3152. Chapter 3152 Spring apricot flowers blowing all over the head
When the eyes of the white eyes are sideways,
The sight just happened to hit this scene.
Shi Qingci's movements paused, put down everything in his hand, and placed the medical record on the table. His expression was a little lazy, but it was restrained in an instant. He looked at Ran Bai, his tone was clear and low, which was easily reassuring.
"You don't have to worry."
"This time it was an emergency, maybe a heart problem, and a rejection reaction was produced. You need to do a specific examination to confirm whether there are other problems."
Shi Qingci asked: "You have been in a stable state for the past year and your condition has recovered well. This time it is really surprising. Or, what serious stimulation have you been exposed to?"
The girl's face was as pale as snow, very sickly white, and even her lips were light.
Only those eyes were very deep and dark.
"Shi Qing Ci."
She spoke, her voice hoarsely.
“Where did my heart come from?”
This is the first time Ranbai has mentioned this matter in a year, and it is also the first time he asked, but it is not the last time.
When she asked this,
The tone is very light and quiet, without any excessive ups and downs, but it gives people a feeling of storm.
She is the person
Put everything in my heart, piled up into wounds, always alone, lonely and lonely.
Shi Qing Ci has thought about it,
Ranbai would ask him such questions.
Even shortly after the initial operation, when Ranbai woke up, he was ready to answer this question.
He even thought about countless excuses carefully in advance and practiced silently many times in his heart to ensure that there were no mistakes, that the girl would not notice any problems, and that she would be foolproof.
But Ranbai didn't ask.
I haven't spoken a word in a year.
Until this day,
Just when Shi Qingci thought Ranbai would never take the initiative to ask this question in his life, he was caught off guard without warning.
I heard this question that should have appeared a year ago.
This caused all Shi Qingci's thinking and actions to pause, completely blank, and at a loss, and fell into a long silence.
Ranbai opened his mouth again.
The question is very light, but it is unforgettable.
Every word is hurt, as if it was a sentence that was said with all my life after silently breaking down from the bottom of my heart and blood was pouring out by the blade.
"Or else, change the question..." she said: "Is this heart Jiang Yuyan's?"
A simple sentence.
Destroy a world, and how many people have they destroyed?
When such a question finally fell into my ears after a year, Shi Qing's poems felt as if they were expected and the dust settled.
From the beginning of the night when the wind and snow were stormy, I couldn't look back and it was doomed. When I saw the boy covered in blood and performed a night of heart-changing surgery on the two of them, Shi Qingci vaguely realized the ending today.
It won't be hidden for too long.
All the lies compiled, seemingly becoming more peaceful, peaceful, and everything is developing in a good direction, will be torn apart by its cruel hands at some point, and the most bloody and cruel truth buried in the deepest and hidden under the stable and happy appearance will be completely exposed to the air.
It seems that the poisonous vine man is spreading infinitely.
And now,
Look,
This day finally came.
How to deal with it?
This should be done for the rest of my life.
At that moment,
He completely fell into the abyss of never-ending temperature and no light was seen.
The deep and bone-like coldness spread to the internal organs, limbs and bones, occupying the heart. Shi Qingci felt that his whole body was cold, as if it was frozen in the ice, unable to breathe or struggle, and could only welcome death silently, waiting for the verdict.
His eyes were shattered, his eyes were slightly red, he stared at Ranbai, his usual calm and politeness, and his graceful gentlemanly disintegrated completely irresistible at this moment, and he smiled.
"If I said no... would you believe it?"
Will you believe it?
Will you believe it...
My girl,
Please,
Don't rigorously tear open and expose all the dark and truth, there will be no room for maneuver.
at the same time,
Ranbai also smiled, and was deeply saddened, surrounded by dreams and truth, and died in the darkness before dawn.
"I don't believe it."
Three gentle words,
Sentenced everything,
Finally, the bloody reality came.
I have been careful for the past year, always walking on thin ice, and I have maintained the illusion created by myself and finally became a waste.
It's just a mirage, a mirror and a water moon.
And now,
The whole world falls apart before our eyes.
And you,
Never defeat the army again.
Whether it is Jiang Yuyan, Shi Qing Ci, or Ran Bai, he will eventually pay a price that he cannot imagine for such truth and facts in his life.
The fate of the three of them is closely bound together and entangled with fate. What is fate is fate, fate comes and goes, and it is evil.
No matter who it is,
You can't escape even if you run away, and you can't escape even if you leave.
They did not welcome the dawn and died in the darkness.
…
It turned out that the whole world was hiding it from her, and everyone was personally preparing a dream of peace, happiness and worries for her for the rest of her life.
But no one asked her.
What is her choice?
And whether or not you want it or not.
Premonition about the truth,
Maybe it happened at the beginning, when I was lying on the operating table and was uneasy and resistant; the first second when I opened my eyes after the operation; the first time I felt the vitality of my heart beating; when Jiang Yuyan was completely gone and there was no trace; in that letter of farewell on that New Year's snowy night.
Everything has planted a tiny, undetectable seed, hovering in the deepest part of the heart and lingering, taking root and sprouting without realizing it, gradually growing.
Until that day,
It was completely unable to suppress and restrain himself, and it exploded completely.
——Shh, don’t talk, just listen.
——When you one day, the warm years you have spent in the days; after waking up every night, embrace the dawn and the rising sun; when you face the prosperity and hustle and bustle of this world, the traffic is full of dreams and fantasy; everything is so real, what is real is the whole world that belongs to you.
——But at the moment when the facts were revealed without leaving any room for your own hands, I finally found that the peace and joy you originally thought were, and the victory of everything was an illusion.
——What you have and never have should not belong to you, everything is fake, the dream is broken, and you wake up and eventually become a sorrow.
——How would you choose?
Maybe,
This is fate.
No one can escape its gifts and disasters.
…
I like it.
That was something I never thought of, so ridiculous.
Ranbai never expected this life.
And when she understood, it was too late.
Chapter completed!