Chapter 1059 Feeling of heartbeat(1/2)
Here, Yang Xue and I are the two.
But Yang Xue suddenly said this to me, which made me feel at a loss for a moment.
Be my girlfriend?
At this moment, I just felt a little inexplicably panic.
I feel a little nervous than facing a ghost.
Moreover, my eyes didn't dare to look directly at Yang Xue.
Some dodging appeared in his eyes.
"This, this, me, I..."
I was in a mess and didn't know how to answer.
Promise Yang Xue?
But I knew clearly in my heart that I had no desire for Yang Xue at all.
I promised her! Isn’t it a kind of irresponsibility for feelings?
Don't agree to Yang Xue?
Doing this will Yang Xue collapse again?
I was wondering if I should use a moderate?
And tactful words explain what I mean.
But when Yang Xue saw that I didn't say anything for a long time, she spoke again:
"Do you still don't like me?
Do you want to reject me again?
Do you still want to continue being a single dog?”
Yang Xue's tone increased a little, and the torture of the soul made me completely confused.
After all, in Yang Xue's opinion, my circle is actually not big.
There are only a few girls around.
She and I have known each other for four years.
I don’t know how many times I have experienced life and death together.
I don’t have the other girls I like, why do I reject her?
But I feel confused, and I always feel that there is someone in my heart.
But I don't know who that person is.
In addition to occasionally thinking about the female ghost Murong Yan for no reason, I treat other girls.
It seems that even the heartbeat can't appear, and I want to get close to you...
But how could I like a female ghost?
Now, I don’t know how to answer Yang Xue’s question.
Just stuttered:
"Yang, Yang Xue, I, I don't know what happened.
I'm very confused, I'm treating you...
That's right, you're really good, everything is good.
But I feel that we may not be very good, not suitable..."
After struggling several times, I finally said this directly.
It seemed like I directly rejected Xiaoman, and this was the second time I had rejected a girl's confession.
I'm not in a good mood, and I can't say this.
But Yang Xue suddenly hugged my neck:
Emotions got excited again:
"You're talking nonsense, you didn't even talk to me about my love. How do you know we are not suitable?
And, I feel that we are quite suitable!"
As he was talking, Yang Xue let out another "whip-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-woo-wo
When I heard Yang Xue crying, I was in a bad mood.
I want to comfort her well, I want her not to cry.
But I, I say everything.
I used to watch it online, and various ways to chat with girls with words to comfort girls, etc.
It was gone for a moment, and there was a blank space left in my mind...
I was stunned and stood still stiffly.
Feeling the fragrance coming from Yang Xue's hair, there is an indescribable and unexplained sadness in it.
Yang Xue cried for a while, suddenly pushed me away and said angrily:
"Ding Fan, you must be a gay man!"
I was stunned, when did I become a gay man?
"Why am I gay?"
I have an innocent face.
Yang Xue still said angrily:
"You are not a gay man, why don't you like me!"
"I……"
What logic is this?
I suddenly felt a little speechless. If I don’t like this, can I become a gay person?
I want to refute it, but I don't know how to refute it.
I was afraid that if I would say something seriously, I would hurt Yang Xue again.
Seeing that I didn't say anything, Yang Xue continued:
"Ding Fan, either promise me and be my boyfriend!
Either admit that you don’t like women, or I can’t accept it.”
This is an insult to personality. How could I be a big man?
I wanted to reply directly, be your boyfriend.
But when I thought that I really didn't care about Yang Xue, I gave up.
Then suppressed his mood and spoke again:
"Yang Xue, I really don't have the idea of finding a girlfriend now.
Besides, we are leaving our hometown every day.
My home was burned by the sun and moon.
Next, it is a question whether I can survive if I am in danger.
so……"
I didn't say the next sentence, and Yang Xue should also understand that I was rejecting her.
But who knows that Yang Xue really competed with me this time.
After all, she is also a relatively persistent girl.
"I don't care, I just like you.
Even if I only spend one day or one hour with you, I will be willing to do so.
I, Yang Xue, only want to be your girlfriend in this life.”
Yang Xue widened her eyes, and at this moment, her words became extremely firm.
In that moment, my heart was really trembling.
"I'm willing to be with you for one day or an hour."
How much do you love someone to say this?
I was stunned again, and I was inexplicably inexplicable.
I was surprised and stared at Yang Xue in surprise.
To be continued...