Chapter 1060: No Immortal Dilemma (36)
Fun Xiaonan looked back and saw the group of disciples from the Lingyun Sect behind him, as well as Elder Xu Mochang who had been at the end of the team, who looked at Xu Xiling next to him, and was really moved. The style of the Lingyun Sect is really not comparable to that of ordinary sects.
He continued to say to Xu Xiling: "The two elders Xu Linyan and Xu Mochang are not only very sincere in their attitude towards me, but also because I rescued Xu Xiaolei from the Great Elder of Wuxian Sect. This is what I should have done.
After all, Xu Xiaolei and I were friends when we were in the lower world of cultivation, and the relationship between them was very good. This was originally something I voluntarily saved Xu Xiaolei, but what I didn’t expect was that the two elders Xu Linyan and Xu Mochang were still extremely grateful to me.
There is a kind of reward, no matter whether you are for personal reasons or other reasons, no matter what, the saint of Lingyun Sect, Xu Xiaolei was rescued by you from the hands of the great elder of Wuxian Sect and a semi-saint peak realm of the semi-saint. This is to be kind to the Lingyun Sect.
Later, out of trust in me and consideration of the Potian Alliance, the biggest dilemma now is that there is no way to gain a foothold in the spiritual world, and there is no way to allow the monks in the lower world to grow up quickly.
This is something that Xiaonan does not have. Although his cultivation and realm have improved very quickly, there are not many things that can be done if more monks in the lower world of cultivation become stronger together.
Maybe it is to bring some spiritual elixirs from the spiritual world, and bring them back to the lower world. For this reason, the spiritual energy in the lower world is too scarce and cannot play the most fundamental role unless you can come to the spiritual world full of rich spiritual energy.
It also requires a systematic practice system to complete the incomplete exercises that were practiced before, or to practice a complete set of exercises, and there is a place to concentrate on practicing, without worrying about these basic conditions.
This is also the place where I admire the two elders Xu Linyan and Xu Mochang the most. After all, we didn’t spend a long time together, but the two elders Xu could detect what Icon Xiaonan needed so quickly.
All of this is exactly what the Lingyun Sect has, so they did not use magic weapons or spiritual elixirs to repay Fun Xiaonan and saved the great favor of the saint of Lingyun Sect. After all, Xu Xiaolei's identity is extraordinary, and that is the only opportunity for Lingyun Sect to reach the True Saint Realm at present.
This is the Lingyun Sect. Even if he gives everything, he doesn't want any accidents to happen to Xu Xiaolei. Therefore, the two elders Xu Linyan and Xu Mochang will think about what others think, and let the Lingyun Sect and Potian Alliance form an alliance, which is completely beyond the expectation of Xiaonan.
This is something I never expected. When I saw your group of senior sisters and teachers performing in the land of creation and in the Lingquan Pond, although they were shocked, they also felt that this was justified.
After all, this is the younger brother of the Lingyun Sect. With two elders who are so wise and wise, they will definitely have a noble character like the two elders Xu, under careful guidance. All of these are deeply moved.
But what I didn't expect was that just before, Elder Xu Mochang said something similar to you to me, and also wanted to sacrifice himself to help everyone find a glimmer of life so that we can all leave the Soul-falling Abyss safely.
I can understand and admire this idea, but I rejected Xu Mochang's request. It was not that I didn't want it, but that I felt that we had not reached that point yet. Even if we reached that point, we would not need such sacrifice.
How big the shadow this will have on us in the future? Have you ever thought about it, it means sacrificing others and fulfilling ourselves. I can't accept such a thing as Xiaonan, even Brother Wa, your sister Zhou, and Xu Xiaolei and Elder Xu Mochang.
Even the group of masters from the Lingyun Sect’s magical power realm will not be able to accept it. They would rather fight to the death on their own. Even if they are scarred, they are even a happy thing. After all, this is for their relatives, friends, and masters, so why bother to die?
So Xiling, please put away this idea. Although it is impossible for ordinary people to have such an idea, it will make people respect it very much from the bottom of their hearts. After all, this is to put yourself in a very dangerous situation, even a ten-death and lifeless state.
But as peers, or even your elders, they will not accept it from the bottom of their hearts. After all, everyone has had the same relationship for so many years, especially this time, in the Soul-falling Abyss, they encountered many things that they had never experienced before.
We even experienced the special experience of Shadow Crazy Wolf's symbiosis and death together. In fact, death may not be so terrible to everyone. Instead, we hope that everyone can sacrifice for the strength of the Lingyun Sect. This relative is the most valuable.
Let’s not talk about your grandmother for now. What kind of thoughts would Elder Xu Linyan have when she knew about it? After all, she was not here at that time and could not control her. But have you ever thought about Elder Xu Mochang? She is your elder, watching you grow up and grow up.
Do you think she can watch you and fall into the claws of a group of high-level monsters? The answer is yes. Elder Xu Mochang, even if he dies, would not be willing to see such a situation happen.
Not to mention, Elder Xu Mochang, you had the same idea as Xiling before. If you were not yourself, you would fall into the claws of those high-level monsters, but Xiling, you would feel that Elder Xu Mochang could bear it?
Even if Elder Xu Mochang can leave the Soul-Fallen Abyss alive, you think that although she is alive for the rest of her life, it is actually no different from being dead. Her life will be black and white, without the color of mission.
I don’t know how to face your grandmother, Elder Xu Linyan, the head of the Lingyun Sect, and even the many disciples of the Lingyun Sect. What’s more, Elder Xu Mochang, will not know how to face himself at that time, and that will be really “life is worse than death”.
Would you like to see Elder Xu Mochang live like this in the future? I believe you will not, so I also hope that you will not have similar ideas. This practice is noble, but it will make your relatives and friends around you unable to bear it.
Besides, even the group of disciples from the Lingyun Sect’s magical power realm have not very high cultivation levels. In the past, you lived, grew up, and practiced together. Their realms are not much different, and their emotional foundation is very deep.
Although with this trip to the Soul-Descending Abyss, their realm has suddenly become a very big gap with you and Xu Xiaolei. I believe that from now on, such a gap may become bigger and bigger, and everyone's identities may also change with each other.
However, this cannot stop them. The more they expect you and Xu Xiaolei are, the happier they will be. Although there is a hint of loss that the person who is powerful in the Lingyun Sect is not them, they hope that the Lingyun Sect will become stronger.
The stronger you and Xu Xiaolei are, the greater the responsibility on your shoulders. After all, everyone knows that Xu Xiaolei was able to become the saint of Lingyun Sect because she had a special physique "Qingling Immortal Body" that could impact the True Saint Realm, which is something that everyone could not change.
This was decided by the three of the two elders Xu Linyan and Xu Mochang of the Lingyun Sect, as well as the head of the Lingyun Sect. Although this is a fact, Xu Xiaolei's situation is completely different from yours. She is an airborne soldier.
Whether or not you can really become the true saint realm in the future is all the future. Everyone just hopes that it will not be successful. Moreover, the emotional foundation of all the disciples of the Lingyun Sect and Xu Xiaolei is equal to zero, but because Xu Xiaolei is the identity of the saint of the Lingyun Sect.
Also, he was valued by the three semi-saints of the Lingyun Sect, so he respected Xu Xiaolei's identity, not the kind from the heart. After all, Xu Xiaolei came to the spiritual cultivation world and was particularly short when he came to the Lingyun Sect, and his feelings for the Lingyun Sect were also very shallow.
This is all understandable to everyone. After all, Xu Xiaolei didn’t come for a long time, and she couldn’t integrate with everyone. These all take time to settle down, but Xu Xiling, you are completely different. You have always lived in the Lingyun Sect, grew up with everyone, and grew up.
Everyone respects you very much. It is not that you are the senior sister of contemporary disciples, but that you have always been the best and most talented person in this generation, so in their hearts, they must have always had very high expectations for you.
One day, you can become a real strong man and change the person from the Lingyun Sect. During this trip to the Soul-falling Abyss, your performance has already caught up with Xu Xiaolei's realm. This is enough to make the thoughts that have always existed in their hearts even stronger.
So their hope for you is getting bigger and bigger. In the future, they can become the pillar of the Lingyun Sect like your grandmother and Xu Linyan, and become the leader in everyone's mind, protect everyone, and hope to lead the Lingyun Sect to be powerful.
So I envy you very much, Xiling, I envy you for being able to live in a sect with such a kind and righteous sect, and with such sincerity and dedication to the Lingyun Sect, and with such harmonious senior sisters. This is what I seriously lack.
You also know that my family is actually very bad. I live in a remote town. I only have a very bad father in my family. I often go to the hospital for medical treatment and treatment. I earned that little income, which was not enough for my family’s expenses.
There is also a younger brother who is still in school like me. He was still in high school at the time and was under great pressure to study and had no time to do odd jobs. Besides, I wouldn’t let my younger brother do these things. Just work outside to make money.
As long as he goes to school well, he can get into a good university in the future and change his destiny. This is what I hope to see. In addition, my mother has never lived with us since she was a child.
My younger brother and I have only fatherly love and motherly love since we were young, but we are not angry with our mother, and we do not blame me and her, because as we grow up, we slowly know that our mother left us not voluntarily, but was forced by her family.
It was to protect us that I was willing to return to her family. I had never had the chance to come out to see us for so many years, because my mother knew that if she came out to see us secretly, she would definitely be discovered by the people of her family. At that time, it would be a bad thing for us.
After all, my mother's family is a family of monks. They can fly and hide in the sky and do everything. They are not something ordinary people like us can handle. At that time, if they do some unexpected things for their mothers, they will do.
At that time, my mother would definitely not be able to accept it. After all, it was the lives of my brother, my father, who was threatened by my life, so that my mother with high cultivation would agree to return to the family.
So I have always hoped that one day, I can become a monk, become very powerful, go to my mother's family, and bring my mother back openly, so that my mother and father, two people who are in love with each other, can live together again.
It also allows me and my younger brother Fang Xiaobei to have a mother again and have maternal love, so that our family can live together in a tidy manner, but these require certain conditions to be completed.
For me at that time, it was like "a foolish and whimsical", because life was forced by me, I usually needed to work in a small restaurant outside the school. To put it bluntly, I helped them wash dishes, wipe the table, and clean the dishes.
After all, I was just a college student at Dongyuan University at that time. I didn’t have any skills. I could only do these physical work and earn a little money to ensure the family’s living expenses. I also had the opportunity to buy a chicken or a large piece of meat.
We can improve the food of our father and younger brother. At that time, it was really the happiest thing for our family of three. After all, we don’t have the money to buy meat and live a very tight life. Maybe these may be too far away for you.
Even if I didn't even think about it, I didn't know that some people live so tightly that they don't have to think about external things, magic weapons, magic medicines, and even the life problems that survive are all a problem.
Chapter completed!