【The lover is not full, the moment the flower blooms】(6)
It was already 6:30 pm when I got home. Even so, it was already dark.
She had various expressions on her face, happy, surprised, and uneasy. Without saying a word to her parents, she hurried back to the room, looked at her phone, and fiddled with her for a long time.
The apartment he lived alone was empty, but his heart was filled with an unspeakable joy. The three words he had wanted to say long ago were finally told to her in person.
After being happy, he found him one after another with troubles and worries. Not only that, even his laptop had a malfunction and his mobile phone was stolen. He took out his free time to find her. For a moment, he was upset and she knew nothing and was worried. He had not contacted for several days.
As soon as she was night, her nerves would automatically tense up. After finally receiving his call, she still felt the same as she did at that time. She asked him if he had any worries?
He told her what happened last time that it became worse before it came, including things in the company, grandma had surgery, and everything was against him.
She said softly, since it is impossible to handle it in a short period of time, it is better to leave it aside first, the more you keep it aside, the more you keep it a little calmer, it won’t be better to deal with it? I hope your grandma will recover as soon as possible, and you must also believe in your grandma. Things are not only bad, right? When I feel extremely depressed, I will find a place to hide and cry out loud. If reality does not allow it, I will laugh very happily and want to hide my pain.
As for what you said before, you will drink when you have something to worry about, I can't help but feel that your alcohol tolerance is cultivated like this? Of course, I know that you are a man with a relatively careful mind, (he often calls himself a man) will naturally feel more touched, hiding your pain and drinking to relieve your sorrows. I hope that it would be better to find a place to pour out the bitterness in your heart? Little by little? I don't want you to use this way to make yourself uncomfortable. Moreover, only you know the best whether it can be relieved.
He held his breath and listened, and she continued to whisper.
It’s really uncomfortable to let your brain be empty properly, so I cry. Who said boys can’t cry? I know that it’s very sad to say that you’re sad about your own thoughts. Thank you for telling me. If you have something to tell me in the future, I will listen. If it’s inconvenient, I will never ask you.
Am I talking too much?
He was silent for a while and said:
In fact, probably no one does not expect someone to listen to me and express their feelings, because in most things, communication is the best way to relieve them. The reason why I laugh when I feel bad is because I don’t want my bad emotions to bring them to others and give them unnecessary burdens. But only I know that I don’t want this, how could I feel that you have said too much? I’m not happy yet!
Now, including before, many words are quite heavy, but I told you unknowingly. Then, I feel much more comfortable. Thank you for giving you a reason to relieve me if you are not honest. Sometimes I feel very conflicted. I hope you have something to worry about and unhappy things to tell me to make you feel better. I also hope you rely on me a little, but I don’t want to cause trouble for you. So some things are vague. However, I was wrong, and I began to rely on you unknowingly.
She breathed a sigh of relief and said:
We trust each other, isn’t it the same thing? Of course I’ll be happy because you rely on me, both of them are mutual. If only one of us, we probably wouldn’t be like this now. You should be the same. When we hear each other’s thoughts, we are far happier than the story.
I promise you that if I feel sad in the future, I will tell you that you will watch me cry and wipe your tears and nose. However, you must also promise me that the bitterness in your heart will pour towards me. If you are worried about causing trouble for me, then I will just cry alone.
He smiled relievedly and said:
I will complain to you if I am in a bad mood in the future, haha, don’t hide from crying alone, lend you a chest, and don’t dislike your tears and snot.
She smiled, and then heard:
Extend a hand that hooks you, but if you stretch your paws over, I don't plan to let go~
She pretended to cough and changed the topic and said: I am also contradictory and timid. I just hope that there is someone who spoils me, understands me, and can rely on me. I have told you before that I like to be alone. I think it is best not to have anyone other than myself to influence me. I am happy or unhappy, and I silently don’t want to be related to it. But all of this has been broken by you. Sometimes you make me feel empty, so you will see that I am a little unconfident and worried about things that seem to be unnecessary. I tell you many of my shortcomings are that I want you to know in advance and don’t want you to be disappointed in me in the future.
I want to...I want to ask if I'm the one you want to take seriously?
After asking, she was very nervous and relaxed, and then continued:
Because I don't want you to bully me...
He put away his smile and said seriously:
Men will hide their vulnerability and try to make themselves seem strong, but if one day she is willing to show her vulnerability to someone, then that person is really the most special. Now you think you are the person I want to take seriously?
I probably always use some praise to make you feel uneasy, but there is one thing I want to tell you, maybe I am a liar and have not followed the previous agreement, but every word I have said to you is not false.
She suddenly laughed out loud, and the puppet she was playing with was accidentally dropped under the bed.
I don’t think you are a liar in my heart, but I just say that you have been in trouble these days, so you must have been very late again, right? Because you said you wouldn’t stay up late before, I don’t blame you anymore. I naturally believe what you say.
He: If I were really a liar, I would tempt you to go home to raise it~
She: Give you some sunshine and it will be brilliant?
He: Truth
She: I just smiled and stopped talking~
He: Then listen to me. When my work is handled, I will definitely run to find you. Tell me, what do you want to do this weekend?
Chapter completed!