Chapter 44 Aftertaste of Love
In the afternoon, Xiaoyu slowly woke up. When Xiaoyu woke up, Fang Shaoyun was peeling an apple. When Xiaoyu woke up, Fang Shaoyun tried hard to squeeze out a smile. But even Fang Shaoyun felt that his smile was ugly.
At this time, Kay sat quietly on the other side of the ward and saw Xiaoyu wake up. Kay thought Xiaoyu would be very excited. But Xiaoyu couldn't say anything calm. Seeing Fang Shaoyun sitting by his bed, Xiaoyu just gave him a pale smile.
"Why are you here?"
Fang Shaoyun has always been very calm. But now it is obviously a little confused. Fang Shaoyun has held hands countless times in front of Fang Shaoyun, but now Fang Shaoyun dares not hold them. "It was May who told me."
Looking at Fang Shaoyun's appearance, Xiaoyu sighed quietly. "Actually, you don't have to worry about me anymore. You know that you are no longer helpful to me now. Actually, I really want to fall asleep like this, but when I fell asleep, I suddenly thought about a lot of things. Don't worry, I won't be stupid in the future."
Fang Shaoyun looked at the thin Xiaoyu and felt heartache again. Fang Shaoyun wanted to hold Xiaoyu in his arms for the rest of his life, but when Xiaoyu said this, Fang Shaoyun suddenly felt that there was an intouchable distance between him and Xiaoyu. Now Xiaoyu was in front of him, but Fang Shaoyun didn't know what he should do and what he could do.
Fang Shaoyun thought that Xiaoyu could never forgive him and Xiaoru. "Actually, that girl was really my fellow villager that day, and I had nothing to do with her."
"I know, and later I know it. In fact, that incident just forced me to make a choice." Xiaoyu looked at Fang Shaoyun with a calm face.
"Actually, he was already chasing me at the beginning, but I always thought I like you a little more. After that happened, it just made me decide."
Fang Shaoyun had already cut an apple, but when Xiaoyu talked about this, Fang Shaoyun was lost and almost dropped the apple to the ground.
"Actually, I don't regret being separated from you, Fang Shaoyun, do you know that you are too peaceful. Perhaps the life you want is to spend your life in a quiet place with the person you love, from sunrise to sunset, and just plain life. But I want a more exciting life."
Fang Shaoyun looked at Xiaoyu, and Xiaoyu really knew Fang Shaoyun very well. Such a peaceful life was indeed the life that Fang Shaoyun had always wanted. It didn’t require too much luxury. As long as he could be with the person he loved, he would walk hand in hand in hand for a whole life. Fang Shaoyun has seen too much of a life of ups and downs. Fang Shaoyun’s parents are like this. They both look very glorious on the surface, but in fact, most of the time, the two of them fly around in China and can only eat plane meals on the plane most of the time. Even when they get together, the two of them don’t have time to talk about love. Fang Shaoyun has never liked such a life.
Fang Shaoyun didn't know what kind of life Xiaoyu wanted, but when she thought of the choice Xiaoyu made, Fang Shaoyun knew that what Xiaoyu wanted was different from what she wanted. Sometimes, it was difficult for a man to understand a woman. Fang Shaoyun suddenly felt that he was very failed. Because until now Fang Shaoyun knew that he didn't know what Xiaoyu wanted.
Fang Shaoyun suddenly felt a little lonely and suddenly didn't want to ask who the man was, so he asked for no reason. "Is it worth it for him?"
"Not worth it." Xiaoyu smiled weakly under the snow-white quilt. "Actually, I regret it now."
Fang Shaoyun couldn't speak. But Kay knew very well that sometimes women were just impulsive when doing things, and sometimes they only realized that they were wrong after doing it. Fortunately, it was still time now. Xiaoyu seemed to have no big problems now, and she seemed to have figured it out.
When Fang Shaoyun was distracted, May brought Xiaoyu's classmates to come. May looked haggard when he came in, but after seeing Xiaoyu's nothing, a bunch of people gathered next to Xiaoyu's bed and said you scared us to death. Xiaoyu also smiled and said sorry, I won't be so stupid again in the future.
Fang Shaoyun suddenly felt that he had nothing to do, so he sighed and walked out of the ward with Kay. Before leaving the hospital, Fang Shaoyun bought Xiaoyu a bunch of things that Xiaoyu likes to eat. But when Fang Shaoyun left the hospital, Fang Shaoyun suddenly felt that he had lost all his strength. Somewhere in Fang Shaoyun's heart seemed to have something slammed down the ground, then shattered, and then disappeared without a trace.
On the way back to Fang Shaoyun's old nest, Fang Shaoyun felt a little desolate. Xiaoyu's words lingered in Fang Shaoyun's ears. Fang Shaoyun finally remembered that many times, Xiaoyu always told herself intentionally or unintentionally that men should be strong and make a difference. They should not always be decadent and live indifferent to the world. It turns out that Xiaoyu has always wanted to be a little woman hiding in the arms of a strong man, but she just wants to live a life of indifferent fame and fortune.
Kay clearly saw that Fang Shaoyun seemed powerless even when walking, so he said to Fang Shaoyun. "In fact, life is not given to you by others, but to you for your own efforts."
Fang Shaoyun looked at Kay, and Kay looked at Fang Shaoyun's eyes. "In fact, how can a person as arrogant as you do all his life? You don't want to do anything now, it just means that there is something that bothers you. But Xiaoyu chose to leave instead of finding out what is bothering you. Perhaps she was really wrong at this point."
Fang Shaoyun looked at Kay, as if he had known Kay for the first time, but Kay smiled cunningly. Fang Shaoyun felt that Kay's eyes could easily see through everything about him.
Kay and Fang Shaoyun are actually very smart people, but Fang Shaoyun and Kay don’t know that sometimes what a woman thinks and says is different.
When May was left in the hospital, Xiaoyu was not as strong as she woke up.
May said: "Actually, you know that he has always loved you. How much you loved each other. Did you just want to give up on him like this?"
Xiaoyu smiled bitterly and said, "What else can I do now? Haven't you seen the girl beside him? She is so outstanding and looks like him very much. Do you want me to snatch him from her again? Maybe it was possible, but now..."
May twitched silently. Xiaoyu sighed again. "Many times a person has no way to go. At that time, I had chosen him. Now I have no chance to turn around and choose Fang Shaoyun, because this is unfair to him."
May didn't know if love had so-called fairness and unfairness, but when he saw Xiaoyu lying alone in the quilt and thought of Fang Shaoyun's lonely back as he walked out of the ward, May couldn't help but lie beside Xiaoyu and cried.
There are many things in the world that are helpless. The person you fall in love with doesn’t love you, and the person you fall in love with doesn’t love her. Some people clearly love each other, but they can’t be together.
There are always many things in the world that cannot go well, but Lulu's registration work is surprisingly smooth. Although there are always many people who register for CPL, some people directly register online and pay the registration fee. Although there are many animals at the registration site, when they see a place where they register, the animals on the scene are excited. After all, MM is still a rare animal in the interstellar world, let alone Lulu looks so charming. The animals on the scene made a big move. From getting the registration form to completing the registration, Lulu only took less than half an hour, but in order to deal with harassment such as QQ and mobile phones, Lulu spent a lot of time.
After registration, Lulu fled the scene like a flying one. When he escaped from the scene, Lulu felt that sometimes Kay was really wise and powerful. Sometimes this interstellar offline competition was really a place where women could not interfere. If they were accidentally killed, they would really have to make a corpse. In the future, Lulu thought it would be better to let Fang Shaoyun come.
When I think of Fang Shaoyun Lulu, I wonder how the progress is now. Is it because Fang Shaoyun and Xiaoyu’s old relationship has rekindled, or Kay took advantage of the situation. When I think of this, Lulu couldn’t help but take out his cell phone and dial Kay’s phone. Lulu thought that there would always be some story at this time, but after dialing the phone, Kay just said, “Sister, we’re waiting for you to have supper together in XX.”
When Lulu rushed to the XXXX Hotel like flying, Fang Shaoyun and Kay were eating and drinking while watching the TV. Lulu originally wanted to ask what was going on, but when he saw that his favorite sauerkraut fish was half gone, Lulu shouted, "Why are you so shameless, you started sweeping like a wind and clouds."
Fang Shaoyun and Kay smiled and watched Lulu sweep. While eating, Lulu felt that these two people were really able to hide it, as if nothing had happened. However, Lulu was really embarrassed to ask in depth, thinking that she could only wait until she went back and interrogate Kay.
After dinner, Lulu gave Fang Shaoyun's participation certificate and ID card to Fang Shaoyun. Fang Shaoyun was very calm when he received the participation certificate. Until this time, Fang Shaoyun had not wanted to do much in the CPL. No one thought about what kind of fate this game would bring to Fang Shaoyun.
Chapter completed!