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Chapter 1 Self-Happiness on

[Does life exist for "happiness" or for "meaning"?]

The Mycrov World, the Hergamos Empire, the Empire's Foreign Exploration Department, numbered "Elite Squad 0003", the senior alchemist Constantine is thinking about this problem that, through the past and present, even all the smart people who have nothing to do after eating and having nothing to do, will only use their heads to think about in a sage state.

Now, he is carrying a special special armed warship with his teammates, driving in the endless void.

Their destination is the sealed world, the "Court of Nirvana" which is gradually known to the public after the extreme crisis.

['Happiness' is just a simple **. Life lives for this, and it is a bit shallow to think about it, but isn't "meaning" also a manifestation of some **?'Ambition','provement ability','self-realization'... Is there any difference between these **, from "eating full", "wearing warmly", and "being with your beloved"?]

The Court of Nirvana has a very loud name, but in fact, the background of this "prisoner" is much louder than its name. In this world-class prison that was jointly created by the gods and almost all legends of Mycrov, and has been reinforced and upgraded countless times, there are many terrifying existences that will definitely disrupt the diverse galaxies if released.

‘Black Mist’, ‘Immortal Bird’, ‘Super-level Chaos Family’, ‘Evil Gods’, ‘Extreme Virus Experimental Field’… Any existence held in it, picked out is a legendary jump. Even if it is not an extraordinary creature, it is an extremely terrifying strange plague similar to the extreme virus, or other pre-civilized creatures.

Most of these things have extremely high research value, and it is a pity to directly eliminate them, so they simply seal them with the most stringent means and study them slowly with the most cautious means.

The elite team went to the Court of Immortality this time, but it was not because of their captain Prest's identity as a disciple of Marshal Radcliffe, but because of the alchemist Constantine.

He is here to visit prison.

[But no matter how it is 'happiness' or 'meaning', it requires 'self' and 'live', right? Abandoning oneself for happiness and abandoning one's life for meaning... Isn't this stupid?!]

With such doubts in mind, the elite team and his group entered the world of "Court of Nirvana" after 19 rigorous monitoring. This world is said to be created by the Seven Gods and the Fairy Queens of the Fairy Country. They were also given more than 1,700 legendary mystery locks and time and space barriers by the legendary wizards. Marshal Radcliff also covered part of his body on the periphery of the world. If things were not done, there was really an existence that was about to escape from prison. He would directly crush the entire world through the air and stuff it into the black hole engine.

"So, we are actually inside the Lord's body now?"

While Prest and Constantine submitted their application for a prison visit at the Silver Fairy at the front desk of the prison, the Knight Clark, who was digging his ears indecently. He watched the leprechaun flying back and forth in the corridor, with all kinds of colors and brilliance, and his eyes were a little dazed: "Also, why are the staff in the prison all goblins?"

"To be precise, it's in the palm of the Lord's hand." The mage Wayne replied faintly. His posture was extremely correct at this moment: "I suggest you not be so casual. This is where the gods and all the strong men pay attention to their attention."

"As for why the staff are all fairies, the answer is very simple." On the other side, the priest Seed, who was meditating with his eyes open, closed his eyes and whispered: "Because through various tests, the gods believed that no existence could be unknowingly bewitched or eroded the fairy. Just like the fairy who volunteered to participate in the experiment last time, who was eroded by a foreign legend, the other party repeatedly told her not to disclose it to the public. As a result, she forgot in two seconds and ran to show off with her companions that she had made a big friend."

“…This is quite reasonable.”

Elemental creatures do not have any genius, but they have extremely amazing patience. The Knight thought carefully about it. If there was any powerful existence to deceive a fairy into opening a blockade for him, then he might have to endure a fairy who had been chatting with a seven gods for hundreds of years. He still remembered that a fairy once talked to a tree and talked about the example of a tree becoming a tree.

Perhaps, it's just the Silver Fairy.

"alright."

Suddenly, the alchemist's slightly tired voice came from the front desk, and the silver fairy at the front desk activated the teleportation array. The elf who was originally cheerful and optimistic was obviously a little decadent now. His pointed ears were drooping, and he was completely weak: "Just wait for the teleportation next... Thank you for coming and accompanying me."

"Don't think too much, we are teammates." On the side, Prest patted the other party's shoulder and touched some hard bulges there. It seemed to be the biochemical wings that were folded up, but the captain who had been used to it was not concerned about it: "After all, there are such a big thing at home, and everyone is good brothers, so naturally I have to accompany you."

Constantine didn't say anything, he just looked at his teammates gratefully and silently encouraged him.

Then, the teleportation array lit up and they disappeared into the dark blue light.

[But in fact, there are always people who abandon themselves for happiness and life for meaning... Why do people do this? No matter how you can't figure it out, no matter how you can't figure it out.]

The elite team who were teleported to a dark and empty hall saw that in the center of the hall, a space was gradually becoming transparent, and endless energy radiance overflowed from the edge of this transparent area, illuminating the entire hall and allowing everyone to clearly see the existence behind the transparent space.

It was an elf who could be called "handsome" and "beautiful", and had both the heroic spirit of men and the softness of women.

His body can be called "perfect". Even if his body is broken halfway, the broken flesh and organs also show a vitality. Not only does it look ugly and bloody, but it has a beauty that is to admire the tenacity of life.

‘Extreme Elf Neopel’. The first case of extreme life in the Mycrov civilization caused hundreds of thousands of people to die at Jetrum’s Void Base, half-destroyed the Void Base, most of a fleet sinks, and dozens of ambassadors of foreign civilizations died.

When invading the land of the Mycrov world, he was defeated by the Paladin Lorenda in Moldavia, the north. However, it was strange that it did not destroy or escape at that time, but was simply surrendered after being defeated, and was captured by Nostradamus and Brandon who rushed over, and sent to the Court of Immortality for sealing.

It noticed that the seal seemed to be untied, and the extreme elf opened his eyes slightly, revealing a clear blue gem light, echoing like water waves. It looked at the elite team in front of it, revealing a strange look.

"Constantine?" it said in confusion: "Why are you here?"

"cousin……"

Taking a step forward, the sad alchemist sighed, and he shook his head with some boredom: "To be honest, I don't know whether you are a monster or not, but for the sake of my aunt and uncle's plea, I'll just call that first."

"They just want to know how my poor cousin turned into a monster, and that their son, whom they have raised for many years, was suffering from pain when they were eroded, and what was the idea when they died."

The extreme crisis caused everyone in the Mycrov world to move to the shelter world to take refuge. Such a big move will naturally cause people's doubts. The new generation of coalition governments are not worried about the people's panic, so they released some relevant information about the extreme virus, including virus erosion, leading to extreme bioification.

When Constantine knew that his familiar cousin suddenly turned into a vicious monster that killed hundreds of thousands of people, the shock in her heart was no less than the other party's poor parents. He knew very well that his cousin was smart, cautious, self-aware, and could always refuse in the face of temptation... Even if it was eroded by the extreme virus, it would never be so silent. He should have resisted.

Why? Why can you lurk for so long after becoming an extreme creature? Why, why don’t you escape after being defeated, but just surrender and be sealed so simply?

It is obviously power to escape, right? Even if you become a monster, you should choose the future that is most likely to survive, rather than being sealed like this and having a chronic death.

Constantine was confused in his heart. He wanted to know the answer, so he took the initiative to accept the entrustment of Neopel's parents, took the initiative to ask Marshal Radcliffe for request, and took the initiative to go to the Court of Nirvana to meet his "cousin".

Then, wait for its answer.

"... Of course I am still Neupel. You always like to say that extreme creatures replace the monsters that originally exist, but in fact, there is no distinction between "extreme life" and "eroded person". Extreme viruses are just a set of programs, a set of information and information."

Facing Constantine's answer, the extreme elf smiled, and its voice came through the transparent seal: "How to say it is like learning new knowledge, a young man who originally knew nothing about society has a new view of the whole world after learning related sociological knowledge. Faced with things he originally felt that he "liked" or "disliked" he had a new perspective and attitude. This change can almost be said to be a different person."

"For example, when people were young and when they were old, there were always many differences... Could it be that after learning new knowledge, you who changed your mind was not the same you? When you were young and you were grown up, you were not the same you? Oh, maybe this is true for some people. They always like to say, "The original I was dead, and now you see a brand new me!" But no one thinks they are monsters."

People are always changing, so why is extremes regarded as alienation?

He did not intend to convince the other party that 'Neopel' was almost unable to move in the seal. Although his life was maintained, his body functions were completely blocked. Now he could make a sound, and he got the upper license to obtain relevant information. The elf smiled cheerfully, just as before: "Although at the beginning, I did know nothing about being infected, there was no doubt that choosing 'extreme' was my own choice. In the cocoon, when I knew what extremes could bring me, I chose this path without hesitation."

It did not lie, nor could it lie. This is indeed the fact. The flashing array of truth magic tricks on the side proved this.

"In fact, because I know the power of our civilization very deeply, I know that I can be at most free and can't last for a long time, so after being defeated, I can simply surrender, and there is no point in resisting."

"It actually says we are civilized?" The knight whispered behind, but was asked by the mage and the priest to be quiet. After all, they were just spectators accompanying their friends, which was essentially a private matter at Constantine's home.

At this time, Constantine seemed even more confused. He couldn't help asking: "No, this makes no sense at all, right? You clearly know that a person's self is very fragile and instilled with a lot of information is called brainwashing, not learning! You clearly know this, why do you still choose to limit it?!"

"Because I know, this is the only possibility of my happiness."

'Neopel' said bluntly, without any concealment. Its handsome face was almost weird, but the expression it showed was calm. The extreme elf said calmly: "Cousin, you have never been infected by the extreme virus. Don't say such a natural thing. Faced with such temptation, few people in the entire Mycrov civilization can resist it. After all, those who can hold on to themselves under the extreme virus infection have long been so powerful that they will not be eroded by the extreme virus. At least it is a great intention. It is not surprising that the legend is."

"Wait, weren't you happy before?" Constantine was stunned again: "Family, friends, those who love you and those who love you have a good job of leisure and good treatment for your boss. Neopel, are you crazy and feel so unhappy?!"

"Is the blood of the elves not good? It is enough to advance to legends, excellent adaptability, long life and handsome appearance. You are even the most talented existence in our family. If you were a druid, you would have been very interested? So, why do you keep changing the organs given by your parents, replacing your god-given **, and wasting your perfect talent?"

This time, it was Neopel's turn to ask back, and it shook its head slightly: "Your parents have complained more than once that you don't love them, and that you randomly replace your bloodline, or even the manifestation of not loving the elves. They think that your nature is ruthless and cold, and you are crazy rebels. But I know that you are not that kind of person, just because the happiness you want is different from what most people want."

When the alchemist heard the first sentence the other party said, he couldn't help but tighten his hands. Behind Constantine, Priest and others could hear the other party's heartbeat was getting louder and louder. The terrifying heart was shaking rapidly, representing the excitement of his master.

"My happiness is actually very simple, and I want to become stronger."

Neopel turned a blind eye to this, and said calmly: "I want to be a strong man who can fly and escape, and can go to the void at will, go to other worlds, and be free. This is not a distort my thoughts after the extreme virus infection, but my deepest wish is just that I am very smart, I have self-knowledge, and I don't have enough talent. I can't abandon my excellent talent like you, my cousin, and still shine in other fields, or even become a member of the well-known exploration team. You will never know how much I envy you, just like you think I am unparalleled."

Happiness is a dual satisfaction of "spiritual" and "material".

Meaning is the process of "realizing" and "following" one's own will.

"Twisted yourself and infected by the extreme virus? Compared to happiness, this deal is too cost-effective. I experienced that powerful feeling. I can move freely in the void and gallop in the vast and boundless multiverse as my heart... God, when I saw the light of the demon tide lingering around me, when I saw the stars twinkling, as if the stars in the heavens were watching me, I felt that I was truly alive, the feeling of wanting to cry and shouting, you will never understand."

In the seal, the extreme elf showed a satisfied expression. It seemed that it was really happy at that time. Even when recalling in the Court of Nirvana, it could be so happy: "For others, am I dead? It doesn't matter.

To others, I am no longer me? It doesn’t matter.

This world is full of unhappy life, meaningless life, and living is not as good as dead as living. I don’t think I am that kind of person.”

"This is so happy, so I really want to share this happiness with my parents. I know my father likes to explore the deep sea, I know my mother likes to climb mountains and look far, but they have been trapped in the forest all their lives, staying in the world of Mycrov, facing the endless and vast multiverse, they can only look at it with envy and not go there in person... Constantine, what you are talking about is false happiness, and what I pursue is my real wish."

Constantine subconsciously looked at his hand. It was a siphon monster mimetic arm that had been transformed into a psychic link... If it were alienation, who could be more serious than his ** alienation? Even the Tree of Life does not think he is an elf, and even his parents think he abandoned his race... Compared with Neupel, who abandoned himself? Are both of them willing to abandon his "self" for their happiness?

"But... why don't you run away?" This is a question that the alchemist can't understand yet: "You can run, but why don't you try?"

"Because I know that I have made a mistake, so I have to be punished. Since I can't resist, I'll wait for death. Anyway, I have realized my wish and I have no regrets in my life. If I can contribute some value to the Mycrov civilization and make up for some mistakes, then use it. This is also the choice of "Neipelki" for himself."

Until the end, the beast was extremely firm. It said word by word: "Finally, cousin Constantine, if your parents ask you to ask instead of asking, and ask "Neipelci" if it is painful or not, then tell them, "Neipelci" finally gained the happiness he pursued. When most people don't know what they are pursuing and what the meaning of their life is, he turned into a beast and found his original wish."

"Even in just a few days, he finally reached the future that he could not achieve in his life, and realized his wish that he could not achieve in his life. He witnessed the vastness of the void and the vastness of the stars. He was moved by this, and even laughed and cried."

"Compared with these, 'self' and 'life' are all trivial matters."

As for the hundreds of thousands of people who died in the process of its sublimation, it would be even more insignificant. Even if it knew that this was wrong, or even felt guilty about it, it would do it without hesitation.

"Because I am just a selfish life, a selfish beast, and I am willing to abandon myself and life for happiness."
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