158, I'm a cat

When Moses and others embarked on a journey of suffering, what was Amon, their "god"? Amon sent an envoy to guide them to the road to return to their hometown. He worked hard and prepared for several years, but when this day really came, Amon himself had no time to take care of it.

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A cat, the cat wandering in the Isis Temple Square hundreds of years ago, is Amon at this moment.

It was not that Amon returned to hundreds of years ago, nor that he himself became a cat. This was a very special state of meditation, and it might not be appropriate to call it meditation. After experiencing the test of losing strength and regeneration, if anything is different, Amon now is the self he has been pursuing in his beliefs since his lifetime.

Only by confirming this state can he reach a state of being a state where nothing exists, and his body and the world turn into void. Schrödinger squatted opposite him and unfolded his soul world to Amon without reservation.

Amon is experiencing Schrödinger's past. He does not simply see or hear, but feels everything as Schrödinger himself. In this process, he must be absolutely calm and selfless, and there must be no disturbance of thoughts, otherwise everything he experiences will become unreal.

This is why Schrödinger waited until today. In this state, she was also opening up all her secrets without reservation, so Schrödinger wanted to find someone she absolutely trusted!

The people of Eju like cats, which is a tradition of a long time. When cats come to Eju, they solve the problem of rats in the granary in many places and are regarded as waiters of the god of fertility. Therefore, around the Isis Temple Square, people have always had the habit of feeding cats. There are many stray cats living here, and Schrödinger is one of them.

Cats have a lot of food. In addition to eating people's feeding, they also rush around to catch rats, eat birds, and fly insects such as termites, grasshoppers. It is difficult for ordinary people to imagine that they will eat rats raw, but everything is real. In this case, they can still not have a thought or arise, which is Amon at this moment.

This is a curious kitten. It is not afraid of people, but it has a natural sense of alienation from people and will not be too close to them. Whenever various ceremony is held in the square and when the crowd gathers, the cats will run without a trace. But one day, Schrödinger chased a flying beetle and unconsciously forgot the environment. When it came to his senses, he found that it was full of feet around and was trapped in the crowded crowd and had nowhere to hide.

It was frightened. A kitten was wrapped in a surging crowd and might be trampled to death. Just when it was in horror, it found that everyone around it stopped moving and knelt down in one direction. A misty singing sound came from the sky, and the bells of the temple rang melodiously. The cat looked up and saw the golden sky, with a soft light falling on it.

This is an indescribable magical feeling. The cat actually forgot to fear and no longer tremble, just like an invisible hand caressing the depths of the soul. It happened to catch up with the annual Goddess of Isis Blessing Ceremony. Perhaps it was a coincidence or a sudden enlightenment. It realized the magical technique of "Isis Blessing" at the most horror, and at this moment it seemed to have understood something hazy.

After that, the cat often slipped into the temple. Its simple intelligence could not make complicated thoughts. It was just looking for the familiar feeling in memory. With the chanting of the priests and the eyes of the statues, the cat was much more intuitive than that of humans. It remembered the chanting and "studied" many temple rituals.

The priests thought the kitten was very interesting. Instead of playing in the square, they were willing to come to the temple to watch the various rituals of the priests. Just like a small priest, no one cared about it when they got familiar with it. People even gave it a name - Best.

Best had experienced many times of awakening rituals of power, including many secondary awakening rituals of power held by the great magician for the great warrior, as well as various blessings. Of course, it was not the protagonist of the ritual, but a kitten standing by people's feet to watch the fun. The priests in the temple already knew the cat's habits, and did not drive it away, but found it very interesting.

A cat usually has a lifespan of only more than ten years, but this kitten has lived for nearly a hundred years. It does not know that it is so long and all behaviors come from pure and pure instincts. The long years have gradually gained clear memories, and memory opens the door to thinking, and thinking allows it to spontaneously understand learning and understanding.

From some time on, when it lay on the bookshelf, when it saw the priests teaching divine texts, it suddenly realized that it had actually listened to them countless times, and understood those divine texts word by word.

These are not Schrödinger's memories, but traces imprinted in its soul. Amon unfolds his soul and opens these marks. He has experienced all this just like Schrödinger once did. It has been many years since he suddenly realized that he "understands" the divine text, the real time passed by just one night.

This is a concept that people cannot understand, as if it is a paradox of time. Amon has only sat overnight but has experienced many years. Time has not slowed down or fastened, but the marks in Schrödinger's soul have unfolded so much. If he had not had his current achievements, it would not only be difficult to accept, but might have broken his self-consciousness into pieces.

When it was dawn, Amon opened his eyes. After this night, he felt that his soul became very powerful and weak. The so-called strength means that he could accommodate more in one thought, just like reading a book, and he could imprint the entire volume of the book into his mind with a glance, even more clearly than ordinary people's careful study. The so-called weakness means that he consumes a lot and has reached his limit at this time. If he does not stop, Amon may be completely lost in Schrödinger's soul imprint and enter a deep coma shock state.

Amon breathed a sigh of relief and asked in a tired voice: "Is this your origin? Is it the way you let me experience these things? Is it the way to untie the seal of the imprisonment?"

Schrödinger shook his head and said, "No, this is just the beginning. You must have a clear understanding of everything I have experienced before you can find what the seal that imprisoned me."

Amon asked unexpectedly: "What is the seal? Don't you even know it? Then how can I untie it?"

Schrödinger sighed: "It is in my soul imprint. When I unfold my soul to you, my own consciousness is stagnant and I don't know what you have experienced specifically. Only in this way can you have a clearer awareness than myself. What did you know just now?"

Amen smiled: "I was the one you just now. After opening my eyes, I thought of someone. Well, I can't say he is a person, he should be an iron-armored beast."

Amon thought of Yunmeng because Yunmeng also learned divine texts not long ago. How could an iron-armored beast write? In fact, Amon didn't understand. He just asked Link to teach him. At this moment, he witnessed the entire process of a cat opening his intelligence. It was very accidental. Even it did not realize it itself, just like the light of the sky suddenly illuminated something.

Schrödinger looked a little surprised: "So you have experienced so much? The next thing is the real confusion. As a cat, I didn't understand how I exist. You need to have a good rest and continue to experience it after recovery."

Amon rested for a whole day, and felt that he had not recovered that night. It was not because of the exhaustion of mana, but because of the fatigue that made it difficult for him to accommodate the marks in another soul. Schrödinger patiently waited for him for two more days before starting again on the third day.

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When the cat realizes that it can understand the divine text and even writes the name "Best" with its claws, its way of thinking changes, and its real confusion begins. The cat does not know what kind of existence it exists. It is obviously different from other cats. When it wakes up from its hazy ignorance, it realizes that the cats that wandered with it in the temple square were no longer there, and it has been many generations of birth, old age, sickness and death, and it is still alive.

Why is this, what is life? This is the first question it thinks about. A cat's eyes can adapt to darkness, and its body is much more flexible and agile than a human. The years it has spent are equivalent to a human longevity, so it begins to doubt whether it is a cat? If so, what kind of cat is it? There is another deeper question, what kind of cat it wants to be?

When looking up at the statue of the god countless times in a quiet night, the cat suddenly had an "absurd" idea in his heart - it wanted to be a "cat" like that.

It is from this day that its eyes can not only see everything in the darkness, but also clearly detect its own bloodline when closing its eyes. It spontaneously masters the magical technique and meditation.

The body of a cat does not look like a person at all, but from the point of origin, it is almost not very different from that of humans. Schrödinger often strolls in the temple square and sees all kinds of people coming and going, one of which is itself, not a specific person, and the image abstracted by countless people is the name of Best, and the name of the priests.

There is a strange situation when cats meditate. As a human monk, they cannot understand it. They truly transform into a person's image, with such body and hair. This is a "person" that exists in the world of consciousness. In the real world, it is still a cat, and this person is growing and practicing.

This psychic cat has never used any magical arts in the temple. Its cultivation is just a proof of thinking. In fact, from the day it has self-awareness, its power is stronger than a lion, but no one has taken action with it.

Best gradually became a mascot in the temple. It was regarded by the priest as a magical cat because it lived long enough and lived in the temple for many years. It was a symbol of the favor of the gods.

The cat began its own practice, which was very unique, and was different from everyone in the temple. It could not have received formal education and had no prejudice in its heart. It just practiced whatever it thought, and had no concept of divine art or physical art. It accidentally went through many tests. Finally one day it decided to joke with a little priest and suddenly used information magic. The little priest saw not a cat, but a woman named Best.

The second soul imprint spread out to this point, and the experience was much shorter than the last time. Amon felt even more tired after opening his eyes because the experience contained too many complex content. Schrödinger was no longer an ignorant kitten. In many aspects, this was a person's experience, but it was much more complicated than that of ordinary people. Amon experienced this night for ten years.

He was so tired that he couldn't breathe. He sat there and recovered for a long time before saying, "Schrödinger, you are so beautiful!"

Schrödinger's tone was a little embarrassed: "Do you mean cats or humans?"

Amon smiled and refused to answer, Schrödinger turned around and slipped out. This time, Amon took a full five days off, and he was a little dazed, and he couldn't even tell whether he was a cat or a human. This kind of soul fusion is terrible. If it weren't for a strong enough conviction, it would definitely cause mental disorder. Amon himself was less than 20 years old, but he had been with a cat for hundreds of years. The trance was inevitable, but he could calm down again.

He also fully understood how important the test that had just been experienced was, as Maria once asked him, "You were once a passerby who almost died by the Ronnie River, but later became a general who shocked the mainland. Are you still a passerby who was on the battlefield? When you returned with honor, you handed over the military power and could not leave the territory. Are you still a general on the battlefield in the territory? At this moment, you are sitting in front of me, lowering your head, or the pure boy in Duke Town? If not, who are you? If so, then who is Amon?"

Amon suddenly found that he became stronger and stronger when he experienced Schrödinger's soul imprint. What he grew was not simply power, but could be described as a kind of "potential" or "capacity" of the soul.

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Five days later, Schrödinger once again unveiled his soul mark - he looked up and saw the solemn and holy statue of Goddess Isis. It was on the night when it used information magic to tease a little priest, when he walked through the main temple, he suddenly felt a strange pressure. The statue's eyes were staring. The cat had already sensed, but today was different from before.

Unable to explain why, the cat turned around and leaned down at the statue, buried his furry head in his front paws, as if he was praying, and then it heard a voice: "Best, don't be afraid, I am Isis!"

Of course, the cat knew who Isis was. It had been living in the temple for hundreds of years. Today, I heard Isis's voice in my mind! The soul was shrouded in a deep awe. It crawled in its heart and replied: "Great goddess, are you calling me?"

Isis's voice was solemn and soft: "You naughty kitten, I saw what you did. It is a rare luck in the world to achieve such a success. I decided to give you a chance. Please make a vow and accept the guidance of the Nine-Linked Gods. I will tell you what the path you have been pursuing."

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