Although she was rescued, An Suya was like an empty shell that lost her soul, or a walking corpse, and she was useless.

Bai Rongguang found her a psychiatrist, but no matter what the doctor asked, she just didn't speak.

This situation lasted for a whole year until one day Bai Rongguang asked the servant to tell An Suya that he was helping her find the child

This sentence is like a dead tree encountering spring rain, which instantly arouses her desire to live.

Since then, Bai Rongguang has brought her good news every once in a while, for example, someone saw a child who looked very similar to Bai Yian in a welfare home.

An Suya is waiting in such hope.

One day, two days and one month, two months until a year passed, there was still no news on Bai Yian.

Until one day, she accidentally heard the servant whispering, saying that her child would never come back, and everything Bai Rongguang did now was to coax her.

She returned to her room silently and contacted Bai Rongguang for the first time.

Let him come back tonight and she discuss with him if she has something to do.

Bai Rongguang pushed for the evening social event and went back to the villa before supper.

As soon as he returned to the villa, he went upstairs to look for her. Unexpectedly, before he could react, An Suya stabbed her arm with scissors before she could react.

The blood immediately flowed.

At that time, Bai Rongguang asked her angrily while covering her bleeding arms with one hand, "Are you crazy?"

An Suya's face was full of tears and her eyes were filled with despair, "You lied to me, Bai Rongguang, you lied to me!"

Bai Rongguang seemed to realize something and wanted to explain it, but because the wound on his arm was pierced too deeply, he needed to bandage it in time. He thought about going to the hospital first and then explaining when he came back.

But unexpectedly, Old Mrs. Bai got the news that he was stabbed by her from somewhere, and sent someone to take her to the Bai family compound overnight.

When he came back from the hospital and got the news, he quickly drove home.

As soon as I arrived at the door of my house, I met her coming out of it.

He wanted to explain, but was interrupted by her, "I have nothing to do, go home."

go home

This is the best thing Bai Rongguang heard from her.

He drove her back to the villa. After returning, An Suya didn't mention anything, and had dinner with him, and took the initiative to speak and keep him.

That night, in bed, she hooked his neck and called his name over and over again

"White light, bright light"

It’s not Bai Ronghui, but Bai Rongguang.

At that time, he thought that she liked him.

After finishing, he held her and solemnly promised in her ear, "Child, I will help you get it back; I will take good care of you, I will do it with my parents, you just need to stay by my side with peace of mind."

The promise that night was beautiful, which made An Suya feel a little moved.

But three months later, she left.

On the day he left, Bai Rongguang went abroad. When he got the news and rushed back from abroad, An Suya seemed to have suddenly disappeared from this world. After searching through the entire capital, she still couldn't find her.

"I was three months pregnant when I left you that year."

An Suya finally spoke, "I was afraid that you and your family would know about it at that time, so I didn't dare to go to the hospital, so I secretly ran to the pharmacy to buy early pregnancy test strips."

"You don't know how scared I was when I knew I was pregnant." An Suya looked at Bai Rongguang, her eyes were red, "I'm afraid that your parents would know, and I'm afraid that they would take me to the hospital to abort the child after they knew it."

"I'm also afraid that you will know. If you know that I'm pregnant with your child, will you abandon me like Bai Ronghui and ignore me?"

"I have lost my peace and I can't lose my child anymore, so while you were going abroad, I sneaked out and hid all the way, not daring to take the train. The train requires an ID card, and only dared to buy a bus ticket. At that time, I don't need an ID card to buy a bus ticket."

"I escaped all the way to Beicheng. I originally wanted to join my college classmate, but after I arrived in Beicheng, I realized that my imagination was too beautiful. The house where that classmate lived was very small, and there were five people living in two bedrooms and one living room. I only had a meal at her house and left."

"When I left the capital, I took away some money, which was given to me by your parents."

Bai Rongguang suddenly spoke, "Why do they want to give you money?"

"Do you remember that I stabbed you again and your mother took me to the compound?"

"What did they tell you?"

An Suya asked him, "Don't you know yet?"

Bai Rongguang frowned and pursed his lips without saying a word.

"Hehe" An Suya chuckled, her eyes full of sarcasm, "Your Bai family is now in vain. In fact, you can't blame the two brothers at all. If you want to blame, blame your parents. In their eyes, women in the world are not worthy of your men?"

Bai Rongguang frowned and his voice was low, "What did they say to you?"

"Give me a lot of money and let me leave you."

Bai Rongguang's brows frowned even tighter. He looked up at her and said coldly, "Then why didn't you leave at that time?"

"It's very simple," An Suya's tone faded, "they told me not to hurt your heart when I leave."

After saying that, she looked at Bai Rongguang and smiled, "Do you understand what your parents mean? If you don't understand, I can explain it to you. What they mean is to let me stay with you for a while. When you get tired of me, I will take the initiative to leave."

In the room, a heavy breath of white light sounded.

The hands placed in front of me were unconsciously clenched into fists, and the lines on my face were so tight that they almost deformed.

Over the years, he hated her.

I hated her to leave without a single call, so she was so straightforward and determined that even when he finally found her, she had already married another man and had children.

I have loved her for so many years, but I have hated her for so many years.

I hate her that she is too sexy. As soon as she separated from him, she fell into the arms of another man.

I was just going to hate her, but I never thought about the reason why he left suddenly.

So at this moment, when Bai Rongguang knew the truth of that year, he was so shocked that he never came back to his senses for a long time.

An Suya continued, "The day after I came to Beicheng, I met Su Jianguo. He runs a hotel. I rented a house in the community opposite his hotel. At that time, I had just three months old and had a very bad morning sickness and vomited almost whatever I eat. Once, he saw that I vomited so hard, so he cooked a bowl of porridge for me. I still remember the taste of the bowl of porridge very clearly."

An Suya was immersed in her memories, "The bowl of porridge contains rice, glutinous rice, red dates, and hawthorns and sour and sweet and delicious. I had been hungry for several days and ate three bowls in one breath. After eating, I didn't vomit at all. Since then, I haven't gone to his shop to drink porridge every day. He cooked me with different ways until I reached the middle of pregnancy and was six months old in my stomach, he suddenly asked me if I wanted to marry him."

"I thought at that time, it would be great if I could find a man who could make porridge for me all my life, but I knew I didn't love him, so I married him impulsively, not only was I irresponsible to myself, but also unfair to him, so I refused."

"But as my belly grows day by day, the closer I get to my due date, I feel more nervous."

"I am not from Beicheng, which means that my child will be a black household when he is born. In the future, not only will he not be able to go to school, but he will be bullied and discriminated against when he goes out."

"Just a week before my birth, Su Jianguo came to me again. He told me that he was willing to take care of me and the children. Even if I don't accept him, he would be willing and unconditionally willing."

"I really had no choice at that time. For the sake of my child's household registration, I got the certificate with him the next day."

"After giving birth, I named the child Su Mian. The reason why she was called 'Mian' is because she was very well-behaved as soon as she was born, she slept when she ate, and she ate her breasts when she woke up."

"Su Jianguo is very nice to us mother and daughter. During my confinement period, he took care of everything big and small. He washed his child's shit and diapers by himself."

"He moved me, but I still don't love him."

"He also knew that I wouldn't fall in love with him, so he found a woman outside, named Luo Xianglin."

"She took the initiative to find me and asked me to file for divorce from Su Jianguo, but I don't want to."

"When Mianmian was two years old, I used all my money to buy a house, and the owner wrote Mianmian's."

"I just live with Mianmian like this. On the surface, Su Jianguo and I are husband and wife, but in fact we are both famous and untrue."

"I originally wanted to wait until Mianmian went to elementary school to find an opportunity to divorce Su Jianguo, but there was an unexpected situation and I had a physical problem. You know this."

Eighteen years ago, An Suya never thought of leaving North City, nor did she think of leaving Su Mian to ignore it.

When Su Mian was five and a half years old, she had a headache, which was worse than the other time. When she sat up with a headache, she wished she could just hold her head and hit the wall.

Once again, she couldn't help it, so she went to see a doctor.

The doctor asked her to take a photo of the CT, and the result showed that there was a lump in her brain, which was suspected to be a malignant tumor.

When An Suya heard the news, her eyes turned dark and she fell head-on in front of the doctor.

When she woke up, she had only one thought in her mind. What if she died, what should she do if she sleeps?

After returning home, she cooked for Su Mian like a person who was fine, and accompanied her to do her homework and read comics to coax her to bed.

Only when it is late at night can she wipe her tears secretly.

After a few days like this, she went to the hospital again and found the doctor and asked her how long it would take?

The doctor told her at the time that the situation like you is not sure now. If it is benign, it will be fine to remove it directly, but if it is malignant, it will not take long.

The doctor also advised her that the current medical conditions in Beicheng are not as good as those in Beijing. If she wants better treatment, she suggested that she go to a professional hospital in Beijing.

After An Suya returned home, she began to check the information. Finally, she found that the best hospital in Beijing, which is in the name of Bai's Group, was helpless, and she contacted Bai Ronghui.
Chapter completed!