Chapter 324 Forgiving others is also redeeming yourself(1/2)
She looked at Bai Rongguang and waited for his answer.
Bai Rongguang seemed to know that she was going to ask this, and nodded directly, "I am your father, you are my daughter!"
"Why?"
"I love your mother for many years and have been waiting for many years. I am very happy that she gave birth to you for me, and I am very happy that my daughter is you."
"Why didn't you come to me earlier? Why did you have to wait until this time?"
"I only knew it too," Bai Rongguang explained patiently, "When you lost too much blood, you were in a coma and rescued, I realized that you and I were the same blood type, both are rare blood types. If this blood type is not a father and daughter, the probability of strangers is very low. So I sent someone to investigate the incident that year, and then I realized that when your mother left me, she was already three months pregnant."
Su Mian listened silently without saying a word.
Bai Rongguang continued, "The moment I learned the truth, I came to Beicheng directly. When I arrived in Beicheng, I couldn't wait to see you, but I was worried about the reasons for your health and dared not meet."
Su Mian ignored him, but looked at An Suya and said coldly, "Why did you leave at the beginning? Why did you marry my dad?"
‘My dad’ naturally refers to Su Jianguo.
Faced with her questioning, An Suya quickly explained, "The Bai family does not accept me, nor does she accept the children I gave birth to. An An has been abandoned by their family. How dare I let them know that I am pregnant? If they let them know, I will definitely abort the child."
"I was very scared at that time. While your father was on a business trip abroad, I fled to Beicheng. After arriving in Beicheng, I lived in the community opposite Su Jianguo Hotel. At that time, he opened a hotel, but just a small restaurant with only a few tables inside, but the food he cooked was delicious. I vomited badly when I was pregnant with you, and vomited whatever I ate except the porridge he made."
"That's how I met him. In the end, he proposed to marry me, but I didn't want to just treat him as my elder brother. I didn't like him, so I naturally wouldn't agree to him."
"But I am not from Beicheng. At that time, hospitals required a household registration certificate for giving birth. I was not a local household registration. Many hospitals did not accept it, and even the prenatal examination was unwilling to do it for me."
"In addition, even if you are born, you are still a black household."
"Mianmian, you have to know that black households were bullied in that era. Not to mention anything else, just take school as an example, you are not qualified to go to school at all."
"I really can't do anything about it. In addition, your father is willing to help me, so I married him."
"But he and I are just nominal couples"
"No wonder." Su Mian murmured, "No wonder you can watch him look for other women outside, no wonder Luo Xianglin said you are the one who intervened among them."
Shen Ruhua was stunned by the hearing.
So that's the truth!
She looked at An Suya and suddenly felt a little pitiful.
She is also a single mother, she is pregnant before marriage, the same as An Suya back then.
Everything An Suya has experienced is something she has experienced, and the bitterness in it is something that ordinary people cannot understand.
She could even imagine that An Suya escaped from the capital alone and hid all the way to the North City.
I was pregnant and endured my pregnancy reaction, and there was no one around me who could rely on.
What a sad situation that would be.
But even so, she planned a good future for the children in her belly.
In order to get the child to go to school, she married a man she didn't love, just to have a Beicheng household registration.
If she is selfish, she is also a mother's love for her children, and she is all for her own children.
Su Mian thought of this too.
She looked at An Suya with both complaints and reluctance to blame.
When he spoke again, his voice softened a little, "I know that the Bai family doesn't accept it, why do you still have to be so bitter?"
"Mianmian, you have been three months old at that time, how can I bear to let you go?" An Suya said and shed tears. "I have lost a child, how can I bear to lose you again? I will not seek wealth and prosperity for my whole life. I only ask you and sisters for peace for the rest of their lives, but in the end, she was crying.
Su Mian held back the sadness in her heart and looked at Bai Rongguang.
"What are you looking for me now? Do you still want to bring me back to the Bai family and accept the trial of your Bai family?"
Between the words, you are not polite.
Bai Rongguang smiled helplessly, "I cherish you before I can do it, how could I bear to let you suffer any grievances? Your grandparents no longer care about family affairs now, and I have the final say in everything in the Bai family."
Su Mian pursed her lips, frowned, and said nothing.
Seeing that she seemed to be disbelief, Bai Rongguang continued, "Your grandma was confused about what happened back then. She had long regretted it and realized that she was seriously guilty, so she has lived in Guanghua Temple for many years."
At this moment, the truth of everything was revealed.
Although Su Mian still had grudges in her heart, her mood was not as bored and heavy as before.
She was silent for a while, and finally looked at An Suya, "I know the purpose of your visit to me this time. Bai Yian almost killed me, and I can't completely forgive her."
When An Suya heard her suddenly mention Bai Yian, and there was a meaning of forgiveness in her words, she became happy.
"I don't ask you to forgive completely, I just want her not to die. No matter how many years she has been in prison, I am willing."
Su Mian bit her lip, said nothing, and stood up and left.
Shen Ruhua also stood up and followed her and was about to leave, but she heard Bai Rongguang suddenly call out to Su Mian.
"Mianmian, wait." He walked to Su Mian, "I heard that you are about to get married."
"Yes, this month's sixteenth, there are still six days."
Bai Rongguang held his hands together, and the expression on his face was a little excited, "Mianmian, can your mother and I go to your wedding?"
Su Mian was about to speak, but heard him explain, "I don't mean anything else, I just want to go in and take a look at your wedding, and leave."
Su Mian's words that originally wanted to refuse were blocked in her throat, and then she swallowed them silently.
She nodded and agreed, "Okay."
An Suya was very excited, and tears appeared in her eyes that she had just seen.
"Thank you, thank you for sleeping."
Su Mian glanced at her, didn't say anything, and turned around and left.
Shen Ruhua immediately said goodbye to Bai Rongguang and An Suya and left.
Su Mian returned to the car in silence all the way. As soon as she got into the car, she endured tears for a long time, like beads with broken lines falling down like "crackling".
Shen Ruhua looked at it and felt very distressed.
She wanted to comfort her, but she didn't know how to speak.
I actually had something to say to her, but I was afraid that it would be inappropriate to say it at this time.
I could only watch the tears on Su Mian's face become more and more
Finally, she really had no choice but to say to her, "I'll take you to a drink?"
Su Mian sobbed and replied to her, "Don't drink."
"You can drink to relieve your sorrows. I promise that you will relieve your sorrows when you get drunk."
"Are you sure you want to take me there?" Su Mian finally stopped crying, turned her head and wiped the tears from her face with her hands, and asked her, "Aren't you afraid that Zhong Nanqin will get angry?"
Chen Ruhua patted her chest with fearless expression, "For you, I will be in vain."
Su Mian was so moved.
"I don't want to drink, so you treat me to hot pot."
"hot pot?"
"You are using wine to relieve your worries. I have hot pot, so don't you invite me?"
"It's not simple, let's go. I'll take you to a newly opened store. It tastes so good, especially the top snowflake beef, which is so tender that I can't swallow my tongue."
She started the car as she said and drove towards the newly opened hot pot restaurant.
On the way, Su Mian called Zhong Nanqin and told him.
Zhong Nanqin didn't say anything, but just told her, "Don't drink, tell me after eating."
When they arrived at the place, Chen Ruhua parked the car and the two of them entered the store.
This shop looks ordinary outside, but after entering, I found that there was another world inside.
Pavilions, towers, small bridges, flowing water, and green plants are everywhere, which has a kind of ancient Jiangnan water charm.
An artificial river with tables and chairs placed on both sides of the river, the two found a seat to sit down.
Chen Ruhua directly handed the menu to Su Mian. Su Mian was not polite and ordered a lot of meat in one breath.
After she finished ordering, Chen Ruhua added a few more things.
The bottom of the pot is a double pot, a tomato pot and a spicy pot.
The dishes were served quickly and the two of them started eating.
Su Mian ate a lot of meat in one breath, drank two glasses of freshly squeezed juice, and ate a snack recommended by the store, which made her feel much more comfortable in her stomach.
When the stomach feels comfortable, the mood will naturally be much better.
In addition, Chen Ruhua kept saying in her ear, "Actually, I think it's not easy for your mother. She was a single mother back then, so did me. Living alone with her children is so painful, you can't understand how bitter it is."
"I know"
"You don't know, you can't understand it if you haven't experienced it." Chen Ruhua's voice was very calm, "Just like I married Xiao Mingrui for Yi Yi, I was quite selfish. When it was all for Yi Yi, I didn't regret it."
To be continued...