[043] There is no one in the empty field of vision
When Fang Chang'an came back from get off work, Wang Ke was still busy in the kitchen.
He stood at the kitchen door for two seconds. The girl turned to look at him, and used a shovel to put out his favorite green pepper and potato shreds, and carefully put them on the plate.
The amount of dishes was much larger than usual, and the dishes were sharp and the last few were almost falling off.
She served all the dishes, then nodded to Fang Chang'an, signaling him to take them out, and took the pot to wash. Fang Chang'an walked over and hugged her from behind.
Her body stiffened for a moment, lowered her head slightly, as if she was about to cry, sucked her nose, and said in a slight angrily: "Okay, I still have to clean the pot."
Fang Changan hugged her and refused to let go. After a while, he kissed her cheek from behind and smiled and said, "Let me go and wash it."
Wang Ke said: "You can bring the dishes out first."
"All right."
Fang Chang'an brought the dishes out. Three plates were already placed on the dining table, all of which were buttoned with bowls to prevent them from getting cold soon. He put down the shredded potatoes and returned to the bedroom quietly.
There was a suitcase on the ground, which was closed.
Fang Chang'an opened the zipper and found a small makeup bag - she had just learned makeup and was not skilled yet, so she would occasionally apply lipstick.
He stole two lipsticks, an eyebrow pencil, and two balls from his makeup bag that he didn't know what to use for, and then quickly pulled them back to his original position.
He put these things into the bedside table, then found the stationery bag, found a few pens from it, and was about to put them into the bedside table, but found a small plastic bag inside, like the kind used for down jackets that looked very strong and transparent bag wrapped with a dry straw grasshopper.
That was compiled by him in junior high school, and he gave Shen Mo and Wang Ke one.
"Oh shit……"
Tears flowed out for no reason. He felt a little embarrassed and quickly wiped them off. He pretended that this was not the case. He carefully pulled the zipper of the stationery bag, put them back into the mezzanine of the suitcase, and then restored the entire suitcase to its original.
After thinking about it, he took another lipstick and put it in his pocket.
When he returned to the kitchen, Wang Ke was still brushing the pot.
Fang Changan knew that she must be crying, and he felt distressed when he looked at her back. After standing there for a while, she seemed to notice it, and quickly wiped her face with the back of her hand, then put the brushed wok aside and washed the dishes.
Fang Chang'an walked over, held her shoulder and turned her body around. Seeing that her eyes were red, she didn't know how long she had cried alone at home.
He went to work after lunch. The company was created and the system was not perfect. He had to deal with many things, but in fact he had some thoughts all afternoon.
Fang Changan took her into his arms and hugged her tightly. Wang Ke obediently asked him to hold her. After a while, he also reached out to hug him back and whispered: "Let's have a meal."
"Um."
Fang Chang'an responded softly, but did not let go. After holding him for a while, Wang Ke struggled gently before he let go of her, held her hand, and used his other hand to get the bowl.
Wang Ke wanted to break away, but he refused to let go. The girl did not look at him as she used to. She just asked him to hold it silently, watched him pick up the bowl, and reached out to grab the chopsticks.
When he went to the dining table to put down the bowls and chopsticks, Wang Ke turned to look at him. Fang Chang'an had to let go of his hand. She sat down opposite him, silently opened the bowl on the meal, and then ate silently.
Both of them were eating slowly than usual. When Fang Chang'an put down the bowls and chopsticks, the food was already cold. She wanted to clean up, Fang Chang'an said, "I'll do it."
Wang Ke glanced at him and said nothing.
Fang Chang'an took the two of them to brush the dishes. When he came back, the dining table had been cleaned up and a bunch of keys were placed, not only the keys here, but also the keys for the new house that had been renovated a year ago.
Wang Ke walked out of the bedroom with his suitcase. Seeing him staring at the keys in a daze, he bit his lips gently and said nothing.
Fang Chang'an looked at her, then took the key and put it in his pocket, walked over to take the suitcase, but Wang Ke did not resist and followed him out.
When Fang Chang'an closed the door, she looked at the familiar "home" that carries many memories, and tears were about to come out again. She quickly bit her lip and held back, turned around and pressed the elevator first, secretly erasing the tears that were unwilling to obey and ran out secretly.
Fang Changan came to the elevator, held the suitcase with one hand, reached out with the other, grabbed her hand, then entered the elevator, got out of the elevator, and got on the car.
Like many times in the past.
But there will be no next time.
Fang Chang'an was driving attentively. She looked over secretly. The sourness in her heart did not flow out with tears, but became even stronger. She was afraid that she would cry again, so she took a deep breath to calm her emotions, but suddenly she thought that even the reverse abdominal breathing was taught to her.
Thinking of this, she almost burst into tears again. She turned her head and looked out the car window, looking at the vehicles, street lights, and shops all backwards in her vision, feeling a sense of trance and unreality.
I soon arrived at the National People's Congress. Fang Chang'an slowed down his car and stopped next to the sixth floor of Pinyuan where she lived. He turned to look at her. Wang Ke also looked over. His expression looked very calm, but his complexion was not very good. He whispered: "I have put all the leftover dishes in the refrigerator. Remember to heat them up first before eating."
Fang Chang'an nodded and said, "Okay."
She pursed her lips gently, then untied her seat belt. Fang Changan also got out of the car and took down the suitcase. Wang Ke reached out to take it over, but he didn't give it to him, saying, "I'll send you there."
Wang Ke said: "No."
Fang Changan looked at her, and the little girl looked at him without giving in. After a while, Fang Changan took out the key from his pocket and put it in her pocket. His smile seemed a little bitter and said, "I'll watch you go, okay?"
Wang Ke looked at his powerless and depressed look that he had never been before, and his heart softened, and he almost couldn't help crying again. He tried hard to maintain his tough attitude, without saying a word, took the suitcase and dragged it back to the dormitory by himself.
The moment she turned around, tears came out. She was afraid of being seen, so she let the tears fall down one by one and walked towards the dormitory door as if nothing had happened.
There were not many street lights here, and the car was parked next to her. When she was about to approach the door of the dormitory building, she was in front of the tree shadows next to her and was sure that she could not see it in his car. Then she wiped away her tears with one hand, dragged her suitcase, suppressed her crying, and walked forward slowly with sobs.
Fang Changan followed her less than two meters away and walked slowly forward.
She walked very slowly, and he followed even slower.
The one in front is crying, the one behind is watching.
Two girls came out one after another when they saw such a pair of boys and girls who looked like obviously couples, and they all looked at attention and curiously, but they didn't say anything.
Wang Ke walked to the door of the dormitory building, opened the suitcase, quickly wiped away the tears from his face, as if he had adjusted his emotions, then turned his head to look in the direction of the car. Before he could see the car, Yu Guang had already caught a glimpse of him.
Fang Chang'an smiled at her: "Don't cry, I will feel sorry for you if I cry."
After he said this, the little girl burst into tears like a dam. She raised her hand, as if she was trying to hit him, but she let it go again, her eyes were blurred, and she cried at him, "Go away!"
The voice is not loud, but the choked crying sound is heartbreaking.
"I just want to tell you that as long as you look back, I will be there."
Fang Chang'an walked over, wiped her tears, and squeezed a smile at her, "Okay, stop crying, go, you leave, I'll leave."
Wang Ke couldn't stop sobbing for a moment, so he sniffled and said something vaguely. Fang Changan didn't hear it clearly, stared at her, she sniffed, and repeated: "You should be kind to Mo Mo! No, don't let her cry..."
Fang Chang'an smiled and said, "Okay."
Wang Ke stared at him for a few seconds, tears seemed to be about to flow down again, so he forced himself to hold back and stared at him. After a while, he whispered: "Brother Chang'an, please hug me again."
"good."
Fang Changan squeezed out a smile and hugged her again. The little girl sucked her nose and hugged him tightly, as if she was afraid she would never see her again.
Of course she knew she would see her in the future.
But when I see you again, I will no longer be the one in front of me.
After a long time, she let him go again, sniffed again, looked at the wet marks on his chest, raised his head slightly, and showed a smile at him, but could not hide the sadness and reluctance in his slightly red and swollen eyes, "I'll leave."
Fang Chang'an nodded slightly.
She stopped looking at him, turned around, dragged her suitcase into the dormitory building again, and came to the empty elevator hall, tears couldn't help falling.
She cried alone for a while, and when the elevator came down, she hurriedly wiped away her tears again, and seemed to subconsciously look to the side.
The eyes stained with mist were a little hope and blinked gently.
There is no one in the empty vision.
...
The sixth floor of Pinyuan is the best dormitory in the entire school. It was just built and used last year. It is a "Princess Building" that has the six-person room for bed and tables, and a wardrobe, but there is still no independent bathroom. There are two public toilets and toilets on each floor.
Before she returned to the dormitory, she went to wash her face first, and the cold water pounced on her face, which was so cold that it made her feel much better. She shook off the water droplets and then dragged her suitcase back to the dormitory where she lived.
The dormitory door was closed, and she took the key to open the door, but first touched his key that Fang Chang'an stuffed into his pocket. It seemed that something was touched in her heart, and she wanted to run out of her tears. She quickly took a breath, took out the dormitory key, and opened the door.
There were two roommates there. During the day, she had already talked about coming back tonight, so the two roommates were not surprised. They chatted and watched her pack up. After a while, one of them noticed something was wrong and asked, "Wang Ke, have you ever cried?"
Wang Ke raised his head, his eyes were still a little red and swollen, and he couldn't hide it from others. She nodded slightly. The two roommates hurriedly asked what happened. She smiled and said, "It's okay... I just broke up."
Fang Chang'an often came here last semester. Several roommates knew that the two had known each other since junior high school. They had been in love with each other for many years and finally achieved a good result. Many girls are envious of almost perfect student relationships. And it can be seen that they have a good relationship. When they suddenly heard the news, they almost thought they had heard it wrong.
Wang Ke refused to tell the reason, so the two girls did not ask questions, but just whispered to her. Wang Ke also smiled and said that it was okay. Although no one believed her, seeing that she was in a stable mood, the two roommates felt relieved.
Wang Ke first replied to the message Shen Mo sent before. She went to her grandparents' place two days ago. Now she was bored. Wang Ke chatted with her for a while. Looking at the innocent joy that was revealed between the lines of Shen Mo, her heart was both happy and sour, and she was both happy and aggrieved.
I turned off the lights at night and lay in the quiet darkness without sleepiness. My thoughts spread endlessly, and my heart was empty, as if I had lost some important parts, or as if I had been blocked by something. It was very uncomfortable and I couldn't vent my feelings.
She quietly shrank, feeling that the world seemed to be very beautiful in her life, suddenly became unfamiliar. Perhaps, the world has not changed, it is still so beautiful, but I just don't want her anymore.
She was abandoned.
Quiet, lonely, alone, alone in the dark, not knowing what to do, not knowing where to go in the future, and not even knowing what is for living.
The night will magnify the emotional side, and it is the first time that you have experienced a broken heart in your life. This feeling is not to be forgotten forever, but it is not an exaggeration to say that it is unforgettable when experiencing it.
The time I really spent together seems to be very short, just less than a year, and it seems to be very long, starting from the time I met.
Not only six or seven years, but also the process of growing from an ignorant little girl to a young girl, is the most exciting, happiest, and the most memorable years since her life.
These years can be almost summarized, and even equated with her life.
He has been there all the time.
Chapter completed!