She didn't understand until today when she remembered what she said,

It is "'want to be with you forever." rather than "I'm with you forever."

"Scammers, it turns out... they are all lie..." Ranbai suddenly laughed, laughing as bright as a flower. Her forehead was pressed against the cold glass, and her voice was hoarse: "Scammers..."

It hurts so much.

The fine and dense pain seemed to weave a net, surrounding people.

Her face was pale like a fragile window paper, and she was evacuated from all the temperature.

The moment the Ferris wheel rose to the top, the oath that fell in my ears seemed to be hot in the galaxy, but now I have come back again. If you think about it carefully, it is just the falling and extinguishing of the stars.

Get off the Ferris wheel,

Ranbai stayed in place, the night was dark and there were bright lights around her. She raised her eyes and looked up at the rotating Ferris wheel.

It seems that it never stops, just spins around.

It is said that the person who looks up to the Ferris wheel is looking up to happiness, but what about her? What is she thinking about?

The Ferris wheel crossed one after another of thrilling and uneasy tracks in sight, and it will never stop again and again.

I really envy the opportunity to return to the Ferris wheel. No matter how many times I pass the closest to the sky, it seems that I can touch the sun, the moon, or maybe the stars, and then I can return to the original origin again and start over.

But she could never return to her original origin.

The girl looked up at the Ferris wheel, her eyes shaking, her pupils slightly blurred, like extinguished fire, like broken light.

The stars in her eyes.

Lost.

Ranbai lowered his eyes slightly and withdrew his gaze that fell on the Ferris wheel.

But I accidentally caught a glimpse of the furry figure surrounded by a group of children in the distance, and it was still the panda, honest and cute.

Ranbai smiled slightly, but his eyes were slightly broken.

The panda is still there,

But

The treasure that belongs to her is gone.

"Hi, this lady." But what was surprising was that the young man in the plush bear fur actually came over, took off his panda mask, showed his young face, smiled brightly, and his eyes were bright, "I remember you."

"Hmm?" Ranbai raised his eyebrows without moving his expression.

"Hey, the last time your Mr. Si came to me just to give you a surprise, and I was very impressed." The young man scratched his head, smiled, looked around Ranbai, and asked curiously: "Why didn't you see that person?"

Ranbai's fingertips paused slightly. Her long eyelashes covered her eyes, and the arcs that curled the corners of her lips did not fall, and she always smiled like a flower. Even though her eyes were filled with loneliness, "He, he was asleep and had not woken up yet."

"Oh." The young man didn't think about it carefully, just nodded.

The curve of the corners of the dyed lips never fell, and there was a slight shaking light in the bottom of her eyes, with obvious broken marks.

The surrounding lights seemed out of place with her.

The candy in the candy house is still very sweet, there are children laughing around the panda, and the Ferris wheel is still spinning.

But the person who held the rose in his mouth and made her promise was never seen again.

When Ranbai walked out of the amusement park,

The sky became darker, like a black cloth splashed with the thickest ink covering the sky and blocking the stars all night.

The first thing Ranbai did when he returned to the villa,

Just came to the dim basement to find Si Jin.

She looked at the boy lying quietly and indifferently in the ice coffin, and smiled at the corner of her lips, and lay there softly, "I'm going to the amusement park today."

No response.

A dead quiet.

But Ranbai didn't care at all, but just looked at the boy's face without blinking. All the thrilling and pathological paranoia and obsession were hidden deep in the eyes. She said to herself, with a smile on her tone: "The candy house is still open. I went to buy candy, but there was no change, but there was no candy you bought for me."

She had long been used to such quietness, and continued to say, talking to herself like a madman, and also to Si Jin, "I also took a Ferris wheel, but this time I was alone..."

Responding to her was the ultimate embarrassing silence and silence of eternal silence.

But she smiled with her eyebrows and eyes curled up, stunning, "I also saw the panda, but the people inside were different. To be honest, the first time I saw it, I hope you were walking towards me."

She was silent for a while, her long eyelashes drooped, muttering softly, with a little aggrieved complaint: "Si Xiaojin, a liar..."

We promised to be together forever.

After a while, the girl gently curled her blood-crying lips again, her voice was very soft, paranoid and bizarre, "How can the promise be changed?... Soon, we can be together forever."

The long eyelashes half covered the deep bloody eyes, as if dyed a layer of mist, and silently brewing the storm in peace.

It took nine days to delineate it.

Repeat every thing that Si Jin did with him.

Walking alone through the tree-lined paths on campus;

Stay alone in a quiet library;

Walking alone across the road with traffic lights;

A purposelessly shuttled through the downtown at night;

A man lost in a foreign capital;

Strolling alone in the ancient city;

Eat cake alone.

There are so many good people in this world, but there is only the boy in white who belongs to her.

Will hold her hand gently,

Will peck the corner of her lips inadvertently,

I will patiently say good night to her every night,

Will warm her hands in countless cold winters,

I will also accompany her to watch the sunrise, to the sunset, from the early morning to the twilight,

She was like a gentle and pure god who belonged to her, restrained all her indifference and paranoia and called her affectionately. Her tone was as gentle as the long drizzle in the south of the Yangtze River, and like the handful of stunning fresh snow on the eaves of the house in winter, clean and pure, and said to her: "——As long as you call me, I will be there all the time."

Everything is gone.

Gu Yu saw Ranbai again, because he was in the psychology center.

Surprise was true. He didn't expect this girl to come to him on his own initiative.

But Gu Yu also did not expect that this time he met was the last time in his life.

This is the second time Gu Yu has seen Ranbai.

He had met him less than a month ago, but he felt that the girl now was even colder and more unfamiliar than before.

If it was the coldness and indifference of her personality before, then now she

It is like a stagnant water, like an frozen lake, like a dead cold pond, looking at it, deep and lonely.

It seemed that because of the person's departure, the breathtaking brilliance in his eyes completely disappeared, replaced by a deserted desert, and there was no trace of light and shadow. There was no trace of temperature in her eyes, only the biting coldness and strangeness.
Chapter completed!