13 Seeking Heart
Liu Mengli didn't know that a problem she had not intentioned actually made Chu Ci fall into a demonic obstacle, and even her plan to open up her meridians and retrieve the sword box in a short period of time was temporarily stranded.
Once people are serious, they are prone to getting stuck in the slightest way. Chu Ci thought about it, and even started to think about the meaning of his life.
Then he began to sleeplessly, eat or drink, lock himself in the house, pondering hard, no matter Liu Shifeng or Liu Mengli, he ignored it, closed himself in his own world, pondering hard.
No wonder that, Chu Ci's time to embark on this road is still too short.
He sang and stormed all the way, never stopping, and climbed to the heads of countless reincarnations. It seemed to be extremely glorious, but in fact it was internally worm-eaten and ants-embroidered, like an embroidered pillow.
This does not mean that Chu Ci's foundation is unstable, nor does it mean that he cannot hold on to his combat power, but that his mind and state are.
No matter how good the martial arts are, no matter how powerful the magical weapon is, it may be invincible in the world when worn by a mentally retarded person, but can it be said that he can make a fortune?
Chu Ci is now such a "mind-retarded".
This is not a conclusion that can be drawn from pure rational thinking without the body, nor is it a problem that can be solved by entering the world and leaving the world for several twists and turns.
‘Mindness’ cannot be controlled by simple reason.
The first question is
Why should I live?
To be honest, the last wish of the young lady many years ago has become increasingly indifferent to her constraints. Maybe in another ten or twenty years, Chu Ci will be indifferent to everything.
In this way, it seems that the meaning and necessity of living are lost.
Some people may say that living never requires a reason. If this sentence extends, life and death do not require a reason.
Chu Ci was afraid of death, but he would not be afraid at all until death was about to come.
Concern? Sadako and Weilan may have some, but Chu Ci was never a man who could live for others. He could die for two daughters, but no one had the right to order him to live.
It seems very stupid and idiotic. But Chu Ci is undoubtedly such a contradictory person.
Fear of death, but not afraid of death.
I want to die, but I struggle to survive.
Human beings are undoubtedly a conflicting and intelligent creature with all kinds of emotions and desires. Any creature that is transformed into a living creature. With spiritual wisdom, everyone will not fall into such a contradiction.
The so-called Supreme Being Forget Love, Sacrifice Small Love, and Transforming Great Love is actually a choice between the main and secondary contradictions of the individual and the collective.
Looking down at the reincarnation of the heavens and enjoying the beautiful scenery of all worlds is also optional. The world is so big that he can't finish it. Ordinary people can only ban themselves in their own world, just like prisoners in prisons. The reincarnation person is better and has become prisoners in the main domain of reincarnation. They go out to let go regularly and have different places to let go. They can't help but smash and rob.
Chu Ci thought of the main god, the reincarnation world from the meaning of his life, and the crooked building was not sure where it was crooked. The flickering eyes of the gods were like candles in the wind, shaking and about to extinguish.
If you can stand by, see through the demonic obstacles and cannot stand by, this wisp of soul will be defeated in this world of reincarnation.
Late at night, without lights, a slight trampling sound came from the roof. Soon, a light figure floated down from the roof, quietly pushed the door open, and the moonlight poured down. The black hair was swaying.
Looking at Chu Ci curled on the bed, her beautiful face was haggard. The green woman who had been looking for Chu Ci for several days was very distressed. She walked a few steps, leaned against the bed, and asked anxiously: "What's wrong with you?"
"Don't worry. I'm fine."
The voice was a little hoarse, with the same five words, which I said calmly and calmly a few days ago, but now I am only stubborn and persistent.
This is not like nothing is wrong. The Green Woman took Chu Ci's soft body from the bed without saying a word and was about to walk out. She has seen Li Jiangliu's power with her own eyes these days. She wants Li Jiangliu to see Chu Ci's problem.
"Put me down." Chu Ci let the Qing Female Hero toss and said lightly, "I'm just trapped in a demon, so I'll be fine if I think it's okay."
It was strange that Chu Ci knew that he could solve these problems by thinking it out, but at the same time he was deeply trapped in it.
This is a dead knot without knots.
"Demon barrier? What is that?" Qingwoo He stopped and looked at Chu Ci leaning on his shoulder. From his eyes, Qingwo He saw with distress that he was full of fatigue.
"It's probably similar to your martial arts practice being so tragic." Chu Ci thought for a moment and replied.
"What should I do? How can I help you?" The Qing Woman panicked and went astray. For a martial arts practitioner, it was no less than death. During this period, it was torture and pain, and even made people unable to help commit suicide on the spot.
Can a nine-year-old boy survive?
"Let me go, just think it's okay." Chu Ci was not worried at all whether he would die. Anyway, the subject would be fine, but the subject would still encounter the same torment. If he survived and returned to the subject, it would be equivalent to the subject also surviving this evil obstacle, which would be limitless in the future.
"No, let Brother Li take a look. I'll take you out now." After thinking about it, the Qingwoman bit her silver teeth lightly, and finally stomped her feet, wrapped Chu Ci in bedding, and walked through the door.
Not far away, Liu Mengli was worried about Chu Ci and couldn't sleep at night, so she got up quietly and walked towards her with a lantern. She happened to see a black shadow coming out of Chu Ci's room wrapped in a large piece of things. She was shocked and suspicious. Suddenly, Chu Ci's head was exposed from the bedding held by the black shadow, and could see clearly in the moonlight.
"Help! Kidnapping!"
Liu Mengli immediately started to scream. With this call, the entire county magistrate's mansion woke up. The lights were on, and there were noisy noises, footsteps, and shadows everywhere.
Liu Shifeng appeared in front of Liu Mengli in disheveled clothes and asked anxiously: "Mengli, what's wrong? Who was kidnapped?"
"Dad, it's Mr. Murong. I just saw someone rob him." Liu Mengli's eyes were full of anxiety and her heart was beating wildly. Perhaps this was the first time she was so disobedient.
"I'll send someone to find it now. The city gate is locked, and the thief must be still in the city." Liu Shifeng turned around and wanted to leave, but then turned back, "Good daughter, leave Ziying's affairs to my father. It's late at night, you'd better go and rest."
"Yes, Dad!" Liu Mengli agreed obediently on the surface, but she was still worried and anxious. She turned back to her boudoir and tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep for a long time.
The Green Woman is indeed very skilled. She took Chu Ci over the eaves and walked along the wall without any alarm. She came to a remote courtyard in Shouyang and pushed the door open. Li Jiangliu was sitting in several medicine bowls and didn't know what to be busy with.
"Brother Li, I found him. Come and see, it seems something happened to him."
Li Jiang's hand shook and almost got the wrong poison, and a bowl of precious poison was put into vain.
Fortunately, he was determined and still held the heart-wrenching Gu in his hand and turned slowly: "I said Ah Qing, can you not be shocked? Murong boy is seriously injured at most. As long as he is alive, I will definitely be able to do it."
Chapter completed!