His lips were ripped in a curve, but it didn't look like laughing, but like crying.

He took off his mask and put it aside, his fingers trembled a little, so weak that he even felt like he would fall off his hands and land.

Jun Zhan tried to control the trembling force of his fingertips and clenched his hand, but he was so unsuccessful that he even trembled slightly.

He looked up at the air, as if he was talking to someone, and he was impatient with his annoyance.

"Don't complain about me nagging. I really can't rest assured that you are. You leave alone and take good care of yourself. You can't cook and are picky about food. Remember to let the people around you remember what you don't like to eat.

Don’t be busy all day long. No matter how busy you are, you must eat on time when the time comes, otherwise it will be bad for your health. Don’t settle down. No one can let you settle down... I also can’t.

Remember to drink a glass of warm water when you wake up in the morning. You should rest early at night and don’t stay up all night.

You like to eat desserts, but eating too much sweeter will not be good for your health. You must pay attention to it. You can let the people around you learn it and make sugar-free for you with your own hands. The ones you make are better than those sold outside.

Also, if they don’t take good care of you and are sick and injured, you must use medicine. Don’t think it’s troublesome. Small injuries are also injuries. It’s you that hurts. If you think the medicine is bitter, you can buy some candied fruits and eat it…

Well, it turns out that I have said so much, don’t be annoyed. Anyway, you can’t hear it anyway. I will just talk to you alone. You must take good care of yourself and take good care of yourself..."

As he spoke, even his voice trembled, as if he was choking, his eyes seemed to be fragmented, and he pulled away all the brilliance in an instant.

This person who had never had red eyes, his eyes were gradually red, as if he was about to cry.

The tip of the nose was a little sore, and the heart was stiff and painful, like a blunt knife stirring in the heart, which made the whole person lose strength. The torn wounds were covered with dark red blood, dripping onto the ground, gathering at the man's feet, making people look frightened.

Jun Zhan could no longer tell whether it was a pain in his body or a pain in his heart. It was so painful that even the scene in front of him was so blurred that it could not be seen clearly.

He staggered back two steps, and was a little unsteady, leaning against the cabinet door, forcibly supporting his body.

Jun Zhan raised his head slightly, not wanting to let tears fall, but his eyes were red and blurred. How could he deceive himself?

This man who has always been straight and always controls everything, is proud and conceited, has red eyes for the first time.

Jun Zhan pressed his heart and mouth hard with his hands, and his finger bones turned white. He bit his thin lips tightly, and there was a smell of blood in his mouth.

Don't cry,

No one feels sorry.

Why are you crying?

You deserve it.

What's there to cry,

You made the choice at the beginning, why did you cry?

His eyes were a little dark and his brain was drowsy. Jun Zhan took a long time to wake up.

"I'm sorry..."

Jun Zhan smiled, under his wet eyelashes, his eyes seemed to have broken stars. He said, "I always feel sorry for you, I have never dared to say it. Well... I don't have the chance to say it now, I'm sorry."

I'm sorry for too many of you, I don't know where to start.

I can't repay you for what I owe you, and maybe I won't see you in my life.

But it doesn't matter,

My life is yours. If you still have a chance to meet..., whatever you want and what you want to do, I will become the sharpest knife in your hand.
Chapter completed!