Chapter 196 I have learned a lot(1/2)
The night is very quiet.
Su Mian still didn't fall asleep.
She tossed and turned on the bed, wanting to fall asleep, but as soon as she closed her eyes, she saw a scene at the banquet... Zhong Nanqin hugged Bai Yian, and Bai Yian leaned against him, and the smile on her face stinged her eyes.
She felt like she was going crazy.
She and that man had broken up, and the woman he was with had nothing to do with her, and she was not qualified to be sad, but her heart seemed to be cut by a knife, and it hurt so much.
Don't want to deceive yourself anymore.
She admitted that she still loved him.
Half a month has passed since she proposed to break up.
During the past half month, she forced herself to smile in front of others, but when she was alone, she would miss him as soon as she was free.
My thoughts for him are like air, everywhere.
In order to make himself feel better, and as soon as he took over the kindergarten, Su Mian went out early and came back late every day, fell asleep when he got home, and he was not so sad.
She thought she had let go.
But tonight, when he appeared in front of her again, his originally steady heartbeat suddenly became chaotic...
At that moment she knew that she hadn't let him go.
He approached, she wanted to escape; he turned around and left, and she felt a burst of loss.
When she heard Bai Yian talk about the true meaning of Zhong Yibai's name, her heart was cut off.
In the last scene, when she saw him holding Bai Yian, her heart suddenly became empty.
Tears slid down from the corner of her eyes, and they were cold and cold...
Tonight, I am destined to be sleepless.
......
Almost opened his eyes until dawn.
With the dawn light, Su Mian got up.
She didn't disturb Ximei, who was still sleeping, left a note on the dining table and left quietly.
When she returned to the apartment she lived with Yu Miao, she went straight back to the room before Yu Miao got up.
Taking off his long skirt, Su Mian took a hot shower happily.
After taking a shower, Su Mian felt like she was reborn and her whole body was much more relaxed.
After changing her clothes and drying her hair, she went to the kitchen.
Make porridge, fry dumplings, and make side dishes.
The breakfast was just finished. When she was serving the porridge, she heard the door of Yu Miao's bedroom ringing. Then, she heard her screaming unexpectedly, "When are you back?"
Su Mian put down the porridge spoon in her hand, picked up two bowls of porridge and turned to the kitchen.
When she passed by Yu Miao, she smiled slightly, "I got home at six o'clock. I knew you were sleeping soundly at that point, so I didn't call you."
Yu Miao followed her towards the restaurant, and while walking, she carefully observed the expression on her face with her eyes.
But after watching for a long time, it seemed as usual, nothing unusual.
A heart was let go.
When she walked to the dining table, she lay on the table and smelled the food, looking satisfied, "I'll brush my teeth and wash my face first, you eat first."
"Well, there's no hurry, it's still early."
......
While having breakfast, Yu Miao couldn't help asking Su Mian, "Is something wrong at the banquet last night?"
Su Mian looked calm and said softly, "It's not a big deal. Yibai's biological mother is back."
"Ah!" Yu Miao looked surprised, "Isn't his real mother in the United States?"
"Um."
"Didn't Zhong Yibai say that his mother doesn't want him anymore, and throw him to the Zhong family and ignore it?"
Su Mian shook her head gently and didn't say anything.
Seeing that she didn't want to say anything, Yu Miao stopped chasing her and asked again.
After breakfast, the two left home and went to school.
The apartment was very close to the school, and Yu Miao's car was sent for maintenance, so the two of them walked to the school.
As soon as he arrived at the school gate, the security guard in the school guard room came out and said to Su Mian, "Mr. Zhong is here."
After hearing this, Su Mian's expression on her face did not change much.
She asked the security guard, “When did you come?”
"I came once in the middle of the night last night, and I left after staying for a while. I came again this morning."
"Good thank you."
Su Mian raised her foot and was about to go in, but Yu Miao grabbed her.
She turned around, with a confused look on her face, "What's wrong?"
Yu Miao looked worried, "You two have a good chat, say something, don't make a noise."
The tension and worry on her face made Su Mian laugh.
Seeing that she could still laugh at this time, Yu Miao raised her hand and beat her, "I laughed so hard, I'm afraid you two will have a fight again."
Su Mian slowly closed the smile on her face and lowered her eyes and whispered, "No."
There will be no stumble, because there will be no reconciliation at all.
The two entered the school together, Yu Miao went to the teaching building, and Su Mian went to the office opposite the teaching building.
The office door was closed, and Su Mian stopped at the door, frowned slightly.
She clearly locked it up when she left last Friday...
There is a saying that goes, "I would rather believe that there are ghosts in the world than believe in men's mouth."
At the beginning, she had the final say in this kindergarten, but in the end, wasn’t he who had the final say?
After all, this is his territory.
Thinking of this, Su Mian's heart became a little colder again.
She reached out and pushed the door, lifted her foot and walked in...
She wore high heels today, and her pointed heels were on the marble floor, making a crisp movement.
From the moment she walked into the corridor, Zhong Nanqin knew that she was here.
So when Su Mian pushed the door and looked up, she saw him standing in front of the window.
She looked up and he just looked up at her. The two of them met, and they saw their own shadows in each other's eyes.
His eyes were as dark as ever, and there were two magnets hidden in the two dark vortexes, which made people see at first sight and could not control their desire to sink into it.
Su Mian immediately withdrew her gaze, walked aside and put down the bag in her hand, turned around and brought the water cup, poured Zhong Nanqin a cup of hot water.
She walked to the tea table next to the side with the water cup, put the water cup in her hand, and did not look up to look at Zhong Nanqin, but said lightly, "I don't have good tea here, and you can't get used to it, so it's better to drink a cup of boiled water."
Zhong Nanqin looked at her, but his eyes didn't move away for a long time.
I had seen you only last night, but seeing you again now seems like a long time has passed.
Her eyes fell on her fair face, and it was obvious that she didn't sleep well last night, with obvious dark circles in her eyes.
His cheeks were a little thin and he had a little less flesh. He could see this at first sight when he saw her last night.
With his eyebrows slightly frowned, he slowly withdrew his gaze and walked towards her.
In my ears are the sound of his steps gradually approaching, and in this quiet space, he is calm and powerful.
Inexplicably, Su Mian's heartbeat began to accelerate, and the rhythm was chaotic again.
I was secretly upset in my heart, and I hated myself for being unpromising.
I had figured it out all last night, but why can't I be completely calm when facing him?
She was thinking a lot here, but Zhong Nanqin had already walked in front of her, and the distance between the two was only one step away.
At a close distance, he lowered his head slightly and smelled the sweet smell on her body.
My heart was slightly palpitations. I was about to reach out to hug her, but I heard her faint voice coming, "Mr. Zhong, are you asking me for trouble?"
Mr. Zhong?
Zhong Nanqin's eyebrows were frowning harder and he looked at her with a clear voice, "What are you calling me?"
"Mr. Zhong," Su Mian raised her eyes and met the gaze he looked at, with a calm look on her face, "If you don't think it's appropriate, I can call you Mr. Zhong."
To be continued...