There is one thing I have been repeating. Although I am embarrassed, now is not the time to be embarrassed.

From the sixth grade of elementary school to the specific year, I have forgotten that day.

During this period, I have been forgetting it all the time. For me, it is a long and repeated forgetting, because one word - Difference.

It's a very simple word, but my mind just doesn't mean to be cold about it. I often try to see it like a stranger who meets plain faces. In fact, we can indeed be called the most familiar strangers.

I can always forget it without any contradiction, just like I forget something I shouldn’t remember. I feel a little sorry for it. However, after repeated changes, and after repeated changes to the dog’s poop, I realized that I could remember it and pat my chest and said: What I cannot forget most in my life is Qi.

The process of remembering it is a simple thing I have never thought of before. I just wrote the Difference a hundred times in the exercise book. Just so, my brain and heart completely remembered it completely. I deliberately wanted to forget it but failed. The things I disdained became sticky...

I also said that I am just lazy! If I had known it was so simple, I wondered what you did back then? Why didn’t I know how to reflect and implement it well on the tip of the pen? It can be said that good memory is not as good as bad pen tips! I have to mention that seriousness is indeed the most difficult thing to do.

Before this, I always forgot it without caring about it, and I felt that it was no big deal to forget it. After that, I thought about it and then I remembered it? What if I can’t think about it? Will it lose my meat quickly?

But I was wrong. I never remembered what it looked like when I thought about it. It had never happened before. It should have sensed my carelessness and disapproval. That was why I was so "unlucky" to me, which made me lose the points I shouldn't have lost during the exam, and made me jump in countless times without hesitation in front of a pit.

Some things are too small, so small that we forget less than a second when we turn our heads. However, if everything is the same neglect and forget, even if it will not cause earth-shaking changes in our lives, it will change quietly.

If I hadn't punished myself, I would have forgotten to write the word "Difficult" now. I was so familiar, but I just couldn't write it out. I felt uncomfortable to give up, and it was also uncomfortable not to give up. I gave up at the beginning, but later I gave myself a chance, so I could make up for it and place it in a special position in my head.

The world we are in is too big, so can we tell ourselves for granted: My brain capacity is too small, just install something that should be there?

Actually, it’s OK. Just fill in what you want. However, if you even have what you need or what you need in the future, you have been thrown away by yourself without hesitation before, should you knock on your head?

Will it be great to take every little bit and every bit of our life seriously and let us have our own stream, Yellow River, and Yangtze River? Because our heads are really infinitely large~
Chapter completed!