As for the cause, the investigation has not yet yielded results. The police asked him if he could provide any clues, or if he had noticed any abnormal reactions from his parents, or whether there was disharmony in the family relationship, etc.

However, at that time, Beichen Yidao did not listen to what the police said next.

He didn't believe that his mother would kill his father. She loved his father so much, and her eyes were so gentle and affectionate every time she looked at him. What reason did she have to kill her dearest lover?

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Beichen Yida could not accept what the police said and did not want to hear what he had to say anymore. He immediately ignored the police's questioning and ran home alone.

At this time, Beichen Yidao felt that what the police said were all lies and that everything was false. In his opinion, anyone could kill his father, but his mother would not.

After returning home, he rushed back to his mother's room and began to search for any possible clues. He urgently needed a reason, a reason that could prove that his parents loved each other.

The ring from the wedding, the floral paper umbrella given to me on Valentine’s Day, the group photo in front of the cherry blossom tree...

Just as Beichen Yidao thought, her mother treasured countless memories with her father, all of which were proof that her mother loved her father deeply, and all of which were proof that it was impossible for her to kill her father.

At this time, a pink diary came into Beichen Yidao's field of vision.

When he opened the diary, he found that it was filled with his mother's thoughts.

Most of the first part records how she met and fell in love with her father, while the second half contains one more person besides her father Beichen Hideo, that is, his birth and growth.

The words in the diary were beautiful, revealing deep happiness. As he read them, Beichen Yidao's eyes couldn't help but moisten.

However, the follow-up of the diary made Beichen stunned, and his eyes gradually showed disbelief.

At the end, there was only horror in his eyes, because everything his mother recorded in the end proved that everything the police said was true.

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Monday, X month XX, 2309, sunny.

Hideo drank for a long time today and seemed to be in a bad mood. I helped him into the room to rest, but he cried. This was the first time I saw Hideo cry. I didn't know what happened, so I started asking him.

Hideo told me that he had been embarrassed by Yida, and Yida would probably feel very uncomfortable having such a weak father.

I began to comfort him and persuade him, but Hideo was already drunk at that time and did not listen to what I was saying. He just kept crying and complaining about his incompetence.

At this moment, I was heartbroken and felt even more guilty for not being able to help Hideo when he was vulnerable.

Wednesday, X month XX, 2309, light rain.

Hideo's condition is getting worse and worse. I can feel that he is under a lot of pressure, but except for the time when he was drunk, he didn't tell me anything.

I know he is afraid that I will worry and bear the pressure alone, but Hideo like this is really pitiful, so I decided to go to the "shrine" to pray for Hideo tomorrow, hoping that he can survive.

Come on! Hideo, you are the best!

Sunday, X month, X day, 2309, sunny.

Today is the day of the swordsmanship competition for the youth group. Itachi is still so good and outstanding. He once again won the first place in the youth group. On the court, Ichidou really looks like Hideo when he was young. He is really handsome. I am proud of him!

Tuesday, X month X, 2309, sunny.

I can feel that Hideo's condition has become worse after Ichito won the first place again. Although he is also proud of Ichito, he is also a swordsman. He probably feels that he is embarrassed by Ichito again.

Well, how should I comfort him.

I suddenly felt that Yidao shouldn't be so good. He was so good in the past. He was really too good and put too much pressure on his father.

Tuesday, X month X, 2309, heavy rain.

Today Hideo came to see me and confided his feelings to me. I am very happy. I am really happy that Hideo no longer hides it from me and is willing to share his depression with me.

But the words he said to me made me a little scared. He said that he wanted to practice the swordsmanship of Ancient Sword Intent, and he wanted to make Yidao proud of him.

I didn't agree, but Hideo begged me to respect his choice. He really couldn't stand being called a weakling anymore.

Looking at Hideo's helplessness and expectation, I couldn't help but cry. I finally agreed, because I saw desire in Hideo's eyes, and this might be the only way to get him back on his feet.

Thursday, June 23, 2309, foggy.

Recently, the confident and cheerful Hideo came back. He has really changed. The previous decadence has been wiped away. Now he is so confident. He told me that he has become stronger and stronger. He practices ancient sword meaning swordsmanship.

It is indeed very effective.

But I am very worried, because I know that the practice of ancient swordsmanship is a forbidden book that the body cannot bear. I am very afraid that something will happen to Hideo. What should I do at that time, and what should I do with the sword.

But I didn't stop Hideo from continuing to practice, because that was Hideo's hope, and I couldn't bear to break it, let alone see him as decadent as before.

Friday, X month, X day, 2309, sunny.

Hideo told me that he had already issued a challenge to Iai Tezuka and was very confident that he could win this swordsmanship contest.

I am happy for him and ask God to bless me and let Hideo win once. After that, I can persuade Hideo to give up the practice of ancient sword meaning swordsmanship.

Wednesday, X month X, 2039, sunny.

Hideo's health suddenly became very bad before the competition. When he went to the hospital for examination, it was found that his internal organs and internal organs were slightly damaged. This made me feel very scared. What should come is still coming.

I hoped that he could temporarily give up the fight with Iai Tezuka and take good care of his health first. But Hideo refused. He told me that he could definitely win this battle and must not give up, otherwise he would really be called a coward.

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Saturday, X month, X day, 2039, sunny.

The day before the fight, Hideo's physical condition was getting worse and worse, and he seemed to have mental problems. He would have hallucinations from time to time, but he always endured the pain in front of Yi Dao, and even told me not to tell Yi Dao.

All this, he is a good father, but he really shouldn't bear this kind of pain anymore, what should I do?

I suddenly felt that I was so weak and could not provide any help to Hideo, and I felt extremely guilty for this.

Sunday, May 19, 2039.

Tomorrow is the day for Hideo's duel with Iai Tezuka. However, Hideo's physical condition at this time is really not optimistic. He is even trembling when walking. How can he hold a sword and fight? This time he should not go to the duel.

Otherwise, I'm afraid something will really happen to Hideo.

I tried to persuade Hideo, but he refused again and told me that he would try to break through the taboos in the ancient sword's meaning and break through the constraints of the body.

He told me that if he succeeds, the sword energy in his body will condense into sword pills and will not wander around in his body. In other words, he will return to a normal person. But if he fails, he will become possessed and completely become a demon.

A person who has lost his mind.

I was very scared and asked him what he should do if he really failed.

He knelt down and begged me that if the time came, please kill him, because he didn't want to smear "Itto Ryu" anymore...

Monday, May 20, 2039, sunny.

Today is the day when Hideo makes an appointment for a battle, and it is also the day when Hideo tries to break through the taboo of sword power. I am so scared, really scared...

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Looking at his mother's diary, Beichen Yidao's heart was trembling.

From the happiness and warmth at the beginning to the sadness at the end, the change in mother's mentality comes from her father, but in the final analysis it still comes from herself.

He always felt that he was excellent and the pride of his mother and father, but he never knew that he had brought such heavy pressure to his father.

At this time, Beichen Yidao had understood that the police did not lie to him, and that it was his mother who killed his father.

Although her mother still loved her father deeply, it was precisely because of this deep love that she made the extremely heartbreaking choice to end her father who was also extremely painful.

In the end, the mother could not bear the grief in her heart and chose to follow him.

Therefore, it was never Iai Tezuka who was wrong in all this, but himself. It was his own excellence that killed his father.

The truth was so bloody that Beichen Yidao couldn't help crying. He couldn't accept this fact.

At this time, he hated his excellence so much. If he had not put pressure on his father, nothing would have happened.

Powerlessness is the truest portrayal of him at this moment.
Chapter completed!