Chapter 238 I love you so much, I love you so much
Li Weihuan was indeed drunk, drunk and couldn't stand up. He seemed to be unconscious. Yang Su called him several times and ignored him. Nanxi looked at him and tears fell down at that time!
"Nanxi, come and call him. I see if he is pretending. Damn, I can't recognize me. I don't think I'm deaf in my ears, but my brain is getting water!"
There was no wave in Li Weihuan's expression. Yang Su was still scared when she saw it. She frowned and pulled Nanxi, "Forget it, you'd better come on, I don't care!"
Nanxi walked over and looked at Li Weihuan leaning against the sofa. He opened his eyes. His eyebrows flashed when he saw Nanxi, and his eyes suddenly turned red. What was Nanxi feeling in his heart at that moment?
I don’t know, it’s very uncomfortable anyway, it’s really uncomfortable!
"Weihuan..." She shouted, and as soon as her arm was stretched out, she was pulled by Li Weihuan. She tried very hard because Nanxi felt that her wrist hurt!
Li Weihuan looked up at her, her red eyes surprised Nanxi, "Weihuan..."
She was about to say something else, but Li Weihuan pulled her into front of him with force. Nan Xi almost half-kneeled and crawled on him...
Seeing this, Yang Su wanted to say something, but was pulled by Bai Yuchuan, "Let's go out first!"
Yang Su bit her lip, but in the end she went out unwillingly. Only Nanxi and Li Weihuan were left in the private room!
"Nanxi, why, you don't love me?"
Li Weihuan's voice was low, as if it was coming out of his soul, with hoarseness and sorrow, which made Nanxi not know how to answer!
Why don't you love him?
She also wanted to know that she met such a good big boy. The two of them had been together for six years, and had been through laughter and tears over the past six years. She had experienced so much, why didn't she love him?
Why can't she fall in love with him?
She felt that the word "not love" was a sin when she said it!
"Haha!" Li Weihuan laughed out loud without getting Nanxi's answer. He stretched out his hand, with gauze wrapped around his hand. He rubbed Nanxi's face little by little, rubbing the wetness on her face. He felt a little powerless. He felt that he might never have the chance to touch her face like this again!
"So, I'll ask you another question..." He spoke slowly, his voice low, "Why do you love him? How is he better than me... than me?"
Nanxi's body trembled, and finally she couldn't help but cover her mouth and cried bitterly. She didn't know how to answer, and she didn't know how to answer...
Is there any answer to love or not? Since ancient times, have there been explanations for falling in love with someone or not loving someone?
Apparently, never!
Li Weihuan looked at Nanxi who was crying so helplessly, reached out to hold her whole in her arms, hugging her very tightly, wishing she could be rubbed into her body!
He felt the trembling of the woman in his arms, and he also felt that his arms were not warm. However, even if he could not warm her, he still didn't want to let her go, and still didn't want to let her go. What should I do?
"Nanxi..." He called her, his voice heartbroken, "Nanxi, don't leave me, okay?"
Nanxi didn't speak, but just leaned in his arms and cried quietly, tears seemed to flow endlessly. The feeling of despair reminded her of the night when her parents disappeared six years ago!
But she was desperate, and she couldn't say the word "good". It was time to let go. This big boy had delayed him for six years. She could no longer delay him and continue to harm him!
His palm rubbed against Nanxi's hair. Her hair was very long and dark, and she was very beautiful when she was dispersed. He had never told her that when he first saw her in Hong Kong, his first feeling was not: Oh, this little girl is so beautiful!
But: Oh, this little girl’s hair is really that long!
It's longer than what he saw in the DV...
Some past events are hidden in his heart, and some people are hidden in his reality. He always thought that he was hiding well, very deep, but no matter how deep it is, it is not as deep as reality!
In the end, he lost her, from body to heart!
He never told her that if he could, he really hoped that when he took her away from Hong Kong, he would leave completely!
Go to a place that everyone can’t find, only her and him, so she will never leave him again!
I will definitely not meet Lu Yinchu, nor will I fall in love with Lu Yinchu!
She will stay by his side for the rest of her life, even if there is no love!
Really, he has asked for nothing in his life, only one Nanxi, but now he can't even defend Nanxi!
So, what should he do in the future?
Without Nanxi, what are the things he strives for, what he hopes for, what he hopes for? He doesn't know...
It was like a driftwood that was suddenly thrown into the sea, and suddenly, I couldn't find the direction!
"Nanxi, what should I do? Nanxi, what should I do..."
As he said, he hugged her tightly, and he felt that the time around him seemed to have become very rapid all of a sudden!
He quickly counted down the moment when he lost Nanxi...
He is about to lose Nanxi...
"Nanxi, you speak, why don't you speak? You say you won't leave me, you speak!"
He shouted in despair and pulled Nanxi out of his arms and looked into her eyes, "Nanxi, say, say you love me, say you love me..."
Nanxi bit her lips, and her lips were almost bitten to pieces, but she couldn't say anything. What should she say?
If you say it, it’s wrong, if you say it, it’s hurt...
Li Weihuan's eyes were red, her face was covered with tears, and her clear eyes were already turbid!
He rubbed Nanxi's cheeks, looked at her eyebrows and eyes, and spoke word by word: "Nanxi, do you know how much I love you? Do you know how many wrong things I did to love you? Do you know how many people I hurt to love you? I love you so much, so much, why can't you love me a little, even a little?..."
Nanxi didn't speak, tears kept flowing, unable to stop, feeling that the water in his body was about to be swallowed up, and felt that he was about to cry to death!
"Nanxi, you speak, you speak, why don't you speak, why don't you speak..."
Li Weihuan shouted, as if he was crazy, then he lowered his head and kissed Nanxi's lips, which was very heavy!
She pressed Nanxi on the sofa, held up her face, lowered her teeth with her tongue, and kissed her heavily, hoping to get Nanxi's response!
As long as she responds to him, he still believes that she loves him a little, and she still loves him!
But, no, no matter how he kissed her, tears fell out of his eyes, the kiss made the mouth feel sweet and fishy, and the lips were sore and chilled...
Nanxi still didn't respond to him, and did not respond to him at all!
At that moment, Li Weihuan suddenly realized: the girl she was holding at this moment was no longer hers!
Chapter completed!