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Chapter 1981: Frozen Frozen! Finale with a postscript(2/3)

The history of the soul master has now leap, and level 100 is no longer the highest limit of the soul master. As for what level it can reach, it is not clear that the Douluo who can break through the limit is also exploring.

The ranks who broke through the hundredth level will ultimately not be able to live forever because they did not have the position of God's slander, but their lifespan will also increase to three hundred years.

Douluo Continent is still evolving. What is the end of the soul master? At least before the evolution is completed, no one can know.

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The extreme north is abyss of ten thousand meters.

Under the huge ice layer, the two bodies hugged each other tightly.

The strange nine-colored light appeared faintly in a person's abdomen, reflecting their figures and the golden spear that penetrated their bodies!

(The book is over)

Introduction to "The Four Ultimate Douluo Continents": Ten thousand years later, the ice melted.

Please read the postscript!

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postscript.

I have finished writing a novel of more than 5 million words. There are really many things I want to say to everyone. I believe that each of you feels sad when you see such an ending. In fact, the one that is most reluctant to let go of me and the most sad is me. So, if you have time, you might as well finish reading this postscript.

In fact, in the past two years, there have been many things I want to tell you, but I am afraid that it will affect your reading experience. So I have accumulated so much that I can express it until now, which can be considered as a conclusion for the Dragon King and find hope for the future.

I was born in 1981. I often call myself Xiao Tang for the sake of being modest, but Xiao Tang is really not young anymore. I am already thirty-seven years old this year. However, I never thought that my midlife crisis would come so early.

If you read books online, you will find that our daily updates have been reduced from 6,000 words per day to 5,000 words per day. Even the original three updates per Monday were gone. Many book friends complained, scolded, and mocked me, and I actually knew it.

I didn't explain, because no matter what the reason is, it is actually an objective reason for you. It has indeed reduced the updates, and I accept all the responsibilities, and I silently bear them.

It has been fourteen years since I wrote a book in 2004. For the past fourteen years, I have updated it every day and never stopped updating it. I once thought that in the years of continuous updating, I may encounter various difficulties. I also think that I am strong enough to face everything, but I am capable of being able to do so. I am constantly updating. In the literary circle, I, Xiao Tang, relying on the word "reliability"!

However, I didn't expect that I would encounter such a difficult thing in my life.

If I remember correctly, the Dragon King started at the beginning of the year in 2016. At that time, it was actually when I was just resurrected. Because, in 2015, two things happened around me that had a huge impact on me. In October, my grandmother had a pulmonary embolism and a cerebral infarction. From an original shrewd old lady, she suddenly lost consciousness, lost her ability to speak overnight, and she lay in the hospital bed hemiplegia. At the end of November, my wife, Muzi in "Son of Light" and Li Muzi in "For You, I Will Love the Whole World", was diagnosed with breast cancer, and the most serious triple-negative breast cancer.

For me, it was like the sky collapsed and the earth collapsed. I tried my best to make myself bravely face it. My grandmother's hemiplegia was irreversible, but in my impression, breast cancer can be cured. I took my wife and had surgery at the best hospital in Beijing. The tumor was removed.

During that time, my life was very dark. I lost one kilogram every day for two consecutive weeks. I lost from 85 kilograms to 78 kilograms of weight.

Until one day, when I put my hands on the keyboard and immersed in the world of stories, I could temporarily escape from pain. I also knew that I knew that I loved writing so much. Fourteen years of persistence came because of this love.

The operation was very successful. After that, my wife had four chemotherapy sessions, everything seemed to have passed, and I also felt that I could have come to my best. At the beginning of 16, the legend of the Dragon King finally began.

At that time, I had already thought about the ending you saw today.

Whether it was the last permanent freezing or the introduction of Douluo Continent Four, ten thousand years later, the ice melted, it was already conceived at that time.

The writer's story will definitely be influenced by life, and so do I. That's why my second urban novel "Hug the Lies and Embrace You" and the tragic ending of the Dragon King.

However, I believe that after the storm, I will definitely see the rainbow, so when my tragedy ends, I will leave hope and will eventually bring back this hope. That is why the sister chapter "Humming Lies and Embracing You" will be published this year, and there will be the future Douluo Si.

But at that time, I really never expected that my hardship had just begun. Everything was not over yet.

To be honest, after writing this, I suddenly didn't want to continue writing because I really didn't want to recall everything I've experienced over the past two years. However, after a long pause, I decided to write it out. Because I want to tell you that I did not reduce the amount of writing because of laziness, but because it was too hard and my heart was too hard. At the same time, I would like to thank you sincerely for this. If it weren't for thinking about you, let alone writing books, maybe I had already jumped off the rooftop at that most painful time. It was you who gave me the courage to survive and continue writing. It was you who made me do what I encountered and still move forward bravely. Just as Mo Lan said to Tang Wulin, brave!

Brave! What a simple two words! But I didn’t really understand what the meaning and powerful power it contained in these two words until I was thirty-seven years old.

In 2016, I gradually calmed down. The Dragon King achieved remarkable achievements and received everyone's support. The glory waved to me again, just like the rebuilt Sleek New City.

The sharpness in my heart has been sharpened again, full of confidence, and strives to move forward. I am full of energy, not only want to be a writer, but even ambitiously want to become the boss of a listed company.

Over the past year, we have overcome all obstacles and move forward bravely. Everything is going well.

Until December, until that day.

The second reexamination after Muzi's surgery.

Lymph multiple metastasis, sternum metastasis, liver metastasis.

I asked the doctor, can liver metastasis be cured?

The doctor said that triple-negative breast cancer has no targeted drugs, only chemotherapy, liver metastasis, on average, one and a half years...

One and a half..., one and a half...

The sky collapses and the earth collapses!

I realized what it means to lie on the bed, tears flowing.

I am a Capricorn, a Capricorn who is not strong inside. The strength of my appearance is to hide my inner fragility.

I am a sentimental writer. I am good at association and conception, and creation and thinking.

But at this moment, all of this became my flaw, because, at that moment, what I thought of in my heart was what would happen to me if she left. I found that if she left, I would not have myself.

She was my girlfriend at the age of sixteen. At that time, I was eighteen. It has been twenty years since I walked along the way. I knew that I could never fall in love with any woman like I loved her, because I couldn’t live a resurgence. It was impossible for anyone to accompany me through the youth, youth, middle age like her, the most important twenty years in my life.

She is a little stupid, a little stupid, she has no ability, and is not even capable of living. Without me, I feel that she cannot survive in society.

But I just love her. Just like Tang Wulin can give her life for Gu Yuena, I can do it too! If I could trade my life for her, I would be willing!

But can God give me such a chance? We live in the real world after all, not in fantasy novels. After all, I don’t have Yali’s healing skills, nor the ability to resurrection.

What should I do? At that time, I asked myself, what should I do. One and a half years left for me may only be one and a half years.

At that time, Tangtang was seven and a half years old, and Linlin was only four and a half years old.

I once wrote in a chapter of Dragon King's online update that this period was really hard for me. But I didn't say why, because I don't want to bring pain to you too. What I want to pass on to you through novels is happiness rather than pain.

At that time, what can I do? All I can do is grit my teeth and find a way to save her! As long as I can save her, I will be willing to even lose everything. For this, I even do everything.

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From then on, I began to donate money to temples in Tibet every day, and worked hard to do the four words "do good deeds every day".

From then on, I started to eat vegetarian food on the first day of the 15th day of the lunar calendar, and started to release 20,000 lives every month on the 15th day of the lunar calendar.

I donated ten ambulances to the poor mountainous areas.

I donate to two schools for the poor mountainous areas.

Whenever I see anyone in my circle of friends, I will donate money and materials immediately.

I asked the Living Buddha to recite scriptures and pray for her. I asked the master to offer fire to her to save her injustice creditors.

I didn't care about asking her treatment hospital. She had such a serious and high-risk situation and only had a review once every six months. The cancer hospital only had a three-month follow-up examination, so it was transferred to the liver. I didn't care about why her attending doctor didn't even understand her condition.

At that time, I just hoped to find a way to save her.

At that time, I was already confused. I contacted the agency from the United States and Japan as soon as possible, trying to find the best hospitals in the world to treat her. However, after asking, she had no better medicines for this type of her, even in the United States and Japan, and could only have chemotherapy.

Japan is closer, so I took her there. The Japanese doctor told me that in this case, she can live in Japan for an average of three years.

Three years are getting one year and a half, one year and a half more. Such simple mathematics was a surprise to me at that time. Even if I live one more day, I am willing to work hard!

So, in January 17, I took her across the ocean to Japan and started treatment at a hospital in Tokyo.

It was from that time that I realized that the greatest pain in life is separation.

Twenty days in Japan and ten days back home. This is our living conditions for most of last year.

However, in this state, every time I leave, I have to separate from my parents and from my children!

Every time before leaving, my mother-in-law hugged us and she burst into tears. How could I not be as heartless as a knife?

Lin Lin is still young and not very sensible. But Tangtang is already a little older and has already understood a little.

I still remember clearly that once, on the eve of our trip to Japan, Tangtang said that she would not sleep no matter what. I was even a little angry and asked her why she refused to sleep?

Tangtang's words at that time still make me cry when I think of them. She told me that she was afraid that she would not see her mother when she woke up the next morning.

That night, my wife and I hugged our heads and cried bitterly.

We promised Tangtang that the next morning, before rushing to the early flight, would wake her up. That time, it was at half past five.

The next morning, Tangtang's eyes were red and swollen, and she woke up at half past four and kept crying to see us away.

This is the difference, and we have experienced this difference for ten months and countless times.

And if I can continue to keep the Dragon King updated, I don’t know how I came here...

Chemotherapy, paclitaxel, three months, the first re-examination. The liver lesions were three-fifths smaller, which was great news. I was overjoyed. I took my wife to travel to Europe. At that time, I just wanted to leave less regrets. As long as her physical condition allowed, I would take her to places I hadn't been to before and give her everything was the best.

Chemotherapy, paclitaxel, six months, drug resistance. The liver lesions changed from one to five. I stood on the 38th floor balcony of a rented apartment in Japan, and for the first time I wanted to leap down.

Lang Yongchun said to me, brother, when we encounter problems, we are not afraid of trouble. This sentence gave me great courage. But at that moment, all I thought of was liberation. It was the video called by Tangtang, which made me grit my teeth and walk back.

In August, I changed the medicine to Airibulin. This medicine is very expensive and has not been available in China. After two months of re-examination, most of the lesions disappeared again. I was very happy. I took my wife and Tangtang, Linlin to the Maldives. At that time, I didn’t know what the future would be, so I just wanted to take her to have fun.

In October, Airiblin had a second follow-up examination. He was resistant to drugs, and had a large area of ​​diffuse lesions on the liver, and his aminotransferase was ten times higher. The swollen liver pressed against the stomach, causing her to feel uncomfortable.

The second time I stood on the rooftop on the 38th floor, I felt despair!

Japanese doctors told us that it is impossible to use test drugs in Japan. If we continue, we may only use placebo. There are few drugs available. We recommend that we return to China for treatment.

Japan is a rigorous country, and it can be said to be rigid. We are just foreigners after all, second-class citizens after all. No, we are not even citizens. We are just outsiders who are capable of paying cash.

Two roller coasters left me exhausted. When I first wanted to jump off the rooftop, I had a lipoma on my arm. The second time, I physically found multiple gallbladder polyps, and there was a bigger one, saying it was suspected to be a tumor. Until I had a CT scan, I said it should not be.

When I returned to China, I started contacting the United States and took my whole family to apply for a visa to the United States. Unlike Japan, the United States has the most advanced technology, but it also has the farthest distance.
To be continued...
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