117, Aware of the Demonic Things

Zhu Shanxian, Tan Hanchuan, and Zhuang Mengzhou also spoke to welcome Xian Hao back. Ding Qi calmly followed a welcome message in the group, and then sent a private chat to Xian Hao as soon as possible. He found that he was indeed deleted from the friend list by the other party, so he quickly applied again and passed it in a few seconds.

Ding Qi: "Are you okay?"

Xian Hao: "All the big things have been dealt with, and no future troubles have been left."

Ding Qi: "When will you come back?"

Xian Hao: "There are some other small things to deal with, probably National Day Golden Week."

Ding Qi: "Come back quickly, I miss you."

Xian Hao: "Where do you miss me?"

Ding Qi was stunned when he saw this news. This was not Xian Hao's language style, it was a bit flirting. Of course, his relationship with Xian Hao was very close, but Xian Hao had a cold and warm outside, soft on the outside, and hard on the inside. His expression always looked faint, and he had never taken the initiative to get in love with Ding Qi.

Could it be that time and distance sublimated the feelings and feelings, Xian Hao was also thinking about him? Ding Qi was thinking about how to reply, but unexpectedly the other party immediately withdrew the message, and then sent another sentence: "What do you think of me?"

Ding Qi smiled and replied: "I want to do anything."

Xian Hao didn't take this and continued, "For such a long time, Teacher Ding may have forgotten me. Maybe he won't know me when he meets me again."

Is this acting cute? Ding Qi replied: "How long has it been, it's only two months."

Xian Hao immediately asked, "Do you think the time is short?"

Ding Qi: "No, no, no, I feel like I live like a year."

Xian Hao: "If you count this way, it's been sixty years, not long before?"

Ding Qi: "It's not sixty years, to be precise, fifty-three years, but it feels like I saw you just now, it was the first time I saw you."

Xian Hao: "Teacher Ding is very skilled. Have you ever been to many little girls?"

Ding Qi: "How could this be said? You don't understand my situation yet! Did you investigate it?"

Xian Hao: "I heard that in less than two months, you first went to the place called Dachishan to find a beautiful girl. That's not all, but you took another female disciple like a flower. If in a few days, will you even be soaking in the police flowers? If Teacher Ding is not an old driver, who would believe it?"

Ding Qi: "I believe it, you believe it too!"

This style is a bit wrong. Is Xian Hao angry or jealous? Ding Qi thought about it and thought that he had never done anything that made Xian Hao angry. It would be normal to be jealous. As a woman, Ding Qi has seen many of it. Of course, this is not what an old driver means, but it means that he has seen a lot of psychological counseling and psychological treatment.

Who is chewing the root of the gossip behind the scenes? Xian Hao has actually found out about this recently!

Xian Hao's words are a bit like finding fault. Usually, a person is looking for trouble for you like this, subconsciously may want to attract your attention or declare a sense of existence. But this language style is not like the Xian Hao that Ding Qi knew. According to this style, Ding Qi has subconsciously deduced what she will take in the next sentence.

As expected, the other party said, "I dare not believe it."

"I really miss you!" Ding Qi did not continue to entangle this kind of unnutritious question-and-answer question-and-answer, and directly sent a voice, almost singing the lyrics, "Where are you now? I want to see you, if it is convenient, let's have a video."

Ding Qi sent out a video invitation. After a long time, the other party did not answer. He couldn't help but feel disappointed and confused. Ding Qi now doubted whether the other party was Xian Hao himself. If not, how could the other party use Xian Hao's WeChat account? And Zhu Shanxian and the others did not doubt it? It must be noted that they are a bunch of talented people!

Xian Hao did not refuse the invitation, but just didn't connect, and waited to hang up naturally. After a while, just as Ding Qi's doubts became increasingly intense, Xian Hao suddenly sent another photo. It was obviously a selfie I just took, so it shouldn't beautify the photo, and she didn't need to edit the photo.

Xian Hao stood in front of the window, wearing a light-colored silk pajamas, with his hair tied up on his right shoulder, and a full moon was far away outside the window. Ding Qi deserved to have assisted his mentor in contact with the forensic work of the public security department, and also received guidance from Zhuang Mengzhou on the street. He immediately downloaded and enlarged the photo. The conclusion was indeed just taken tonight.

The shooting location should be in the living room of a hotel suite, which is quite high-end. Although the photos do not show any hotel items, Ding Qi can still tell what kind of room it is based on the vague reflection of the glass, including the general layout and furnishings.

The floor of this room is not low, about 20th floor. This conclusion may not be accurate. It was judged by the background outside the window. Xian Hao's city is very close to here. Ding Qi put the photo to the largest, distinguishing the neon lights and signs on the roof of the distant building outside the window, and finding that she was in Nanjing.

There is no trace of PS in the photo. There is a full moon outside the window. Ding Qi in a building in the distance actually saw a big hanging clock. Time can be correct. The static photos just now don’t reflect much information. Her expression, posture, and appearance even show her temperament. Of course, it is Xian Hao.

Ding Qi left a message: "Are you in Nanjing? It's half an hour's drive to take the high-speed rail. Why don't you come back? Why stay in a hotel?"

Xian Hao: "Teacher Ding is so amazing, you can tell at a glance. Has the small building been renovated?"

Mr. Xian Hao called him Teacher Ding, which made Ding Qi a little uncomfortable. He suddenly asked about decoration, and obviously he was distracted from the topic and didn't want to answer it. Ding Qi replied: "I haven't pretended yet, I'll discuss it when you come back."

Xian Hao: "Okay, wait, our country celebrates. It's very late today. Let's have a good rest first. See you in a few days!"

Xian Hao took the initiative to end the chat and asked Ding Qi to rest well, but how could Ding Qi sleep? Looking at the bright moon outside the window, his heart was full of distracting thoughts. Ding Qi couldn't ask what Xian Hao had experienced during this period, and how could there be an indescribable change?

Xian Hao was hunted by some enemy, did she get rid of the other party? How many people did she kill this time? These words cannot be said, and even more so, Ding Qi knew very well when he should control his kindness. Once some things were said, if something went wrong in the future, it might become some kind of evidence.

People do not tell themselves not to have distracting thoughts and distracting thoughts, but they can be free from distracting thoughts. Fortunately, Ding Qi is good at self-regulation. When he realizes his thoughts are confused, he simply does not sleep, but sits in the bed. Ding Qi is not a monk in the traditional sense. The secret techniques he created are just to discover the unknown world and contact other magic secret techniques of various sects, which only serve as a proof and reference.

He usually does not meditate in the middle of the night, sleeps normally, and sits in the morning, feeling the state of empathy with the heaven and earth, and practices kung fu at the same time. It is also what Zhu Shan said about nourishing qi and nourishing the spirit, or what Tan Hanchuan said about nourishing the spirit and refining the furnace and cauldron. There is no certain rule for secret methods outside the square, and the essence is just to directly cultivate the mind and nature.

In the past month, Ding Qi has no longer sat in the morning because he has to practice stud boxing and stick techniques. He has limited time and energy. He usually has to work every day and has to be busy with his work with Wei Fanting on weekends. But before he knew it, his cultivation of secret techniques in the outside world has improved. He must sit today, calm down and let go of his thoughts, and quickly sink into an unprecedented state.

It is no longer empathizing with the world, but it seems like a kind of forgetting, forgetting everything outside, forgetting that you are still breathing, and even gradually stop thinking about your existence, as if it is a pure and pure state of consciousness, and then he has hallucinations. This is not a state of sleep. If you are sleeping, this experience is a dream, and in a meditation sitting, it is an illusion.

What is an illusion? It is a subjective perception without objective stimulation. What is the difference between it and an illusion? It lies in whether the stimulation source exists. For example, a hunter regards the woodcutter in the grass as a wild boar. This is an illusion. There are psychological reasons for the illusion, which leads to a misjudgment of the objective stimulation source. However, the illusion is different, and it is produced out of thin air.

When Ding Qi was in his undergraduate degree, he memorized these contents and even took the exam. Sometimes he had to convince a person with hallucinations to tell him that what he saw and what he heard did not exist, which was often very difficult because the other party really heard and saw it. If someone stubbornly claimed, he could always hear the emperor's voice.

In this case, either the Emperor is really idle or his perception is wrong. Sometimes hallucinations do not mean mental illness, but most of the time, hallucinations are related to mental illness. If you want to distinguish hallucinations, you must rely on the experiencer's own rational judgment, because others cannot experience them instead.

Ding Qi heard a gunshot... Xian Hao fell into his arms, and the shooter was Ye Xing outside the door. She handed the knife to Ding Qi's hand and said, "I'm not dead, I will come back. When you see me again, don't forget to return this knife to me..." Then Ding Qi was slashed by Tan Hanchuan's palm.

In the scene presented in the illusion, Ding Qi should have lost consciousness, but he can still see and hear, and his consciousness remains awake in a different and incomprehensible way, as if it is everywhere.

Zhu Shanxian asked in a low voice: "Sister Xian, what else do you have to explain?"

Xian Hao: "Fan Yang once said, I have a secret, it's true. I'm not alone, I have a twin sister, and she has used the name Xian Hao. I have eliminated many enemies, and many times she is covering my identity. Others don't know that we are actually two people. The target is her, and it's me who takes action...

She has always wanted to cover me, and I have always wanted to protect her, and I don’t want her to continue to participate in this kind of thing. It’s a terrible experience. She should have a better life. I can’t continue to protect her. I want to entrust her to you. I hope that Ding Qi can take care of and protect her, and Ding Qi will not be too sad."

Zhu Shanxian: "Teacher Ding, you must be strong as you imagine."

Xian Hao: "He shouldn't have experienced this anymore, she shouldn't have wandered like that anymore. Mr. Zhuang... Mr. Zhuang said that if I refused to leave, that knife... that knife was me... and asked Ding Qi to hand it over to her. If he finally knows it, he will understand what I mean."

The illusion in a fixed position seems to be without active consciousness, which is closer to a self-hypnotic state. If there is active consciousness, either the illusion will be broken, like a dream will wake up; or it is equivalent to the subconscious mind being modified, and an unknown change will occur, and even mental abnormalities will occur.

Ding Qi didn't know when he woke up. He was in the illusion just now. He seemed to be indifferent to everything that happened. He was just watching coldly. At this moment, he covered his cheeks with his hands and realized that he was already in tears. He had experienced all this and really experienced it. Although the memory had disappeared, the heart-wrenching feeling was still there.

Ding Qi knew very well that it was an illusion. He was very clear-minded. He could not sit in the apartment and experience everything. However, the illusion also had its causes. It was likely from a memory that had disappeared or a subconscious imagination. Ding Qi himself could not tell whether it was a memory or a imagination, and the experience of the illusion was so real.

When the sun rose, Ding Qi wiped away his tears and washed up. His movements were very slow and careful, as if he was afraid that something would be broken by accident. After washing up, he thought about it and sent a WeChat message to Zhuang Mengzhou: "Mr. Zhuang, will a illusion appear when sitting?"

Zhuang Mengzhou should be sleeping, and may not reply until the afternoon. Unexpectedly, Zhuang Mengzhou replied immediately, maybe he woke up by him, and left a message: "Yes, of course, I have. Many people have said this. Maybe congratulations, I have finally reached this point in my cultivation, but be careful, this is a test of my state of mind."

Ding Qi: "Is the illusion real?"

Zhuang Mengzhou: "This kind of idea is very dangerous. Since it is an illusion, don't pay attention. Teacher Ding is professional and I don't need to explain it too much."

Ding Qi: "Is there a possibility that the illusion presents an forgotten experience, such as something I have forgotten in Xiaojing Lake."

Zhuang Mengzhou: "Of course it is possible, like Tu Zhi, I thought I had dreamed of Wei Fanting, but in fact he had really seen it."

Ding Qi: "With your experience, what should I do?"

He didn't say what kind of fantasy he had experienced, and Zhuang Mengzhou didn't ask, but actually sent a passage of ancient, titled "Awareness of the Demonic Things". Ding Qi was inexplicably angry and even wanted to scold people. Who did he send a reading card to? Is this passage of ancient origin from "The Essentials of Practicing Meditation and Contemplation" that he read many years ago and could even memorize it.

Not to mention the "Essentials of Practicing Meditation and Contemplation Meditation", he has read the related "Explanation of the Paramita Stages of Meditation", "Six Wonderful Methods", and "Maha Contemplation". How could Ding Qi have only read the exam textbooks? There are many related interprofessional reading materials for studying psychology? Of course, he is not for practicing Buddhism, but just to study various states of consciousness experience.

After a little more thought, Ding Qi realized that he shouldn't be angry. It seems that he still can't cultivate his family, and he won't be angry if he doesn't know it! Ding Qi also understood why he was angry just now because he thought Mr. Zhuang didn't tell him the truth, and he still didn't plan to tell him what happened at the beginning.

He also understood what Mr. Zhuang meant. The illusion of sitting in a fixed position is an illusion. Whether it is a real memory or an unreasonable imagination, the key lies in Ding Qi's physical and mental state, how to face it?

Ding Qi looked down at the words on his phone again: He knew that he was false, not worried, not afraid, nor did he take, nor did he give up... He should look back on the other hand, and the mind that can see does not see the place, so what is wrong with him? When observing this way, he should be eliminated and thanked. If he does not leave for a long time, he should be correct.

Regardless of whether the illusion was real or not, Ding Qi had to understand in his heart that it had nothing to do with the illusion. He had to face a real life, which was not a problem that can be solved by sitting in a fixed position. On the contrary, sitting in a fixed position in a fixed position is the problem that he had to solve. Ding Qi didn't know how long he was silent, then put away his cell phone and went out with a stick. Today he was going to send Tu to Dachi Mountain, and the time had come.

In Dachi Mountain, Ding Qi took out the two realms rings to sacrifice and refine them again. Today's feeling was a bit special, as if the secret technique of Fangwa suddenly improved. At least his magic power increased greatly or his spiritual power increased greatly, and his self-consciousness became particularly powerful. After the spiritual consciousness entered the two realms rings, he had a feeling or impulse that could crush the will left by Wei Fanchao into pieces, with a certain pleasure of destruction.

Of course, Ding Qi did not do this. He immediately realized something was wrong, his state was wrong, and his mood was different from the past. He had long known that the sacrifice and refining the two realms was a water grinding time, and he could not be infected by the will left by Wei Fanchao, and eventually restored it to a state of pure and pure. The cultivation of secret techniques outside the calculating square was improved, and it was impossible to have such crushing impulse and destructive pleasure.

This emotion was the will left by Wei Fanchao, and Ding Qi was inadvertently affected. Fortunately, he realized it in time and had to calm his mind again and find his clear self. Sometimes this influence occurs unknowingly, and people simply don’t realize it, thinking that it is their own heart, and it is difficult to distinguish itself like hallucinations.

Ding Qi's experience at this moment is a bit like the verse, "Wipe it frequently and do not let it be contaminated with dust." As for the other sentence, "There is nothing, where can it be contaminated with dust", it is indeed a higher level, but in most cases it cannot be done. It often feels like you are standing and talking without a pain in your back. For others, it is purely for pretending.

Ding Qi put away the two realms rings and stopped practicing. What he wanted to refine was his own state of mind. After returning from Dachishan that day, Ding Qi went to the Nanqi Community, the small building in Zhushan's family. He had not been here for three weeks and no one lived here. After Ding Qi put down his things, he cleaned the downstairs first.
Chapter completed!