Every day, if it is not the storm and haze, you will generally have the opportunity to see the sunrise and then the sunset. As long as you want to see it, you can see it.

But most people won't go see it.

Nothing good to look at.

It's like this every day, every month, year after year, and nothing seems to change.

But in such simple repetitions, time erodes the face and the heart.

Cui Yan stood on the hill, with the fields in Jizhou under his feet, and the sun rising from the distance to his eyes.

Climbing high and watching the sunrise can relieve some of the worries in your heart.

These days, he thought a lot.

Thinking from dawn to dark, and then thinking from dawn to dawn.

The first generation of gentry leaders in Jizhou should be considered the King of Zhending Liu Yang.

As for Tian Feng, he can probably be regarded as the previous generation, and he is the new generation he wants to prove. Proving himself is also a proof to others in Jizhou.

But it encountered failure, in a sense.

When Tian Feng was still there before, if something went wrong, it could be pushed to Tian Feng. I would have known it before, and I had said something that I had said before.

But now, it was Cui Yan's turn to be told by others.

As the smoke from cooking was rising, Cui Yan frowned slightly, because some noisy sounds came, breaking the original tranquility...

It seemed that someone wanted to find Cui Yan, but was stopped by Cui Yan's entourage. There was a quarrel between the two sides, and the voice reached the U-Tugang.

Cui Yan heard the sound that seemed to be the manager of Li, and couldn't help but frowned slightly and turned to look at the foot of the mountain, "Transfer."

After a while, the manager of the Li family came up and nodded and bowed constantly. He first apologized to express his confusion of Cui Yan's purity, and then handed over the letter from Li to Cui Yan.

Cui Yan opened his eyes and saw a smile on the corner of his mouth. He nodded and said to the manager of Li's family: "Let's go and report, just say... I already know...

Manager Li was stunned for a moment, obviously not very satisfied with the answer "knowing", but after all, his identity was on the side, so he smiled, then lowered his head and bowed back.

Obviously, what Manager Li wanted most was naturally a reply from Cui Yan to the head of his family.

Cui Yan also knew this.

But knowing it does not mean you have to give it to...

Just like Cao Cao knew what the people in Jizhou wanted, but Cao Cao just refused to give it to him.

As more and more smoke rises, life is gradually becoming lively in the countryside.

"So...it's so lively...

Cui Yan smiled slightly, as if he had seen the excitement in Yecheng.

The world is very big, and it is as traversal as a situation.

However, in this overall situation of the world, everyone has their own chess game.

If the heart is big and the chess board is big, then the chess pieces will be big. Originally, they might only need white and black stone wood pieces, but as the heart grows bigger, ordinary stone wood blocks will not be satisfied, and they even have to put their lives on the chess board, their own, and others.

People who do things seriously can always bring an indescribable beauty, whether it is playing chess seriously or committing suicide seriously.

Ni Heng began his journey of dying.

Seriously committing death, of course, also has the charm of the withering of cherry blossoms.

When it comes to the people who commit suicide among the Three Kingdoms, the eldest son Kong Rong and the youngest son Yang Xiu, and the father who commits death is Ni Heng.

This is what Ni Heng said himself.

Therefore, "Take a child like Sun Zhongmou" may not be a bad word...

Is that right? Isn't it?

Don't be so excited, just discuss it.

Ni Heng was also saying similar things, even more exciting than something like a son.

"Since you claim to be virtuous and talented, why not seek a job in the Ming Mansion?" someone asked.

Ni Heng smiled proudly, "How can I be as dirty as I am?"

Someone asked, "Isn't it clear that Chen Changwen has a bright and elegant reputation, Taihong and Jizhi, Yunke Tang's structure is clear?"

Ni Heng laughed even more, "Everyone is a bird of a feather!"

Everyone was in an uproar.

Ni Heng looked at everyone and just kept sneering.

In Ni Heng's eyes, everyone around him was covered, his ears were blocked, and even his mouth was sewn. Can these be considered human beings?

It's just a group of ignorant cattle and sheep!

When he was young, there was a mountain behind his home, and a small town was at the foot of the mountain. In the town, there were elderly people sitting under the trees chatting, children playing on the street, and scalpers walking slowly by. If the sun rises and sets, you can still smell the scent of food from each household.

That is the real world!

Now, Ni Heng only feels that everything he sees and can touch is false, everything he can smell is foul smell, everything is false, everything is lies.

This is not the real world.

Where is there ritual?

Where does righteousness have meaning?

Morality and kindness are nothing more than a rag covered with pus and blood, which hides the corpse!

After being released, Ni Heng was in a daze and walked all night. When the smoke from cooking was rising in the morning, he walked around the city, then found a tree again and continued to stare blankly.

Ni Heng was stunned for a long time, so long that he had forgotten how long it was. But there was a vague shaking of light and shadows, and then some sounds floated by...

There seemed to be an ant nest under the tree, and then Ni Heng saw the ants climbing from under the tree to the tree, and then from above to under the tree. It seemed that this tree was the whole world of these ants.

The shanty town in the alley worked early every day, and then got five copper coins at sunset and sold them for a day of food. After eating, they returned to the shanty town empty-handed, and then waited for the next day to earn the copper coins at the next day, as if from the shanty town to the labor farm, it was his entire world.

Ni Heng looked at it and understood that although some people looked like humans, they were still an ant inside.

"Born! Born!" Someone ran past happily, and everyone who met him congratulated him because his cow was about to be born, and then he wanted to prepare some food for the big cow and some mattress for the calves.

"Die! Dead!" Then someone walked by sadly, and when they saw him, they shook their heads and sighed because they had given birth to a child but could not afford it, so they could only strangle it to death and threw it into the mass grave.

Ni Heng looked at it and understood that although some people look like humans, they live less than a cow.

Is this world real?

The sun rises and it is dawn.

This is the rule.

The sun sets and it’s dark.

This is the rule.

It’s cold when the wind blows, it’s wet when it rains, it’s hot when it’s sun, and it’s cold when it’s cold when it’s cold when it’s cold when it’s cold when it’s cold when it’s cold when it’s cold when it’s cold when it’s raining.

These are the rules.

Ni Heng understood these rules, but he didn't understand some rules, but it was these rules that made him unable to understand that hurt him the most and made him the most painful.

It is normal to fall in a pit, but you can't fall repeatedly in the same pit. If it hurts or is injured, you have to think about why...

This is what Ni Heng’s teacher said.

The teacher who taught Ni Heng's scriptures also said that Ni Heng is very smart.

Smart people like to think, and Ni Heng is thinking about these pitfalls. When Ni Heng is thinking, a group of people or animals will keep sneering around...

"Look, there's a fool over there!"

"It looks like a dog!"

"Stay away from him, stupid and crazy diseases will be contagious!"

"Oh, it's so pitiful, can't you live well?"

Ni Heng looked at the sky, looked at the ground, stared at the people coming and going, or human-shaped animals, and then smiled. If the rules of this world make him disgusted and hated, then why should he follow these rules?

Ni Heng, I realized it.

So he looked at everyone, like a god in the sky looking at the cattle and sheep on the ground, his eyes reveal a kind of pity and contempt, "You are all mediocre, not enough to count..."

The wheel of death moves forward.

Ni Heng is not the first to commit suicide, nor will he be the last one, but one thing needs to be remembered: remember to remember those things brought out by being crushed by the wheel, don’t look at them...

…o(TωT)o…

Pingyang.

The Great Han Cavalry Office.

Fei Qian can drink tea.

The fragrance of tea is everywhere.
To be continued...