Sorry, I'm back!

This time I have no shame to be sceptical to you, so I carefully wrote a passage of my heart!

From the subsequent updates and weekly updates in recent months, to the longest interruption in history, now that I’m back, I can only say “I’m sorry” to everyone!

I was originally embarrassed to explain something, after all, breaking up means breaking up, and no matter how many reasons are, everyone's anger cannot be calmed.

But I always want to give you an explanation. The reason why I stopped updating was not because I was tired or lazy. In the final analysis, it was just one reason: I was floating!

This "floating" is not about floating and not writing, but about floating and regressing.

When I first opened this book, I had countless ideas and countless memes, and the original intention of writing the stories I wanted to write, and I wanted everyone to enjoy it and enjoy it was gradually lost.

Writing like this requires talent!

Unfortunately, I am not very talented, so I can only make up for it by sweat. I need to keep reading and accumulate and constantly recharge to prevent myself from regressing.

Originally, my habit was to think about the plot while reading books to keep myself in the rhythm of creation.

However, as the book was written longer and longer and a series of reasons, I lost enthusiasm at the beginning. I didn’t know when I stopped reading and charging until I felt that the bottlenecks became more and more frequent and it became more and more difficult to write the plot.

A friend of the author told me that if you can’t continue writing, don’t write it, and start a new book.

Some author friends also advised me that the book's performance is pretty good, so I'd better continue writing it!

I have thought about these things, but what I can't let go of the most is actually a reluctance.

In fact, I have nothing else to do with the rest of the week and I am just reading a book.

I haven't counted how many books I have read in the past few months, how many times I have reflected on myself, thoughts on myself, and then reimagined the plot.

But no matter what book I read or how many writing techniques I have accumulated, when I put down my phone and lie on the bed and close my eyes, the world in this book is always in my mind!

This is actually a great blessing for me! I finally felt that I had regained my mysterious writing thinking and regained a trace of unextinguished enthusiasm.

I miss Xu Que very much!

I can't let go of the unethical dog combination, nor can I let go of you who have not left yet!

So, I still want to continue to be slutty and continue to romance with Xu Que.

This time I come back, I don’t plan to leave again!

For a long time, I updated it for the sake of promises. I thought that putting pressure on myself would force myself to update, but in the end I broke my trust in you countless times and lost my enthusiasm because of the pressure.

But now, I come back with the enthusiasm that I can't let go and rekindled, no matter how long this high enthusiasm can burn, at least it will not be extinguished again.

I don’t want monthly tickets, nor do I need recommendation tickets or rewards. This is the truth. I just want to update my words!

Sorry, everyone!

Xu Que, I'm sorry!

I'm back!

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Chapter completed!