Chapter 54 Spiritual sustenance
Just as Kotori was waiting for someone to act.
In Lu Ning's consciousness space, the third blackened gene erosion was like a tide, surging wave after wave of surging, eroding the entire consciousness space into a dark color and rushing towards the core inside.
These dark tides, each drop of water, represents an idea, including anger, evil, desire, cruelty, and killing...
[Why do you have to insist on suppressing yourself? In this virtual world, it’s better to release the desires in your heart. Even if the whole world is destroyed, it’s just some low-level data, and you can transform it with just one thought in the future]
"What a virtual... As long as I am here, this is the real world. As for suppressing myself, it is not suppression, but control, because I am a human being!"
Lu Ning's consciousness and the black consciousness were constantly in conflict.
The third erosion of the blackening gene was stronger than Lu Ning expected. As Xiao Meng said to him, the third and sixth erosion of the blackening gene were both a qualitative change.
[Human? Do you really think you are still human now? Do you think if you mate with humans now, the offspring you born will still be normal humans? No, no, your genes have long been rewritten. You are not a human, you are a life above humans, and are constantly moving towards the world of God]
"You are wrong. You are just the evil thoughts I have created. The reason why humans are humans is that they can control their own evil thoughts, not controlled by them. So what you are talking about now is not leading to God's world, but to fallen lower life."
The thoughts that arise in Lu Ning's consciousness space are not thoughts that appear in the second personality, but are all his own consciousness and his own thoughts.
Including the drops of water in the dark tide, the thoughts full of evil, cruelty and other thoughts all originated from himself.
No one's consciousness will be completely pure light.
That's an angel, not a human.
There is always darkness corresponding to light in human hearts, but humans can control this part of darkness. Many ideas only appear for a moment at most, and they are even locked in the depths of their subconscious minds and will not be released at all.
The erosion of the blackened genes is to guide all these potential darkness and amplify it, impacting Lu Ning's main consciousness.
Once Lu Ning's main consciousness is replaced by these darkness, it means a complete rewriting of personality and degeneration becomes an existence completely controlled by darkness.
Precisely because these thoughts do not come from the outside, nor do they produce things out of thin air, the impact they bring must be fought against by Lu Ning with a determined will, because this is a battle from the depths of his own heart and has nothing to do with everything outside.
These dark consciousnesses are not the second personality, they are just distracting and evil thoughts that have been infinitely amplified in his heart, so this is his own battle with himself.
As humans, under normal circumstances, most people can control the distractions in their hearts, so there will be human society and moral ethics.
but.
Even so, there are still a few people who cannot control this darkness.
What if this darkness is magnified ten times or even hundreds of times?
How many people can maintain their own existence under such dark thoughts that are infinitely amplified, and not fall into darkness and evil?
Lu Ning is now fighting against such darkness.
Moreover, in this confrontation, Lu Ning was obviously the best!
Even though the darkness erodes like a tide and corrodes the entire spiritual space, it can never penetrate the deepest light in the spiritual space.
Where this light shines, darkness is constantly burning.
"I'm sorry, although you are right, if it were you, it might be easier to resist future enemies and have a greater chance of winning."
"But, no matter what, I can't give all my family, the Kuaisan Origami Phoenix, to you, because you are not me."
Lu Ning's consciousness exists in the depths of this light, and is calm and calm at this moment.
Coming into this world and entangling with elf girls such as Kuang San Origami is not helpless to him. His consciousness intensity has indeed increased a lot.
And the most important thing is that Lu Ning knows that once he gives in, once he gives in to his evil thoughts, he will no longer be him.
After falling into darkness and completely blackened, he will no longer be the person he is now.
He couldn't imagine what he would do to origami, Kuangsan and others, and to his family.
This kind of thing is absolutely impossible. Even if he really fails, even if he dies in the hands of the reincarnation person, he will never fall into the darkness!
Think about the fact that in order to resurrect the true man, Mio Tsukumiya did not hesitate to fall into the darkness, sacrificed her own friendship, and had her back pain and sin...
Think about the sins committed by Tokizaki Kurosan for being deceived, and he took on the responsibility of rewriting everything alone, even if it was as heavy as a world...
Compared to these.
What Lu Ning fought against was just the evil thoughts in his heart.
Even if this evil thought is amplified ten times or even a hundred times, everything that belongs to you will be controlled by him. It is absolutely impossible to control him in reverse!
"I like a lot of people, and I want to protect them. These are things that can never be handed over to you, so... get out."
Lu Ning's consciousness indifferently examined the dark tide that kept surging over and was burned into black mist and dissipated.
A wave of tide came, and Shika's figure appeared in his heart.
A wave of tide was used, and the figure of Kuang San appeared in his heart.
A wave of tide was used, and the figure of Koini appeared in his heart.
For him, the elves are not only the girls he likes, but also the objects he places his soul in. It is no longer more suitable to place their soul in the second dimension.
Because the second dimension is never as complicated as the third dimension, everything here is absolutely simple from the moment it is set and there will never be betrayal.
Every wave of dark tide surged over and was burned out by the dazzling light. The burning ashes were integrated into this spiritual space, making the spiritual space stronger.
Chapter completed!