Chapter 100 The last memory of the last life before death
"Could it be..."
Qin Ge soon thought of the experiment that caused his death in his previous life.
In the Harry Potter world, Qin Ge resolutely chose to study silently in order to go further on the road of magic and become the strongest wizard who surpassed Dumbledore.
However, in that era, the magic world no longer existed silently.
Moreover, at that time, Qin Ge was righteous and could fight Voldemort head-on despite life and death for the future of the magic world, so he naturally would not do that kind of evil magic experiment.
So Qin Ge chose to make himself a silent person.
The final result was that the experiment failed, and Qin Ge himself died of a magic riot.
But Qin Ge did not see what he looked like before his death.
"Go to the Alchemy Laboratory!"
Qin Ge spoke very fast. After saying a word, he appeared in the alchemy laboratory the next moment, and Kang Na-chan followed Qin Ge.
Taking out the meditation basin, Qin Ge put his wand on his temple, and found his memories before his death through "sucking God and taking thoughts", and threw the memories of his presentation into the meditation basin.
Qin Ge bent down, took a deep breath, and plunged into the meditation basin.
Perhaps Qin Ge himself could no longer remember the memories of his death in his previous life, but if Qin Ge's soul was still there, there would definitely be memories of that period deep in his brain's memory.
Since traveling through time, what Qin Ge feared the most is the memory of his death in his previous life.
So Qin Ge is afraid of death!
As a wizard, he died of a magical riot. This is Qin Ge's most feared way of death.
"Ahhhhhh--"
In the cultivation room of the manor castle, Qin Ge saw the "self" screaming in pain due to the magic riot.
With a heart-wrenching scream, even Qin Ge can recall his pain at that time, as a bystander.
The snow-white magic robe is spotless, with gold edges on the neckline and cuffs. It was Qin Ge's favorite magic robe in his previous life, and it looked noble and elegant.
However, the face, which was hideous and distorted due to pain, looked like a devil crawling out of hell.
While looking at the painful 'self', Qin Ge recalled the experiments he had done in his previous life to become a silent person.
Use strong emotions to suppress the magic.
First copy your memories, then use "forget all empty" to clear your memories, let your memories go back to your childhood, and finally let the people you find in advance abuse yourself.
Use the 'Diamond' torture yourself.
Keep yourself in a quiet and dull dark room, not eating or sleeping.
...
After nearly a year or so, even when I look back on that memory, Qin Ge felt that he must have been crazy at that time.
Qin Ge never thought that if a person becomes cruel to himself, he can do that.
This scene in front of me was the last experiment Qin Ge did in despair.
Because all the experiments failed at that time.
No matter how Qin Ge did it, he could not become a silent person.
In this almost desperate mood, Qin Ge used all the pain he had endured in nearly a year to crazily suppress his magic power.
Looking at the "self" wearing a white magic robe in front of him, Qin Ge could feel his madness at that time. At that time, he must have been desperate.
"Why is this the hell?"
Qin Ge still can't figure it out.
At that time, he had already possessed powerful magic power. Even if he faced Dumbledore head-on, holding an old wand, he might not lose. He had a strong appeal in the entire European magic world, and all media in the magic world praised Qin Ge even more.
Before conducting a silent experiment, Qin Ge even decided to marry his lover at that time.
However, because of this experiment, Qin Ge deliberately postponed the wedding.
Even though he had such a bright future, he was also a positive and cheerful personality at that time.
"Why are you so crazy?"
"You are clearly standing at the top of the pyramid, why are you not satisfied?"
Looking at the 'self' in front of him, Qin Ge asked himself: "What is the reason that makes you willing to give up everything?"
However, Qin Ge was only confused for a moment and then sneered himself.
"Maybe I've always been like this!"
"If it weren't for this, why would I pursue black magic in this life!"
Listening to the screams of "his own", Qin Ge's eyes closed slightly, but his heart gradually became clear.
The madness of the second life may be from the memory of the first life.
Although Qin Ge in his first life was just an ordinary person, he had been exposed to too much information.
Perhaps Qin Ge thought he was an upright and kind person at that time, and never doubted his heart.
But in Qin Ge's view today, he might have been afraid of secular laws and morals at that time, and he neither dared nor had the ability to do it. That's why he deceived himself and thought that he was a good person, and even he believed in all this.
When Qin Ge traveled to the magic world, learned magical magic, and stood at the top of the magic world, even though Qin Ge still had never doubted his inner kindness at that time, he would not be satisfied with the present.
The powerful power and immortality have always been Qin Ge's most true desire in his heart.
Qin Ge didn't want to grow old like Dumbledore, and then slowly waited for death.
In essence, Qin Ge and Voldemort are the same type of people.
It’s just that Qin Ge disguised himself better, and even deceived him. At that time, Qin Ge firmly believed that he would become a great wizard like Dumbledore.
Qin Ge in the second life seemed powerful, but in fact he lived even more depressing than in the first life.
Because Qin Ge in the second world was obviously very strong, but he was concerned about emotions, morality, and people's expectations...
Too many concerns made Qin Ge choose to suppress himself.
After being depressed for a long time, I became so crazy before dying.
"Maybe... If the silent experiment was successful, I, in the second life, might become a more terrifying person than Voldemort!"
'boom--'
The magic power surging like a tsunami came, and Qin Ge suddenly opened his eyes.
The "self" in front of him rolled his eyes, his face was ferocious, his body was twisted and deformed, and the black air overflowed from his body, and everything in the room was disintegrated into dust under the erosion of this black air.
"Silent...silent!"
Qin Ge never expected that his silent experiment in his previous life would succeed.
After becoming an adult, my cruel torture and my true self that has been suppressed for many years have made magic successful and silent.
At that time, Qin Ge had been tortured by pain and lost consciousness, and this memory was remembered by the instinct of the soul.
'boom!!!'
Chapter completed!