Chapter 345 History of Abortion(1/2)
As if he felt someone staring at him, Zhong Nanqin turned his head slightly and looked at her.
Su Mian was fascinated by the sight. The two of them had a chance to catch up. She still couldn't come back to her senses.
It was not until Zhong Nanqin put down the computer and got up and walked towards her that she suddenly came back to her senses.
"Awaken?" Zhong Nanqin leaned down, supported his hands on both sides of her body, and looked down at her, "Are you hungry? I'll cook for you."
Su Mian shook her head gently, "I want to drink water."
He spoke, his voice was a little hoarse.
Such a hoarse and unpleasant voice reminded her of her heart-wrenching cry before...
Bad memories came up instantly, and the originally good mood instantly fell to the bottom.
Zhong Nanqin glanced at her and brought the emotional changes on her face into her eyes.
But he said nothing, got up and walked aside, poured her a glass of water and brought it over.
Su Mian sat up, reached out to take the water cup he handed over, and took it up and drank it for half.
After drinking, she handed him the water cup.
Zhong Nanqin reached out and took it to the side, turned around and shook the upper half of the hospital bed, took the pillow and put it behind her.
After Su Mian lay down, Zhong Nanqin turned around and brought a chair over and sat next to her.
"Do you have something to ask me?" He raised his eyes and met her who had been looking at him, and slowly spoke, "Ask, I'll tell you all."
Su Mian does have a lot to ask him.
But the moment the words came to her mouth, she was scared again.
She was afraid that all her previous guesses would become true.
If that's true, then she...
Seeing that she had been hesitating and not talking, Zhong Nanqin knew what she was thinking, so she spoke directly, "The reason why I kept hiding it from you before was because I was afraid that I could not stand it. I planned to keep it hidden, but there was still an accident."
Su Mian's lips trembled, "Is it...Is it the last time I was injured?"
The voice was trembling.
Zhong Nanqin nodded, "You were bleeding at that time not because of injury, but because of miscarriage."
"That kid..."
"It's been three months."
The child has already taken shape.
At that time, the doctor even brought out the fetus for Zhong Nanqin to see...
Zhong Nanqin will never forget that scene in his life.
This is also the most important reason why he insisted on Bai Yian's death.
His and Su Mian's first child...
So young... so innocent and cruel!
When Zhong Nanqin's words confirmed the doctor's words, even though Su Mian, who was mentally prepared, could not help but cover her face with her hands and cry out loud.
My heart hurts so much...
it hurts!
The feeling was like someone cutting the softest part of her heart with a knife... It was so painful that it was suffocating.
Seeing that she was crying again, Zhong Nanqin sighed helplessly, got up, leaned down and kissed her forehead with his lips.
While kissing, he coaxed gently, "The old lady has been to the temple to spend the salvation of her children, and he will not blame you."
Su Mian let go of his hands covering his face and looked at him with tears in his eyes. He was so painful that he couldn't control himself. "My child... he's been three months old, but I don't know..."
Zhong Nanqin carried her into his arms and coaxed her softly, "It's not your fault, it's not your fault..."
"It's my fault, it's all mine!" Su Mian raised his hand and wanted to beat him hard, but Zhong Nanqin hugged her tighter, so tight that she couldn't move.
"Be good, you are obedient, it's not your fault..."
"But my child, my child... can't come back."
"Come back!" Zhong Nanqin's voice was firm, "I promise he will come back soon, so you can't be too sad now. Take care of your health well, and he will come back when you take care of your health."
His words seemed to give Su Mian a great power.
It made her stop crying in an instant.
She choked and asked him, "Really? Will he really come back?"
"meeting!"
Su Mian nodded vigorously in his arms, "Okay, I won't cry!"
That being said, tears are still flowing.
The voice is so hoarse that it makes people feel heartbroken...
"I don't cry, I want to be fine, I'm going to wait for him to come back."
Zhong Nanqin hugged her, and his heart felt like he was being held by one hand, which made him frown in pain.
He hugged Su Mian in his arms tighter, and said something as if he was saying it to Su Mian or himself...
"He will definitely come back, he will definitely!"
......
Su Mian was discharged after staying in the hospital for two days.
After returning home, she was in a normal mood, no different from before.
It's just a little more. Whenever she has time, she will cook and make medicinal food for herself.
The medicinal meal list was opened by Mu Xiao before. After taking it for a while, she couldn't take it, so she secretly asked Aunt Guo to cut it off.
But now, she has a medicinal meal every night and doesn't want to leave any meal.
During this period, Bai Rongguang and An Suya came to see her, and Su Mian was still treating them the same as before.
But when An Suya held her hand and asked her with a guilty look on her face, "Minmian, mom feels sorry for you, mom says sorry to you for An An..."
Su Mian interrupted her coldly, "Sorry, I can't accept the sorry you said to her. I will never forgive Bai Yian's mistake!"
The tone was firm and there was no room for negotiation.
"Mianmian," An Suya was a little panicked, "You have said you would forgive her before..."
"You also said that was before," Su Mian looked at her with cold eyes and said in a tough tone, "It was because I didn't know that she was hurting my child."
"I can forgive her because she hurts me, but I will never forgive her because she hurts my child!"
After saying that, she got up and raised her feet upstairs.
An Suya wanted to call her, and Bai Rongguang, who was beside her, immediately spoke out to stop her.
"Xiaoya, you are Mimian's mother, how can you force her like this?"
"But An An..."
"An An, everything is your An An," Bai Rongguang frowned tightly, and his tone was unhappy. "Why can't you think about the pain in Mianmian's heart? The child in that belly has been three months old and has been formed, and it's gone..."
An Suya covered her face with her hands and cried out loud.
Both are her children, what can she do as a mother?
She doesn't ask for anything else now, she just wants Bai Yian to live...
......
In the blink of an eye, it was mid-twelfth lunar month. Zhong Yibai finished the exam and had winter vacation.
The kindergarten is also on vacation.
On the afternoon when Zhong Yibai came back from the exam, Su Mian drove to buy the freshest ingredients and made a meal of hot pot and grilled lamb chops that the little guy liked.
The lamb chops were still in the oven, and Zhong Yibai smelled his nose and found them.
"Susu, I smell the scent of lamb chops. Is it almost ready to bake?"
Su Mian replied to him while cutting the fruit, "You are the puppy's nose? Why didn't I smell it?"
Zhong Yibai immediately came to her, and came over with his little nose, smelling it from her body.
While smelling it, he said, "You also have a fragrance, a very fragrant smell."
“It’s the smell of shower gel.”
"But why doesn't the smell of shower gel on me?"
"How could it not be?" Su Mian lowered her head and sniffed it on him, "I smelled a scent of milk."
Zhong Yibai looked shocked, "...... I have been weaned for so many years."
To be continued...