a niche, marginal love.

After the announcement, An Jing and the others naturally saw it. When they saw Xia Zichen's abnormal behavior of directly pulling out the power supply, the excitement brought by the original PK competition also dissipated.

Xia Zichen has always been an idea person, but his behavior just now was obviously not what he would do. Now he can only say that he is concerned about this matter, or that he is concerned about Can Mo Wuhen. This made An Jing start to worry about him, because he also said that he didn't know whether this was good or bad for Xia Zichen...

Shen Yicheng came over, pulled away the power cord from Xia Zichen's hand, closed his computer, "Don't think about it, take a break early."

Xia Zichen didn't say anything, he was not sleepy, it was still early, but he just felt a little tired.

An Jing opened his mouth and wanted to comfort Xia Zichen, but he didn't know what to say. He sighed slightly, turned his attention back to the computer, and saw a system message popping out of yy in the lower right corner. Click it, it turned out to be Canmo Wuhen's friend application. ˋˊ

His yy had added Baicaozhezhe before, so it was not too surprising for An Jing to find the remaining moxa Wuhen.

Through a friend's application, Can Mo Wuhen quickly sent a sentence, "If it's convenient, please give me Chen Xi's mobile phone number."

An Jing frowned slightly and did not agree immediately, "I'll ask." After all, this is Xia Zichen's.

"Yes." Can Mo Wuhen didn't force it.

After coughing lightly, An Jing said to Xia Zichen: "Xiao Chenchen, Can Mo Wuhen asked me for your mobile phone number."

"No." Before Xia Zichen could speak, Chen Yicheng refused first. "After all, he should have said this to Zichen first. How can he end up doing this now?"

Tang Hui, who had been silent, said, "Is it the final word for Zichen to give my mobile phone number? Can Mo Wuhen didn't know that Zichen was a man before, and we were wrong when it came to this. If we hadn't deliberately kept it to Zichen, everyone wouldn't have thought Chen Xi was a woman."

The reason why Chen Xi's gender was hidden for so long was that Xia Zichen was not surprised by her own concerns, there was also the three of them deliberately concealed it. To put it nicely, they didn't want Xia Zichen to play games because of the matter of the shemale. After all, there are still some people in the game who hate the shemale account very much. But to put it nicely, they were selfish. No one of them opposed Xia Zichen's female actors, and they also considered that if they encountered troubles in love in the future, they could still pull Chen Xi out to get a break. This is also one of the reasons why they have not been plagued by love for such a long time, but this balance was broken by Chen Yicheng after Lian Fei'er appeared. ˋˊ" Ignore Chen Yicheng again, Xia Zichen changed his shoes and went out.

At night, it was still very cold in March, and there was no intention of rejuvenating. Xia Zichen put his hand in his outer pocket and walked towards the coffee shop on the corner of the street.

At around nine o'clock, there were very few people on the road, only a few couples passed by in a hurry, and Xia Zichen seemed a little abrupt when walking on the road.

When he walked into the coffee shop, the heating drove away the air conditioner on the surface. Xia Zichen ordered hot cocoa and stared blankly from the window. Because there were no customers in the shop, hot cocoa was quickly brought up, and then this small space returned to its comfortable and comfortable state.

The fingertips touched the warm matte mug, which was well isolated from the heat of cocoa. He hadn't sat here to drink for a long time, and remembered the last time it seemed that Gu Xu exchanged the hot cocoa for him.

At this moment, Xia Zichen suddenly wanted to see Gu Xu, and maybe he would feel more relaxed when he talked to him. Although Gu Xu had told him before that he should be brave enough to try things that made him retreat, it was much more difficult to do it. This was something that required two people to share the same understanding. He didn't want to fall into it, but Can Mo Wuhen pulled out, and he didn't know how to face the situation at that time.

He couldn't say that he had no feelings for Can Mo Wuhen at all. If he really didn't, he wouldn't have been so entangled. But even if he accepted Can Mo Wuhen now, he still had no confidence in this relationship from the bottom of his heart. He always felt that he would part in the end and would not have a good result.

His father's love is the best lesson for him. No matter how serious the promise is, it has overcome the pressure of reality and the trivialities of life. ˋˊ In the face of this invisible pressure, there is always someone who will choose to withdraw. From the moment he can remember it, his memory of his father's relationship remains in endless quarrels.

That kind of quarrel is not about emphasizing one's own point of view to solve the problem, but about completely cutting through each other's hearts with the coldest words, dividing each other's world, and tearing off the love that once touched each other... After such a quarrel, there is no need to retain or nostalgia, and simply expelling the other person from his life is the final ending of this love...

Hurt, pain, cold mo, despair... Although Xia Zichen was young at that time, he deeply felt these too complicated feelings for him. When he grew up, Xia Zichen kept thinking, if this was destined to be the result, why should he fall in love at the beginning?

At that time, the little Xia Zichen was always very scared, afraid that his father would abandon him, so what should he do?

Fortunately, in the end, my father did not leave him behind, but took him to start a new life. Although it was very hard, my father never complained or complained. In addition to family affection, Xia Zichen's feelings for his father also had respect and gratitude. It was a complex emotion that he could not even say. He just hoped that he would be able to be filial to his father in the future and make his life easier.

Xia Zichen is not disbelief of love, but love is something that is so precious to him that he can't find. He doesn't think he will be so lucky. There are very few loves that are truly unfamiliar with the opposite sex, let alone the same sex?

In his heart, it is enough to just hope to have a stable and peaceful life...

A phone ringtone called back Xia Zichen's attention. He glanced at the call and found that it was Xia Yuze.

Xia Zichen immediately answered the phone, "Hey? Dad."

"What are you doing?" Xia Yuze's voice was smiling, with the gentleness of his father.

"Drinke something outside." Xia Zichen looked at the deserted street outside the window and replied.

"I'm in a bad mood? Why is my voice so low?" After all, I was raised by myself. Xia Zichen changed a little, so naturally he couldn't escape Xia Yuze's ears.

"Nothing big is going on." He didn't know how to tell Xia Yuze about such things.

"That's good. You're too old, and you have to learn to solve many things yourself." Xia Yuze's tone became a little more serious, "Dad is not you, and some things can't be answered."

"I know." Xia Zichen didn't want his father to worry about his affairs.

"Chenchen, you are not a father either. You may not experience what dad has experienced, so don't retreat before it has been experienced." His son has never let him worry about anything, and Xia Zichen has always been an idea-making person. The only thing that can make Xia Zichen depressed but not willing to tell him is related to feelings.

"Dad..." Xia Zichen said to his lips and stopped again.

"No matter what it is, it will be solved in the end. It may be easier to treat things that make you depressed with the attitude of solving problems."

"I understand." After all, he could not avoid it so much forever. Instead of worrying about the result of this matter, it is better to think about whether there is a need to start this matter.

"Well. I'm going on a business trip next Wednesday and I'll come back on Sunday night. Tell you so that I won't be there when you go home." Xia Yuze turned the topic back to the purpose of making the phone call.

"Okay, then I won't go back next weekend." Xia Zichen responded.

The father and son chatted for a while. When Xia Zichen saw that it was almost time for the dormitory to close, he hung up and got up and left the coffee shop. His mood was much more relaxed than when he was...

After a day off, on Monday night, Xia Zichen went to QQ. Chen Yicheng had not come back yet. An Jing and Tang Hui had evening classes and had to go back to bed at nine o'clock.

As expected, Canmo Wuhen was online and a message was sent soon.

"Come?"

Xia Zichen pursed the corner of his lips and sent a voice invitation directly.

Canmo Wuhen paused for a few seconds before accepting the invitation.

Soon the voice was connected and the headset was quiet.

Xia Zichen breathed a little and said, "I am a man..."

Canmo Wuhen was silent for a while, then a low chuck came from his ear, "I know."

The low voice was still unaware of the essence. While surprised by the other party's understatement, Xia Zichen's previous heart was relieved...

It seems that things are not as bad as he thought...

The author has something to say: updated.

I saw someone saying that unplugging the power supply on the laptop is useless. In fact, if you don’t install a battery, unplugging the power supply is just as easy as possible.
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