"Jun Zhan, I know I can't persuade you. A person's life will eventually have to make decisions. No matter how many advice others have, they can only be regarded as suggestions, but I hope you can think carefully about how you should live."

Nan Li threw down his pen and looked at the man whose eyes were staring at the copywriting and had never staggered it. He said earnestly: "A person's life is very long, and it is impossible to give up everything for the sake of a person. You are so smart and should not live so ridiculously. You should think carefully about what you want. You are still very young now, you have a long time, and you can still get happiness. All this is something that the dead cannot give to you. Jun Zhan, don't lock yourself in a dead end, it's not worth it."

Jun Zhan stared at the copywriting and listened to Nan Li's paintings very seriously. He calmed down and suddenly said, "But what if someone once wanted to give up everything for me?"

That night,

The last painting he saw, the date written below, was the day of his birthday. The words on that painting were different from the blessings on other paintings, but...

"He smiled at me this morning and was very happy. He wanted to be the one who accompanied him to watch the sunrise and to the sunset. He would like to say hello to him every day. He wanted to let go, if there was no power dispute and no Xiyun royal family, wherever he wanted to go, I would accompany him, would he like me? Or would he still want to give it a try. Happy birthday, the person I love the most.

November 3rd.”

He only realized that

It turned out that his smile could make her write it carefully and happily on the painting.

It turned out that day, she made such a decision.

If he hadn't rejected her at that time, hadn't proposed to see the fireworks, nor had the jade carving broken, perhaps now, they would be in a small village, wearing blankets, leaning against each other, listening to the nursery rhymes in the village, and reading books together.

Then spend the dull and warm winter.

But,

All of this was broken by him.

so,

In his future life,

There will never be such an illusory and dreamy winter again.

Jun Zhan often thinks,

The man had already made such a decision that day, but he watched the broken dream with his own eyes on that day.

She had long known that what he called watching fireworks was just an excuse, but in the end she compromised so much that she let go of everything and realized it because of his casual words. She was so smart that she must have guessed that the fireworks would not be so pure, and maybe it would be a waste in the end, but she still did it without hesitation.

Until I really saw him breaking the jade carving with his own hands, and at the same time, he also broke the illusory dream outlined by the man in his heart.

At that time,

How much pain should that person's heart hurt? How could he leave with great peace and calmness even though he was covered in bruises?

So,

Compared to the injuries that man suffered, what is he worth now?

Since Ranbai left, Jun Zhan would come to sort out the wooden house every day to make it look like it used to be. When Ranbai was still there, Jun Zhan had never touched these copywriting papers, just wanted to keep them the best and wait for that person to come back.

If I hadn't missed that person very much that day and unconsciously rubbed the table with my fingertips, Jun Zhan might never have known what that person had done for him and how much he had silently paid behind his back.
Chapter completed!